Bi Married and closeted

[luv23way]

Not alone at all

How many are similar to me in that this and reading the stories becomes your outlet?
58 orally bi mwm who is overly cautious almost paranoid about meeting someone and the repercussions of coming out are more than I wish to deal with.

I can;t be alone in this

Oh trust me you’re not alone, just writing about it excites me! I’m 63, had my first bi experience in a MFM 3way, but had no desire to suck a cock until about 10 yrs ago, and the urge keeps getting stronger. And no way would my wife be cool with it, and it’s not like she doesn’t have really good pussy that I can fuck at least half the time I want to fuck it...although I’d rather eat it. It’s hard with no CL, I have sucked at a few GHs, but that shit scares me. I met a few other married guys, sucked their cocks and let them cum on my face. Can’t explain it, luv to suck a soft spongy cock hard

 

[Suenjames00]

Room for 1 more on the boat

 

[bikurinpa]

Room for 1 more on the boat

I think there is too many in same boat, that why it sank!

 

[Jenna2641]

Oh trust me you’re not alone, just writing about it excites me! I’m 63, had my first bi experience in a MFM 3way, but had no desire to suck a cock until about 10 yrs ago, and the urge keeps getting stronger. And no way would my wife be cool with it, and it’s not like she doesn’t have really good pussy that I can fuck at least half the time I want to fuck it...although I’d rather eat it. It’s hard with no CL, I have sucked at a few GHs, but that shit scares me. I met a few other married guys, sucked their cocks and let them cum on my face. Can’t explain it, luv to suck a soft spongy cock hard

That definitely sounds so exciting.

 

[TryBiGuy352]

Yup. That me. Told her once, we actually talked about but she completely ignored me. So, guess it will never happen

 

[pokeyride]

Well I am in the same boat. Before CL went away, I ran an ad and thought I had finally met someone that would be patient with me while I experimented. After a few emails, he just disappeared. Maybe his wife found his email account or he got paranoid, I don;t know. I have found a CL replacement, sort of, on the site Doublelist.com It seems pretty good.

 

[Lricky]

Tell us more

Well I am in the same boat. Before CL went away, I ran an ad and thought I had finally met someone that would be patient with me while I experimented. After a few emails, he just disappeared. Maybe his wife found his email account or he got paranoid, I don;t know. I have found a CL replacement, sort of, on the site Doublelist.com It seems pretty good.

What exactly are you looking for. And tell us about Doublelist. Com. Have you found a new playmate?

 

[freakyandthensome]

we are not alone

i believe it starts with the maturation of man especially from being married to a woman who no longer cares for herself 'lets herself go' because she is now married and has the courts in her favor and thus is empowered to think the man is on her terms. That is part of this transformation but another is i know my breasts became more sensitive and slightly more developed perhaps developed into 'man boob's where i now shave then around the nipple and shave my back and upper portion of my thighs with self extending items on amzn you can get this done rather easily.

so there are new erogoneous zones such as the breast and anal area which a man can come solely from that especially with all the good free porn out there. lastly- the fear of being caught and getting some disease prevents many from persueing this life further. no 10-15 minutes of lust should ruin your life- stay safe out there men and women!

 

[timburrtwo]

I feel the same as many others on here. Would love to talk to others about this subject!

Same here!

 

[pokeyride]

Well, I am looking for someone that wants to experiment with M2M sex. Now I don't want to jump right to the sex part, I want to go slow and try simple things first. I want to do mutual masterbation, then try oral. If all that goes well, then progress into actual sex. Would also like to find someone into dressing or at least doesn't mind if I try it.

The Doublelist.com site is pretty good, although not as area specific as CL was. I have put an ad on doublelist and have gotten a few replies. Still trying to set something up.

 

[Jenna2641]

Squirt.org isn't a bad site.

 

[pokeyride]

Yes, I go to Squirt as well. Some can be rather pushy there.

 

[Jenna2641]

Yes, I go to Squirt as well. Some can be rather pushy there.

That is true. Like any relationship, you have to weed out those you don't have chemistry. I do thing in generally, they lean toward the quick hook up.

 

[klippert]

if you want m/m sex...all you have to do is commit. gay sex is the easiest sex...that is why so many dudes cross that bridge. If you're not engaging in m/m sex...or making excuses...that CL went away...Good for that. CL became a cesspool. then its all fantasy for you...or you're married and have a conscience..you'd rather take the chance your miss'us finds you surfing gay bi porn, rather then her telling her big mouth friends she caught you sucking a strangers dick...and risking her life...oh, and that's the other factor, STD, one of which is a death sentence

there are 10-1 gay hook up sites/apps to straight hook ups. all you have to do is pull the trigger, meet up, and you'll have cock in your mouth or ass.. beware. most likely the y won't look like this..
https://66.media.tumblr.com/be68cee26ea944d53d387380d84cd1ac/tumblr_pg76ozAvBK1wxmuvjo1_1280.jpg

you have to be in the game for a while, hang out at the right gyms, and $$$ clubs. most using grinder are creepers, and addicts

 

[Jenna2641]

if you want m/m sex...all you have to do is commit. gay sex is the easiest sex...that is why so many dudes cross that bridge. If you're not engaging in m/m sex...or making excuses...that CL went away...Good for that. CL became a cesspool. then its all fantasy for you...or you're married and have a conscience..you'd rather take the chance your miss'us finds you surfing gay bi porn, rather then her telling her big mouth friends she caught you sucking a strangers dick...and risking her life...oh, and that's the other factor, STD, one of which is a death sentence

there are 10-1 gay hook up sites/apps to straight hook ups. all you have to do is pull the trigger, meet up, and you'll have cock in your mouth or ass.. beware. most likely the y won't look like this..
https://66.media.tumblr.com/be68cee26ea944d53d387380d84cd1ac/tumblr_pg76ozAvBK1wxmuvjo1_1280.jpg

you have to be in the game for a while, hang out at the right gyms, and $$$ clubs. most using grinder are creepers, and addicts

Love your sane caution, Klippert!

 

[Apple_of_Eden]

Thank you for the very considerate offer. I will keep that in mind. I am going to be in the U.P. in mid July, but wife will be with me. If only she approved....

jimmy,

As promised...I definitely took a detour with this chapter of the story.

https://www.literotica.com/s/a-good-little-cock-sucker-ch-03

 

[mtsnowrider]

if you want m/m sex...all you have to do is commit. gay sex is the easiest sex...that is why so many dudes cross that bridge. If you're not engaging in m/m sex...or making excuses...that CL went away...Good for that. CL became a cesspool. then its all fantasy for you...or you're married and have a conscience..you'd rather take the chance your miss'us finds you surfing gay bi porn, rather then her telling her big mouth friends she caught you sucking a strangers dick...and risking her life...oh, and that's the other factor, STD, one of which is a death sentence

there are 10-1 gay hook up sites/apps to straight hook ups. all you have to do is pull the trigger, meet up, and you'll have cock in your mouth or ass.. beware. most likely the y won't look like this..
https://66.media.tumblr.com/be68cee26ea944d53d387380d84cd1ac/tumblr_pg76ozAvBK1wxmuvjo1_1280.jpg

you have to be in the game for a while, hang out at the right gyms, and $$$ clubs. most using grinder are creepers, and addicts

part of the problem is that I want it to look like that! Which is why it will no doubt stay a safe fantasy

 

[jimmyturtleman]

jimmy,

As promised...I definitely took a detour with this chapter of the story.

https://www.literotica.com/s/a-good-little-cock-sucker-ch-03

If you want to read a good story about being a cock sucker, check out the latest chapter from Apple_of_Eden.

 

[Stephen62]

Married and in the closet

I can identify with the feelings expressed here - I am married and deep in the closet.

I did risk meeting in the past - very few meetings in reality- now I love to read the stories here - and find these an outlet for my desires...

 

[jimmyturtleman]

I can identify with the feelings expressed here - I am married and deep in the closet.

I did risk meeting in the past - very few meetings in reality- now I love to read the stories here - and find these an outlet for my desires...

If anyone ever turns a light on in this closet, we are sure to find out that it is a much bigger space than we could ever have imagined.

 

[Stephen62]

In the closet

There are so many of us -married men in the closet... I would be interesting if we could wear something that would identify us.

Maybe there is a special handshake...

I wonder what we do wear when we are deep in the closet!

 

[uboat1]

There are so many of us -married men in the closet... I would be interesting if we could wear something that would identify us.

Maybe there is a special handshake...

I wonder what we do wear when we are deep in the closet!

I wear bright and colorful socks.

 

[klippert]

There are so many of us -married men in the closet... I would be interesting if we could wear something that would identify us.

Maybe there is a special handshake...

I wonder what we do wear when we are deep in the closet!

funny you mention this..I'll bet, if you do a duck duck go search. you will find what you're looking for

 

[JtheKidd]

There are so many of us -married men in the closet... I would be interesting if we could wear something that would identify us.

Maybe there is a special handshake...

I wonder what we do wear when we are deep in the closet!

I nice tight cocking, or you could just ask me to suck your cock!

 

[KDLeon]

There are so many of us -married men in the closet... I would be interesting if we could wear something that would identify us.

Maybe there is a special handshake...

I wonder what we do wear when we are deep in the closet!

If we identified ourselves, then we wouldn't be in the closet any more. Which is why no one does it.