Confessions: What are yours? Part V

ICT today is a date that’s supposed to be celebrated but turned into a cluster F of a day.

ICT i went into the guest room to sleep because even though I’m inches apart I might as well be miles away. So it’s easier to find rest alone than together. 🤷‍♂️🫣
 
ICT I’m glad to be back on lit, but the platform has me wandering around here getting used to it.
 
ICT when Hubby asked me what I wanted for my birthday next week, I told him I wanted some rough consensual non-consent play (or rape play, if I'm saying what I really want). Much to my delight, he agreed. But because my birthday is the middle of the week, we're doing it this Saturday night (the Kiddo is sleeping over at a friend's house). 😈

IACT those are all the details I have (I don't want more), but I'm hoping he plays it as an intruder in the house. I'm kinda tired of date gone too far, which is what we often do when I want CNC.

IFCT my girlfriend has a surprised planned for next weekend. I think it may involve an FFF threesome, but that could just be wishful thinking. 😁
 
IFCT my girlfriend has a surprised planned for next weekend. I think it may involve an FFF threesome, but that could just be wishful thinking. 😁

ICT I really hope that there’s a good update to this last part.

IACT that I am sometimes too much of a voyeur for my own good, I guess :)
 
ICT when Hubby asked me what I wanted for my birthday next week, I told him I wanted some rough consensual non-consent play (or rape play, if I'm saying what I really want). Much to my delight, he agreed. But because my birthday is the middle of the week, we're doing it this Saturday night (the Kiddo is sleeping over at a friend's house). 😈

IACT those are all the details I have (I don't want more), but I'm hoping he plays it as an intruder in the house. I'm kinda tired of date gone too far, which is what we often do when I want CNC.

IFCT my girlfriend has a surprised planned for next weekend. I think it may involve an FFF threesome, but that could just be wishful thinking. 😁
ICT the CNC play last night far exceeded my expectations. :love::love::heart::heart::devilish::devilish: I am sore and have several small bruises various places, including on both wrists, which could be a problem. Luckily, it's cool enough weather to wear sweaters next week. ;)

IACT Hubby really brought it. He bought a princess costume for me and a knight costume for himself. After he rescued me (a "virginal" princess), he forced me to engage in all manner of horrible, sinful deeds... and I loved every fucking moment of it. :devilish::devilish::devilish::love::love::love::heart::heart::heart:

IFCT I had been hoping for him to play an intruder who takes what he wants from me, but this was so much better than that. We had talked about the princess thing before, even played it out a little before but without costumes. But last night was so much more than anything we'd done before. I am a happy, sore, well-fucked, princess this morning... and I have my ripped up princess costume as a memento. 🥰🥰🥰🥰
 
I've taken 3 virginitys 1 was on purpose we were both in our early 20s an I'll never forget the lines on his forehead an his toes curling as I slid down on it an squeezed him with my tight wet pussy the way he gasped his cock was so thicc he was so excited he came in me 3 times that night I drained him an jerked him off two times after an it was so cute he was empty so his cock was just spasming, it looked as if it was dry heaving , trying to give me more milk . Reliving this as I type I must confess the my panties are soaking wet an I'm pulling them down message me what I should do next , what you would do next .
WOW that first sentence was a long and now I am out of breath.... :cool::oops:
 
ICT I've been super busy and not on much, and that's probably going to continue for a bit.

IACT I came on today to follow up on a confession from a couple weeks back.

IACT my GF took me to a strip club on the weekend after my birthday, and I thought that and staying the night with her (thanks to my Hubby being so understanding) was my surprise. But it was much more. One of the dancers went to high school with my GF, and they recently rekindled their friendship... But now with benefits. I knew my GF had an old friend who she had started hooking up with, but I did not know the details.

IACT I've tried stripping myself twice (neither time lasted long) and been at strip clubs with friends and with hubby. But I've never had as incredible a time as I did with my GF and her friend... And that was with no alcohol for me even. 🥰🥰🥰

IFCT the fun kept going after the strip club, and I now can say I've participated in a FFF threesome... And I thought I was all but done with big sexual firsts. 😁👿❤️
 
I've fucked a lot of fathers.....
a high school bf's father
college roommate's father
college friend's father
a couple other bf's fathers
my friend's future stepfather
my neighbor's father........ just to name a few
It's enough to make you father a child to qualify.
 
To my utter shame I have to confess to making 5 different women pregnant at the same time. I was in my 20's and happy to play the field, Three of the five eventually had abortions but the other two had babies and before I reached 30 I was responsible for about 10 children, some of whom I didn't find out about for quite a few years later. Regarding this time-lapse the longest was 30 years later when this young (of about 22) lad arrived at my parents house saying "hello Grandma I'm your Grandchild" Apparently he looked the spitting image of me and she fainted on the doorstep. Afterwards she said she thought it was me reincarnated as by then I had been oversea's for a number of years. A couple of years later I did get to meet up with him, however, we didn't really hit it off together, (again he kept asking if I loved his mother and I could not even remember her name!) However my Mum was correct in the looks department looking at him was like looking in the mirror. I later remembered her, she was Irish and we met on the dance floor, we had an on off relationship and she asked if she could bring her friend along for a weekend, they were both nurses and we enjoyed three days of sharing each other.
 
ICT after weighing the pros and cons of getting breast implants (I go through this exercise every couple of years), I decided against, like I always do.

IACT yeaterday I spent way too much on a bra (even compared to a lot of my fitted bras) that gives the appearance of a couple of cup sizes larger and gives me some real cleavage without feeling like a torture device.

IFCT I wore it last night with a new dress I also bought yesterday, one with a fitted bodice and low cut neckline, both of which played to the new bra's virtues. When Hubby and I went out for dinner, I kind of felt like a fraud, but I also kind of liked the attention. However, I can see how that attention might grow to be intrusive once the novelty for me wore off. That's probably another good reason against getting implants.
 
ICT I have another confession that didn't quite fit with the confession above...

ICT I'm not sure I can call my girlfriend that anymore. She told me yesterday afternoon that she's dating someone. It's the woman who we had the FFF with. I kind of suspected this was the case, and I've known all along that she would eventually want more than I could give, but still...

It's not the end of our friendship, or even or sexual relationship. It's changing, though, and that makes me a little sad. On the other hand, I want her to be happy, and I know she wants much more than I can give.
 
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