What's wrong with you?

[h_i_s]

flatulance , bad spelling because I hate using spell check or dictionary . com .. and I suffer from typoism and low tolerance for drama and cry babies and assholes too .... ok, add to the list that I don't really LIKE all that many people... but i am good at being polite about it

 

[JMohegan]

It depends on the day really. There's a lot of exciting things going on for me right now, but a lot of pressure and uncertainty as well.

I've been trying to keep a tight upper lip, but I figure it might be getting to be time to just let it all hang out.

Go for it. A cathartic release on the board.

Pick another thread, though. This one's depressing as fuck.

 

[Marquis]

And you know and accept that this is part of yourself? Wow
That's really deep and honest. Most people would delude themselves over the things on that list.

Ah, but you have to understand, none of this is actually my fault.

I'm a victim of circumstances.

 

[Marquis]

Go for it. A cathartic release on the board.

Pick another thread, though. This one's depressing as fuck.

Perhaps that's why it lured me out.

I'm always down for a good circle-jerk of self pity.

 

[intothewoods]

Perhaps that's why it lured me out.

I'm always down for a good circle-jerk of self pity.

*giggle* Circle jerk. Hee hee.

 

[HB1965]

Ah, but you have to understand, none of this is actually my fault.

I'm a victim of circumstances.

LOL that's good. If you can say someone or something made you that way you can get out of accepting responsibilty. Nice.

 

[JMohegan]

Perhaps that's why it lured me out.

I'm always down for a good circle-jerk of self pity.

Oh.

I've done my time in that particular purgatory. The solitary version, anyway.

Not a fan.

 

[intothewoods]

Yeah, but you always post good avatars.

Seriously.

 

[Marquis]

LOL that's good. If you can say someone or something made you that way you can get out of accepting responsibilty. Nice.

Bingo. Responsibility is a real buzzkill.

While I have your attention though, I noticed your sig:

"I am submissive to one man and one man only. When I speak of my Dom I speak of him with the respect he deserves and has earned. Every other Dom on this board will be treated as my equal as will every sub, switch and everyone in between.

I don't give a rat's ass if anyone on this board thinks I am acting submissive enough, the only opinion that matters is whether my Dom thinks I am acting appropriately. If I am not, he is watching when he wants to and will deal with me as he sees fit.~ ecstaticsub"


I feel like I see and hear this sort of thing constantly from subs online and in real life. Is it really necessary to make such a proclamation? Do you feel that you will be routinely disrespected without it?

Sometimes I think this whole shpiel is really a challenge, luring potential dominators into combat.

 

[Kajira Callista]

Bingo. Responsibility is a real buzzkill.

While I have your attention though, I noticed your sig:

"I am submissive to one man and one man only. When I speak of my Dom I speak of him with the respect he deserves and has earned. Every other Dom on this board will be treated as my equal as will every sub, switch and everyone in between.

I don't give a rat's ass if anyone on this board thinks I am acting submissive enough, the only opinion that matters is whether my Dom thinks I am acting appropriately. If I am not, he is watching when he wants to and will deal with me as he sees fit.~ ecstaticsub"


I feel like I see and hear this sort of thing constantly from subs online and in real life. Is it really necessary to make such a proclamation? Do you feel that you will be routinely disrespected without it?

Sometimes I think this whole shpiel is really a challenge, luring potential dominators into combat.

heh and i was just getting ready to go to bed.

 

[Marquis]

Oh.

I've done my time in that particular purgatory. The solitary version, anyway.

Not a fan.

Solitude is the workhorse of depressive modalities, but it can be a fun diversion to be miserable in company.

Besides, if you're never cranky, no one takes you seriously when you smile.

These does tend to be a balance, that much I believe.

 

[HB1965]

No it's there because I thought what she had so say was important. All the subs here were being judged by someone in another thread (although he refuses to admit that's the case), and I didn't appreciate someone who doesn't know me calling me a "poser". I am a complex person, and to be judged because I don't always fit into someone's box is annoying and ridiculous. I will eventually remove it but right now I want it there.

Bingo. Responsibility is a real buzzkill.

While I have your attention though, I noticed your sig:

"I am submissive to one man and one man only. When I speak of my Dom I speak of him with the respect he deserves and has earned. Every other Dom on this board will be treated as my equal as will every sub, switch and everyone in between.

I don't give a rat's ass if anyone on this board thinks I am acting submissive enough, the only opinion that matters is whether my Dom thinks I am acting appropriately. If I am not, he is watching when he wants to and will deal with me as he sees fit.~ ecstaticsub"


I feel like I see and hear this sort of thing constantly from subs online and in real life. Is it really necessary to make such a proclamation? Do you feel that you will be routinely disrespected without it?

Sometimes I think this whole shpiel is really a challenge, luring potential dominators into combat.

 

[intothewoods]

Sometimes I think this whole shpiel is really a challenge, luring potential dominators into combat.

heeeeeeerrreeeee Dommy Dommy Dommy...bad subbies, always luring big bad Doms

 

[Marquis]

No it's there because I thought what she had so say was important. All the subs here were being judged by someone in another thread (although he refuses to admit that's the case), and I didn't appreciate someone who doesn't know me calling me a "poser". I am a complex person, and to be judged because I don't always fit into someone's box is annoying and ridiculous. I will eventually remove it but right now I want it there.

Fair enough.

 

[Marquis]

heeeeeeerrreeeee Dommy Dommy Dommy...bad subbies, always luring big bad Doms

Now we have this nonsense.

There is no sanctuary.

 

[intothewoods]

Now we have this nonsense.

There is no sanctuary.

I'm sorry. I couldn't resist. I knew it was one too many smart assed answers. I knew, and yet I couldn't help myself.

 

[intothewoods]

Ahem. Attempting to redeem myself.

What is wrong with me?

I am indecisive.

I am easily stressed out.

I have an awful temper.

I am forgetful.

I hate disappointing people.

 

[Marquis]

I'm sorry. I couldn't resist. I knew it was one too many smart assed answers. I knew, and yet I couldn't help myself.

It's ok.

You're a product of circumstances.

Something to do with your father, no doubt.

 

[HB1965]

Now we have this nonsense.

There is no sanctuary.

Marquis, you're tough, you can handle it.

 

[intothewoods]

It's ok.

You're a product of circumstances.

Something to do with your father, no doubt.

No doubt. And my mother. Always blame the (Jewish) mother!

 

[intothewoods]

Damn it! I was distracted by the Marquis sighting, and noted Marquis hawtness, and I missed my chance to flirt with JMohegan. Alas. How tragic for me.

Life is such a balancing act!

 

[Luvkitty33]

I've come back to post my answer on this thread at least four times now and keep chickening out. So, I guess the first thing I need to work on is taking the leap when needed.

Also:

I'm VERY sensitive and get hurt extremely easily.....and I HATE that about myself.

I hate my body due to the weight I put on after my accident. It's SO quick to come on and SOOOOO slow to leave. I'm working on it though and have lost a little more than a third of it.

I feel shy more often than I'd like.

I get upset over not being able to do the things I used to do for people I care about. Being a giver and a nuturer is so strongly ingrained in who I am that I have an extremely difficult time letting go and letting others be and/or do for me when I can't do the same. Have recently made great efforts in this area.

I cry when I get angry. That REALLY sucks!!!

I have a lot of goals for myself, but lack of a routine in my life often makes me lose the discipline I need to accomplish them. I have a GOAL on how to change that, though...LOL.

I get frustrated with myself too easily. It's the perfectionist in me. I'm able to accept shortcomings in others much better than in myself.

Once something is in my mind that I need to talk about, I have an extremely difficult time doing or thinking about anything else until it's discussed.

I hate confrontation and used to do anything possible to avoid it. This is still an issue that I'm working on, hence the reason it's posted in my list, but I'm happy to say that I've made progress here.

I battle depression.

I like to be needed too much.

I tend to ramble on..........

so on that note, I'll stop here.

 

[EmpressFi]

I cry when I get angry. That REALLY sucks!!!

dont you hate that.. you want to make a statement.. you want to make a point.. and dammit you're angry and.. and.. then you start to frickin cry...

 

[Luvkitty33]

dont you hate that.. you want to make a statement.. you want to make a point.. and dammit you're angry and.. and.. then you start to frickin cry...

Yes!!! And then I start to get so emotional that I can't even talk because I'm crying too hard. Grrrr.....people don't take you seriously when you're crying while angry.

 

[h_i_s]

heeeeeeerrreeeee Dommy Dommy Dommy...bad subbies, always luring big bad Doms

No idea why.
Maybe it's because it is only 6:10am.
This caused my first laugh of the day, though.
Ok, not an actual laugh.. more like a chuckle.
That's a lot coming from me this early in the day.