What's your mood at this moment?

All of a sudden I got a pang of regret. I should have grasped a fun opportunity and not think so much what others would think of me if I did, because it was so uncharacteristic for me.

Weird how this came out of nowhere after so many years.
 
I'm feeling unmotivated and discouraged.

Work has been so slow. I need $215 before the pay period ends around 3 am today to catch up on all my bills. Barring some sort of miracle, I'll never pull that much in one day.

I do not want to have to ask my mother for this money. She'll probably let me have it, but at what cost? But I also don't want to be homeless, so yeah. :(
 
I'm feeling unmotivated and discouraged.

Work has been so slow. I need $215 before the pay period ends around 3 am today to catch up on all my bills. Barring some sort of miracle, I'll never pull that much in one day.

I do not want to have to ask my mother for this money. She'll probably let me have it, but at what cost? But I also don't want to be homeless, so yeah. :(

Fingers crossed for motivation, courage and some sort of miracle then.

Personally I’m feeling a bit ”meh” about things.
Work thing feels like ”Oh great, this again!” and yes, my feelings are sarcastic at times.

It’s just been very much work like a captain and very little play like a pirate.
A friend called and asked if I had time to come for a spontaneous walk last week and sadly I was up over my ears in things to do at the moment. He said something about raincheck and beer and I should probably call him and make that happen before I start seeing strange things in room 217.
 
So good! The switch from summer to fall was abrupt but I love fall, so it’s all good for me. Chilly mornings, leaves starting to turn, crisp air, inexplicable need to learn new things. Fall clothes always make me feel myself cute too and they’re the easiest clothes to wear, too. 🍂🍁
 
So good! The switch from summer to fall was abrupt but I love fall, so it’s all good for me. Chilly mornings, leaves starting to turn, crisp air, inexplicable need to learn new things. Fall clothes always make me feel myself cute too and they’re the easiest clothes to wear, too. 🍂🍁

We are in the middle with crispy mornings and warm afternoons but the light and the general feeling in the air is leaning more and more toward fall.
I just changed to fall/winter purse and am trying to get used to wearing actual shoes again.
 
Vaguely hopeful. One project got nixed, so I think I’ll survive this last push to the finish line now. Come on, 18 November, be here already!
 
Crabby as fuck.

I haven’t slept well for three nights in a row. 3hrs Sunday , 5 hrs Monday and 3 hrs last night.

I’m normally upbeat but not today. Thinking about taking an edible tonight to help me sleep.
 
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