michigan071388
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I know about the gilt but I’ve was curious about cock sense before my teens and after fighting it forever it seemed I gave in and played with a bartender that was working on a Amtrak train he took me to a bathroom in the bottom part of a train car and he sucked my cock I came really hard but then i sat down on the toilet and he was standing in front of me my hands were shaking so bad he had to help me get his pants down his cock wasn’t as long as mine but it was really thick I loved how it felt in my hand but when I tried sucking him he was so thick and I was so nervous I just couldn’t get it to feel like I had imagined it would anyway I ended up jacking him off while fingering his ass until he came. The hard part was afterwards I’d go back and forth from horny as fuck thinking about it to feel guilty and wishing it had never happened.
I know exactly what you mean! I am attracted to how an older man can pleasure me but not the actual man in the slightest. The truth for me atleast is that older gay men just know how to please a man sometimes better than women do! I think this explains why we feel that post ejaculation guilt once the horny feeling is gone.