What the hell…Chilly’s little spot on lit

[JackKingOff]

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This is a good reminder! I fail at this constantly

 

[Awaywego]

If you’re looking for a good protein bar check these out…good macros, clean ingredients and the pb&j is amazing!!

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Thank you

 

[Chillygirl]

Man memories have been flooding my brain today! When I first started posting in 2020 I met a guy here J and we hit it off immediately. Easy conversations and lots of laughs. He was up earlier than me so when I woke up I’d send a picture of me in my pjs with my cup of coffee and every evening we’d spend some time together sharing a whiskey and Coke. Eventually things ran its course and he started seeing someone do we ended things. I wonder if things worked out. He really wanted a wife and family and I just hope he got it.

 

[LadyLascivious1]

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percent this!

I have a mirror and know what I look like. And it’s largely nothing I can take credit for either way.

But the things I’m intentional about? The things I put my time and energy and passion into? Knowing I made a difference in someone’s life? That they appreciate and value me? Those are the best compliments and make my heart happy

 

[Chillygirl]

 

[Chillygirl]

 

[Chillygirl]

I have a looooong appointment on Thursday and I’m so excited!!

 

[Chillygirl]

Sooo many memories today of Covid, lemon trees, various phone calls, pictures, text messages, inside jokes, emails and rural. Brings up good and sad feelings. Most endings were good but a couple were rough. It’s hard sometimes.

Now time to turn off my brain and try to sleep.

 

[Chillygirl]

My therapist is so good at calling me out on my bullshit.

 

[Chillygirl]

You ever think if he/she wanted to they would but I want to and I’m not?

 

[LadyLascivious1]

You ever think if he/she wanted to they would but I want to and I’m not?

Yes, and that usually makes me go do the thing I want to do

 

[Chillygirl]

Yes, and that usually makes me go do the thing I want to do

I’m at a stalemate….

 

[Chillygirl]

My brain is stuck on one train of thought and I can’t seem to distract it. And I keep reminding myself silence is an answer even if it’s not the one I want to hear.

 

[Deleted member 6808749]

My brain is stuck on one train of thought and I can’t seem to distract it. And I keep reminding myself silence is an answer even if it’s not the one I want to hear.

What's the question?

 

[Chillygirl]

Sunrise this morning

 

[LadyLascivious1]

Sunrise this morning
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I hate getting up early SO much, but this view almost makes it seem worth it

 

[Chillygirl]

 

[Chillygirl]

I’m getting better at finding the balance. Sometimes I have to ruminate on something a bit and other times it’s a moment that instantly changes my thinking. An unexpected conversation last night unlocked some things I was struggling with. I feel a bit lighter and it feels good.

 

[ccs29745]

Ok this is long, personal and quite vulnerable so be nice or keep it to yourself!
Oh and I typed it cause it’s too hard to do on the phone lol.

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[spankableBelle]

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Kinda rude to call me a loser...

 

[spankableBelle]

Ok this is long, personal and quite vulnerable so be nice or keep it to yourself!
Oh and I typed it cause it’s too hard to do on the phone lol.

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I am so proud of you. I know how hard this has been for you all these months. I have a lot more I can/could say, but you know...

 

[Chillygirl]

I am so proud of you. I know how hard this has been for you all these months. I have a lot more I can/could say, but you know...

Thank you for being there through it all.

 

[spankableBelle]

Thank you for being there through it all.

We've both come a long way... Healed a lot.

 

[Deleted member 6607120]

Ok this is long, personal and quite vulnerable so be nice or keep it to yourself!
Oh and I typed it cause it’s too hard to do on the phone lol.

This is raw and beautiful. So proud of you.

 

[Chillygirl]

This is raw and beautiful. So proud of you.

Thank you and thank you for all the support and advice you’ve given me.