phoenix1105
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Dec 17, 2008
- Posts
- 125
Yeah, so I feel that I pretty much fall into this thread because it is clear I need some help. It seems I have so much shit in my life that causes me emotional and physical pain I don't know where to start to "fix" things to a manageable level. I have gotten some great ideas from people PMing me that helps. I know I have really low self-esteem, and my self image sucks. I am on a bunch of meds that really don't help, but God forbid I tell the doctors what I think would work. I only have a Masters in social work, about 15 credits short of a Masters in Pharmacology, and was pre-med.
I actually went to my shrink to my shrink on Friday and he told me he wants me to see a therapist in his office. I said sure, maybe they can help. One of my problems is that I am extremely intelligent(though my spelling sucks). I can basically out think the therapists to the point where I have a good idea what they are going to say one or two statements down the line. It doesn't help that before my life went to hell I was a damn good therapist with hardcore patients. One of the neat things I picked up when working with people was the Federal FACE system. Basically if you can observe the person very carefully and carry on an appropriate conversation, you can basically be a human lie detector. It all deals with eye and body movements. But I digress.
The new therapist my shrink wants me to see is probably 26 or 27, although she looks about 20-22. It takes 3 or 4 years for a BSW, 1 year for a MSW, and about 2 and a half years to become licensed in FL. But she is so hot and no wedding ring. Incidentally they tell therapists in school to wear a wedding band to help stem clients from hitting on them
So she cant be that old. Seriously, how in the blue hell am I going to explain my confusion about the whole CD thing with a beautiful women that is basically my age and type? Although as I think about it as I type it would be easier to tell a woman than a guy for me. Then again the oxys, ambien and grey goose seem to be starting to work because I'm getting tired, so I will end my endless rambling...until the next time.
I actually went to my shrink to my shrink on Friday and he told me he wants me to see a therapist in his office. I said sure, maybe they can help. One of my problems is that I am extremely intelligent(though my spelling sucks). I can basically out think the therapists to the point where I have a good idea what they are going to say one or two statements down the line. It doesn't help that before my life went to hell I was a damn good therapist with hardcore patients. One of the neat things I picked up when working with people was the Federal FACE system. Basically if you can observe the person very carefully and carry on an appropriate conversation, you can basically be a human lie detector. It all deals with eye and body movements. But I digress.
The new therapist my shrink wants me to see is probably 26 or 27, although she looks about 20-22. It takes 3 or 4 years for a BSW, 1 year for a MSW, and about 2 and a half years to become licensed in FL. But she is so hot and no wedding ring. Incidentally they tell therapists in school to wear a wedding band to help stem clients from hitting on them
So she cant be that old. Seriously, how in the blue hell am I going to explain my confusion about the whole CD thing with a beautiful women that is basically my age and type? Although as I think about it as I type it would be easier to tell a woman than a guy for me. Then again the oxys, ambien and grey goose seem to be starting to work because I'm getting tired, so I will end my endless rambling...until the next time.
