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Native Alien said:
I had to deal with some crapheads today. Is that about the same thing?
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There were a couple shitting in my pm box over it too, Native... Told them to get a life.
 
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BooMerengue said:
wtf is suicide Monday? this thread is dead...
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Dead? Of course not, Boo... Didn't you know every Monday is suicide Monday? :kiss:
 
Sorry you guys! Suicide is not usually a bad thing to me- I have mine planned for when the time comes. But your timing sucked!! LOL Go visit my new thread cum guestbook for HHH- and no cum jokes, please! Click below. I'll see y'all soon and we'll discuss nailing these doors shut. But first I need sleep... Love y'all!
 
...walking in...collapsing...calling weakly...'jenneeee' 'Native'..... Where are you?? I neeeed you!!!!!

taking a really hard hit of my Crown Royal... goddammmmm what a day!

6am... wake from a dream of me and my g'boys standing on the front lawn and I'm taking really excellent pics of them and a sniper drives by and shoots them both dead.

8am... one of the kid's I keeps Dad calls to say he's taking his son to the Dr.'s cuz of his "bumps on his bottom...you know, the HPV I told you about...but he'll be back tomorrow- it's no big deal"

10am... I open an email from someone I thought was a reasonable person, and a friend, and out spills all this venom cuz I never told her about hhh...

10:30 am... call a Gateway tech to help me install a video card- plug'nplay- real simple... my whole friggin pc goes on the blink!(I had started this process last night and it bled over to this am and still isn't finished... drivers are fucked up or something...

ok... from noon on...

the kids don't like their lunch

the un potty trained kid does his thing all over the place

the air cond goes Poof!

run out of clothes soap

run out of dish soap

no one wants to take a nap

I reread an email last night from some one who is in my addy book, so I had sent her a message explaining that I had updated my Norton and did not have the "SoBig" worm, but someone who had me in THEIR address book did, so please go check... I am told "Aha! YOU"RE the reason my zillion dollar pc just crashed and burned...!" the virus doesn't crash and burn anyone... *sigh*

So......

This is MY thread and I'm gonna sound off!! And anyone who doesn't like what I have to say can go fuck a duck...

HHH was my very close friend. We both trusted each other very much. She did not offer the news that she was going to take The Final Exit- I asked her and she said yes.

IT WAS NOT MY IDEA-IT WAS HER DECISION-SHE TOLD THOSE SHE WANTED TO-SHE ASKED ME NOT TO TELL IT-I RESPECTED HER DECISION!!!!

If you feel shortchanged cuz you didn't get to say goodbye....WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU? She didn't have to seek me out- I saw her in chat everyday. IF YOU DID NOT LOOK FOR HER IN CHAT OR WRITE TO HER OR TALK ON THE PHONE THEN WHY THE CHRIST ARE YOU BLAMING ME CUZ YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOIN ON??? I WAS NOTTHE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW!!!!

deep breath...slooooooow) every now and then I go through my address book and send a letter to everyone I haven't heard from... I like to keep in touch... sometimes I hear back... sometimes I don't... but I make the effort. There are over 100 names in my book from Lit alone... many are people I had close ties w/ at one time... we drifted apart... BUT IF ONE OF THEM DIED I WOULDN'T GO AROUND PULLING MY HAIR OUT CUZ I HAD NO IDEA!!! If I have no idea whats goin on in someone's life- IT'S MY FUCKIN FAULT!!!!!

Here's an example for the obtuse amongst us...
LadyBird and LadyJayne were my best buds when I first came to Lit. We had a ball!! LJ and I continued a close friendship for quite awhile, and then I got involved w/ a RL friend, and she did the same. We are both really glad to see each other when we do, but it's not like it used to be and it's ok! I am perfectly capable of sending her an email everyday if I choose... and she can me! But we like the way things are...
LadyBird was tiring of the Tub as I was just warming up. She has a thread of her own- I was invited to visit and I did and I got bored, so she and I also sort of drifted apart. I see her on occasion and am really glad when i do! We always have great laughs!
If either of these fine ladies decided to leave this plane I would be devastated! BUT I WOULD NOT BLAME THOSE THEY CONFIDED IN FOR NOT BREAKING THEIR PROMISES AND TELLING ME! Especially if I didn't know that one friend even knew the other!!

I am so tired of this shit... for those of you who still have a problem w/ this- eat your own guilt- I'm not taking it!

I am who I am! Those of you who know me know my word is important to me. My friends are important to me. I will bend over backwards and walk fire and jump hoops for my friends. And I will tolerate nearly anything for my friends.

BUT I WILL NOT BE ANYONE'S SCAPEGOAT!

one last thing... there are some people who were in fact in touch w/ HHH nearly everyday who she did not confide in. and NOT ONE of those folks have criticized me! For that I thank all of you! You know who you are. And puhleeze...those of you who are pissed at me.... when you read this... there are more than one of you- so don't go browbeating about how Woman is picking on YOU! I wouldn't waste all this time if it was just one person!

(did I cover everything?)

ok... the dream about my g'kids I'm sure was a way for me to verbalize my extreme sense of loss over HHH...

The HPV thing (he thought he could slip this by me) is the HumanPappilomaVirus... an STD that is common and benign in school age kids, but in younger ones(this kid's 4) could be a sign of sexual abuse... so now I have this to deal w/- telling other parents- telling the Health Dept. whatta can of worms...

So... You guys!! How was your day?

Jenny_S! Native Alien! You guys are THE BEST for sticking by me... my world did not in fact fall apart, and you are still here!! Big smoooochies to you both!

and...drum roll please...
(((((((((((((((((((( HUGS ))))))))))))))))))))

That is something I NEVER do- I hate huggy touchy feely thingies! And the smell of cheap perfume!

Love you guys!

Boo
 
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BooMerengue said:
...walking in...collapsing...calling weakly...'jenneeee' 'Native'..... Where are you?? I neeeed you!!!!!

taking a really hard hit of my Crown Royal... goddammmmm what a day!

6am... wake from a dream of me and my g'boys standing on the front lawn and I'm taking really excellent pics of them and a sniper drives by and shoots them both dead.

8am... one of the kid's I keeps Dad calls to say he's taking his son to the Dr.'s cuz of his "bumps on his bottom...you know, the HPV I told you about...but he'll be back tomorrow- it's no big deal"

10am... I open an email from someone I thought was a reasonable person, and a friend, and out spills all this venom cuz I never told her about hhh...

10:30 am... call a Gateway tech to help me install a video card- plug'nplay- real simple... my whole friggin pc goes on the blink!(I had started this process last night and it bled over to this am and still isn't finished... drivers are fucked up or something...

ok... from noon on...

the kids don't like their lunch

the un potty trained kid does his thing all over the place

the air cond goes Poof!

run out of clothes soap

run out of dish soap

no one wants to take a nap

I reread an email last night from some one who is in my addy book, so I had sent her a message explaining that I had updated my Norton and did not have the "SoBig" worm, but someone who had me in THEIR address book did, so please go check... I am told "Aha! YOU"RE the reason my zillion dollar pc just crashed and burned...!" the virus doesn't crash and burn anyone... *sigh*

So......

This is MY thread and I'm gonna sound off!! And anyone who doesn't like what I have to say can go fuck a duck...

HHH was my very close friend. We both trusted each other very much. She did not offer the news that she was going to take The Final Exit- I asked her and she said yes.

IT WAS NOT MY IDEA-IT WAS HER DECISION-SHE TOLD THOSE SHE WANTED TO-SHE ASKED ME NOT TO TELL IT-I RESPECTED HER DECISION!!!!

If you feel shortchanged cuz you didn't get to say goodbye....WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU? She didn't have to seek me out- I saw her in chat everyday. IF YOU DID NOT LOOK FOR HER IN CHAT OR WRITE TO HER OR TALK ON THE PHONE THEN WHY THE CHRIST ARE YOU BLAMING ME CUZ YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOIN ON??? I WAS NOTTHE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW!!!!

deep breath...slooooooow) every now and then I go through my address book and send a letter to everyone I haven't heard from... I like to keep in touch... sometimes I hear back... sometimes I don't... but I make the effort. There are over 100 names in my book from Lit alone... many are people I had close ties w/ at one time... we drifted apart... BUT IF ONE OF THEM DIED I WOULDN'T GO AROUND PULLING MY HAIR OUT CUZ I HAD NO IDEA!!! If I have no idea whats goin on in someone's life- IT'S MY FUCKIN FAULT!!!!!

Here's an example for the obtuse amongst us...
LadyBird and LadyJayne were my best buds when I first came to Lit. We had a ball!! LJ and I continued a close friendship for quite awhile, and then I got involved w/ a RL friend, and she did the same. We are both really glad to see each other when we do, but it's not like it used to be and it's ok! I am perfectly capable of sending her an email everyday if I choose... and she can me! But we like the way things are...
LadyBird was tiring of the Tub as I was just warming up. She has a thread of her own- I was invited to visit and I did and I got bored, so she and I also sort of drifted apart. I see her on occasion and am really glad when i do! We always have great laughs!
If either of these fine ladies decided to leave this plane I would be devastated! BUT I WOULD NOT BLAME THOSE THEY CONFIDED IN FOR NOT BREAKING THEIR PROMISES AND TELLING ME! Especially if I didn't know that one friend even knew the other!!

I am so tired of this shit... for those of you who still have a problem w/ this- eat your own guilt- I'm not taking it!

I am who I am! Those of you who know me know my word is important to me. My friends are important to me. I will bend over backwards and walk fire and jump hoops for my friends. And I will tolerate nearly anything for my friends.

BUT I WILL NOT BE ANYONE'S SCAPEGOAT!

one last thing... there are some people who were in fact in touch w/ HHH nearly everyday who she did not confide in. and NOT ONE of those folks have criticized me! For that I thank all of you! You know who you are. and puhleeze... when you read this... there are more than one of you- so don't go browbeating about how Woman is picking on YOU! I wouldn't waste all this time if it was just one person!

(did I cover everything?)

ok... the dream about my g'kids I'm sure was a way for me to verbalize my extreme sense of loss over HHH...

The HPV thing (he thought he could slip this by me) is the HumanPappilomaVirus... an STD that is common and benign in school age kids, but in younger ones(this kid's 4) could be a sign of sexual abuse... so now I have this to deal w/- telling other parents- telling the Health Dept. whatta can of worms...

So... You guys!! How was your day?

Jenny_S! Native Alien! You guys are THE BEST for sticking by me... my world did not in fact fall apart, and you are still here!! Big smoooochies to you both!

and...drum roll please...
(((((((((((((((((((( HUGS ))))))))))))))))))))

That is something I NEVER do- I hate huggy touchy feely thingies! And the smell of cheap perfume!

Love you guys!

Boo
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We have to love you for the kind sensitive person you are, Boo
:kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :heart: :heart: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:
 
nods....agrees with everything boo said..........

notice.......dont lay any of your (yall know who ya are) crap on my boo.....( hugssssssssssssss anyway boo).......
 
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sweet baby lee said:
notice.......dont lay any of your (yall know who ya are) crap on my boo.....( hugssssssssssssss anyway boo).......
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*blushing... aawww hell.....*
 
From the looks of things I guess there are still some who didn't know about HHH. All I know is she was very sick w/ AIDS/HIV and had had a lot of other trouble and decided she couldn't/wouldn/t live w/ it anymore. On Sat., the 23rd of August, 2003 she ended her life. What I knew I was asked to keep private, so as friends do- I kept it quiet. Well... I told 3 people of whom she was aware- one of them broke the promise and talked out of turn. Which has only served to lock me up tighter and not disclose anything else I know.

HHH is dead. I know there are some of you out there who don't believe it; who are digging for proof that it's all a diabolical plot. I don't believe it. Jenny was not the sort to gather drama around her as was txGirl. She spoke to only a few, and I believe the only reason she told me she was gonna kill herself was cuz I had asked her.

I swear on my GrandBoys lives I know nothing of her faking her death, I don't believe she did, and I don't believe she was the kind.

For those of you who didn't know, and didn't get to post, I copied the thread. You can post here and I will C and P it into the book, and can send a copy to you. She will know your heart- thats what counts.

For those of you who did know you can do the same. But it was silly of certain ones of you to wreak the havoc you have over your own ignorance of the life of one you claim to have been best friends with. But as long as it's for and about HHH it'll also go into the book. But if it's nasty it will not.

I loved her- I love her still. I'm going to ask Rocky to write a little something and put it in the front of the book along with their pics.

I cannot talk about this anymore. Read this, and scroll back and read my other post. Long enough is long enough.

Beth

If you want your post to be private write me and put HHH in the subject line.

NotForHire@AOL.com

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I'm trying to find the words to express how I feel about Jenny. She told me once that I made her feel so loved and cared for. That I made her forget how shitty things were for her. But I don't think she ever believed she deserved to feel that way. She was so beautiful. And so wonderful. And she touched my life in a very real way. I never met her. I never even spoke with her on the phone. But I love her. As much as I've ever loved anyone, I love her. And I always will. I wish she had taken advantage of my offers to help her. But, there again, I don't think she ever believed me.

Jenny, wherever you are, please believe that I love you. And you always deserved that and so much more. And rest peacefully. With all my heart, I hope you are resting peacefully.
 
Boo, you and I have become friends since I got to LIT, through a mutual friend. You have my shoulder to cry on and my arms to wrap around you when you need a hug darlin'.

I didn't know Jenny at all, but I have had 2 people that were a part of my life decide to end theirs and I know how devestating it can be to those they leave behind. I truly believe that she did what she had to do, to live in that much agony, is the true sadness. Those out there that are angry will just have to live with it, for they could never understand. I would hope that if I ever was ever in the same situation, that my friends and family would also do as you did, and respect my privacy and stand by me and understand why I made the decision that I did.

My heartfelt sympathies go to everyone who did know Jenny, I wish I that I had the opportunity to know her. I'm sure your lives are richer for having known her.
 
HHH Memorial

HI Boo,
I tried to get in on it and the thread was closed. Sorry. I did express part of my feelings , under hhh. Some have read but no reponses yet. It's in Playground.
Minnie:heart:
 
Okay Boo....this thread needs to live or you need to start another one like because I miss Jenny's news flashes and updates.

I miss your touchy-feely self as well.

Plus we women need a place to sound off and just bitch in general.

So, what will it be? This thread or do you start another one?
 
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