something like the college boy scenerio
rating a room of women
of who they would fuckI sit instead
grouping women into categories
who he would have fucked
who he would have loved
who he would have worshipped
I wonder if she did the same
and put me into a box when she saw the new girl name
girl heels girl words girl charm thrown into plastic crates
like behind the customer service counter
sorted by department
severed parts tosseed
you writeing any poetry?
he asked
no not really
too much on your mind?
hmm maybe not enough
sorting through discarded bins
trying to stir up something dig into old scar tissue sensitivity
but it is gone
nothing
except residual jealousy
wondering who a dead man would be fucking
if he were here today?
I am glad it wouldn't be you.
I would have had to kill him myself.
rating a room of women
of who they would fuckI sit instead
grouping women into categories
who he would have fucked
who he would have loved
who he would have worshipped
I wonder if she did the same
and put me into a box when she saw the new girl name
girl heels girl words girl charm thrown into plastic crates
like behind the customer service counter
sorted by department
severed parts tosseed
you writeing any poetry?
he asked
no not really
too much on your mind?
hmm maybe not enough
sorting through discarded bins
trying to stir up something dig into old scar tissue sensitivity
but it is gone
nothing
except residual jealousy
wondering who a dead man would be fucking
if he were here today?
I am glad it wouldn't be you.
I would have had to kill him myself.