Confessions: What are yours? Part V

ICT yesterday was a heavy negative self talk day for me, which is pretty rare.
IACT I donโ€™t love the intrusive thoughts I had.
IFCT today feels a lot better. Whew.
 
ICT I got entranced by a certain Litster's masturbation videos.
IACT I don't know if I've ever wanted to meet someone this much.
 
ICT I have a horrible caffeine headache.
IACT I'm ready for this test to be over and done with so I can have a fucking cup of coffee.
IFCT I wish someone were going with me.
 
ICT I didn't shower after coming home last night so today I am still "wearing" the best body lotion ever ๐Ÿ˜

IACT I love how Mr teases me about my walk when I've seen Big Daddy ๐Ÿ˜Šโ˜บ๏ธ

IFCT thinking bout yesterday has me wet but I don't plan on doin anything about it.
 
ICT the above was a fib, as I did, in fact, do something about it

IACT I recorded what I did about it and sent it to him yesterday. Why I waited idk lol.

IFCT I woke up at 530am finger fucking myself with thoughts of him doing just that to me at his lake as folks looked on.

Bonus Confession: I just got in from the post office where I sent off a card stuffed with pictures of me topless.
 
ICT he hasn't mentioned receiving the pictures so idk if the post office fucked up or what.

IACT I don't wanna ask about em in case they're just running slow and ruin the surprise.

IFCT my patience is iffy ๐Ÿ˜†
 
ICT I was bummed he couldn't come over this weekend.

IACT I was more bummed as to why. He has covid ๐Ÿ˜ข

IFCT I am excited for our first overnight coming up in 2 weeks ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
 
ICT I hate being on hold with My PCP trying to schedule appointments.
IACT I'm enjoying watching my contractor's crew set up things for the new shed we're putting up.
 
I wish there were a hug response, because thumbs up doesn't feel right...

And I feel you. It was really bad for me during parts of my pregnancy, and my intrusive thoughts turned darker than normal. Shit... Sorry. Trying to be supportive but it all feels so cliche. ๐Ÿซ‚
Oh itโ€™s not so much of a hurt myself thought but more like Iโ€™m gonna say that really mean thingโ€ฆout loud.
 
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