For straight bi curious white men who finally worked up the nerve to...

It took a long time for me to work up the nerve to try it. But once i broke through, it was no issue. Id meet strange guys, get naked and go right to sucking their cocks. It was almost an instinctive reaction. I just dove in. Once you get naked it seems tge vulnerability sets in but the nerves melt away. Theres something so hot about meeting a guy youve never met before, within a few minutes your mouth is around his cock. Being intimate. Im so fucking hard right now thinking about all those guys id meet up with. Lately its been difficult to meet up and have some NSA cocksucking sessions
 
One of the first time I tasted cock was in a mmFF foursome.

The four of us had been hanging out drinking wine and talking, just talking about lesbian sex when my butch girlfriend and her tomboy sister-from-another-mister realized that us two femme-boys had never had gay-sex and that I’d never sucked a cock before. I was so ready!

I ended up on all fours in a bikini, with the girls tugging and fingering me while I went down on my friend’s cock.

I remember thinking a million things a second:

“Oh nice! It’s so soft and slippery, fuck this is good, we’re about the same size but his balls are way bigger… I know what I like, does he like the same things - oh! Yep! Oh fuck yeah, he likes that. Oh jeez, is that just his precum? Oh fuck! Whose fingers are those? Oh, too big…ouch….go easy back there! I wonder if I can deep-throat… mmmph! Um hmm! Why am getting soft right now? I’m totally swollen…what are those girls doing to me? Let me get this boy off first, then you can do whatever you want …”


- Something like that. :cattail:
It’s been a long time. I wish my wife was into playing with others.
 
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So for years like most of us that suck fantasy has been gaining intensity in your mind. You see yourself on your knees, looking up somewhat timidly at the superior male whose dick--not just big but massive--hangs down in your face, centimeters away now. This is it. This is what you've longed for for so long, but...when you're actually there, for the first time, when the moment has come...what did you feel? Did you panic, and want to run away? Did you want to suck it, and did you, and what was it like? How did you feel afterwards.
Obviously I myself am trying to work up the nerve to go through with it, so I asking the straight men here who already have to share their experiences.
I would share but easier just to read my 1st story in link below.
True account of exactly what you ask.

After I felt fear as I did not use a condom. Low risk but still risk. Once I got a clean bill of health it was enjoyable to remember.
It was an awesome experience that I'm not sure I've ever topped in pure anticipation, nervousness, excitement and desire.
 
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So for years like most of us that suck fantasy has been gaining intensity in your mind. You see yourself on your knees, looking up somewhat timidly at the superior male whose dick--not just big but massive--hangs down in your face, centimeters away now. This is it. This is what you've longed for for so long, but...when you're actually there, for the first time, when the moment has come...what did you feel? Did you panic, and want to run away? Did you want to suck it, and did you, and what was it like? How did you feel afterwards.
Obviously I myself am trying to work up the nerve to go through with it, so I asking the straight men here who already have to share their experiences.
So for years like most of us that suck fantasy has been gaining intensity in your mind. You see yourself on your knees, looking up somewhat timidly at the superior male whose dick--not just big but massive--hangs down in your face, centimeters away now. This is it. This is what you've longed for for so long, but...when you're actually there, for the first time, when the moment has come...what did you feel? Did you panic, and want to run away? Did you want to suck it, and did you, and what was it like? How did you feel afterwards.
Obviously I myself am trying to work up the nerve to go through with it, so I asking the straight men here who already have to share their experiences.
I have had one real life experience. I had fantasized about it for about 7 years thanks to an eye opening conversation with my girlfriend at the time. I wrote many stories about my fantasies and I shared them with a gay friend after my gf and I broke up. He lived hundreds of miles away so there was, at the time, little chance of him ever helping me fulfill my fantasies.

Then I was sent to the city he lived in for training for work. I ended up going to a baseball game, posted it on social media and he sent me a text. He suggested that he could help me live out a fantasy and I agreed.

He came to my hotel and I did most everything I'd written and fantasized about. I felt great afterwards and my only regret was he didn't cum in my mouth.

I have, however, never done it again. I would if the right opportunity presented itself.
 
The night I sucked my first man, I was overwhelmed with doubt and fear until I actually took his cock into my mouth. I worried somebody might recognize me (never mind it was at a bathhouse about 1,000 miles from home). I worried that I could no longer consider myself straight. I worried that my first-time skills would prove inadequate. And yes, I worried that nobody in that house full of gay men would want to have sex with me.

But the moment I dropped to my knees, opened my mouth and felt that hard shaft slide between my lips, a calm came over me. Having that beautiful cock in my mouth made me proud and gave me a satisfaction I hadn't enjoyed in a long time.

OK, I confess to feeling conflicted when I returned to my hotel, but that passed soon enough. My only real regret is that I left that bathhouse with my cherry ass still intact, and my plans to address that were soon disrupted by Covid. Just one more goal for me to attain.
 
So for years like most of us that suck fantasy has been gaining intensity in your mind. You see yourself on your knees, looking up somewhat timidly at the superior male whose dick--not just big but massive--hangs down in your face, centimeters away now. This is it. This is what you've longed for for so long, but...when you're actually there, for the first time, when the moment has come...what did you feel? Did you panic, and want to run away? Did you want to suck it, and did you, and what was it like? How did you feel afterwards.
Obviously I myself am trying to work up the nerve to go through with it, so I asking the straight men here who already have to share their experiences.
For me it was three years ago in the summer
I always new I like men and woman when watching porn I found both actors hot or find it very hot when more guys shared one girl
I look for hot boys when I swim etc.
some good friends knew I like boys but hadn’t any experience
I just had sex with woman before
But I knew I want to experience sex especially sucking another cock when I get the chance to do it

So that summer I was in a bar with some friends on vocation
And there a guy started a conversation with me and I loved talking to him
We instantly connected and talked for hours
Later in the night a couple of dance and drinking rounds later we started talking about dating sexual stuff etc. (We had like 4 beer so I wasn’t drunk but enough to be more open than usual)
And he told me that he was gay and I told him that I always wanted to have sex with a man
So he invited me in the end of the evening to his place (he was a local)
It didn’t took to long until we started kissing
I told him I wanted to suck him
I was very nervous but also very aroused
You should have seen the boner I had in my pants
For me it was a normal thing I can’t say why but it felt natural and I instantly knew what to do
After a while he asked me if he could cum in my mouth and I was very exited to get my first cum shot
He tasted amazing!
In the end we had sex but I guess that is something I should tell another time
That was my first experience

My opinion is you definitely should try it
Of cause it will be a big effort but it will bay back with a very hot experience!
You will love it!

John
 
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I was simultaneously consumed at the time with fear and desire.

Fear that friends and family would learn of my lust for another man. Fear in knowing that once I sucked a cock, I could never again tell myself that I was straight. Fear that I would somehow screw it up.

But then there was the growing desire to experience another man, to take his dick in my mouth, to satisfy him while surrendering myself to his cock.

And the moment I parted my lips and felt my man's shaft slide across my tongue, I knew it was right. I worried afterward whether I had exposed myself to some infection, but I had no regrets about the act itself. I love being a cocksucker.
But how did you find the man? How did you choose him and get into a sexual situation with him? Was he what you wanted physically? This is where I'm stuck.
 
I went to a bathhouse while traveling for business, meaning a house full of naked gay men. So I literally stepped into the situation.

And no, my guy fell far short of my physical fantasy. I had dreamed -- still dream -- of a lover who was taller than I, fit but not musclebound, very masculine and with a big cock. My guy wasn't even close: short, scrawny, nerdish looking and with a small cock. But he had a cock, it was hard and he was great. I wish I could find him again.
 
I'm in your shoes too. I fantasize about it - being on my knees. But I've never been able to go through with it and worry how I'd feel afterward - after my sex drive has been satisfied. I'm scared stiff that I'd feel regret. But when I'm horny, I want it SO, SO BADLY.
This is how it is,you want it bad. There is a solution to your reluctance. You suck cock you get the cum, you realise you love it. But do Not Cum Yourseof. Those feelings of regret or guilt or shame will not then arise. Do Not Cum.
This keeps you horny- incredibly so- for your next suck! You will then think of nothing else except the pleasure you had sucking, the pleasure you gave sucking, and I’m sure you will be addicted and on the road to being a Cumslut Cocksucker. Like me!
 
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Hmm these are interesting view points. Interestingly enough my wife has actually taught me how suck a cock with one of her dildoes. It turned her on and it was one of the few times she engaged on a fantasy so i jumped at the idea. On occasion, I have even swallowed another man's load. It was fun and exciting and feeling it pulse in my mouth was mindblowing. It did give me a rush but I don't think it was because I preferred that to a woman. For me it was more about the act of giving and receiving pleasure and intimacy whether or not it was a casual hook up or a long time thing. Life is too short to be hung up on labels or trying to find what box you fit in. As long as you aren't hurting anybody go enjoy your life.
I have to agree that the intimacy and giving of pleasure is incredibly powerful and maybe I do need to relax my view on it, I have to agree, life is very short and anything that gets in the way of the appreciation of every moment is potentially wasted:)
 
This is how it is,you want it bad. There is a solution to your reluctance. You suck cock you get the cum, you realise you love it. But do Not Cum Yourseof. Those feelings of regret or guilt or shame will not then arise. Do Not Cum.
This keeps you horny- incredibly so- for your next suck! You will then think of nothing else except the pleasure you had sucking, the pleasure you gave sucking, and I’m sure you will be addicted and on the road to being a Cumslut Cocksucker. Like me!
That is so true for me. I sucked my first cock at 61. I learned very soon that I just loved giving pleasure to men with my mouth and of course the reward of lots of yummy cum .
 
So for years like most of us that suck fantasy has been gaining intensity in your mind. You see yourself on your knees, looking up somewhat timidly at the superior male whose dick--not just big but massive--hangs down in your face, centimeters away now. This is it. This is what you've longed for for so long, but...when you're actually there, for the first time, when the moment has come...what did you feel? Did you panic, and want to run away? Did you want to suck it, and did you, and what was it like? How did you feel afterwards.
Obviously I myself am trying to work up the nerve to go through with it, so I asking the straight men here who already have to share their experiences.
I felt so alive. I felt happy that my years of yearning for cock were over. I had asked the man to suck it and he stood as I knelt before him. The first taste of a hard dick was intoxicating. How smooth and warm the head of his cock was. Using my tongue to tease his piss slit, and lave all over the head of his meat. I lowered my mouth to take inches of his erection, and the hard shaft felt powerful, delicious really. Bobbing down and back up his dick, giving a guy a blow job I did not know, was so fucking hot. I felt this was a natural sex act (taboo - yes) but my mouth was eagerly pleasuring this guy's cock, and I loved everything about it. His was the first cum that slid down my throat other than mt own. I felt wonderful. And sucking one dick was only the start. It is addictive.
 
It took a long time for me to work up the nerve to try it. But once i broke through, it was no issue. Id meet strange guys, get naked and go right to sucking their cocks. It was almost an instinctive reaction. I just dove in. Once you get naked it seems tge vulnerability sets in but the nerves melt away. Theres something so hot about meeting a guy youve never met before, within a few minutes your mouth is around his cock. Being intimate. Im so fucking hard right now thinking about all those guys id meet up with. Lately its been difficult to meet up and have some NSA cocksucking sessions
I agree with you totally. Once my first cock erupted in my mouth, I was not only hooked, but felt free, knowing I loved having queer sex and giving pleasure to men.
 
So for years like most of us that suck fantasy has been gaining intensity in your mind. You see yourself on your knees, looking up somewhat timidly at the superior male whose dick--not just big but massive--hangs down in your face, centimeters away now. This is it. This is what you've longed for for so long, but...when you're actually there, for the first time, when the moment has come...what did you feel? Did you panic, and want to run away? Did you want to suck it, and did you, and what was it like? How did you feel afterwards.
Obviously I myself am trying to work up the nerve to go through with it, so I asking the straight men here who already have to share their experiences.
What did I feel? I was glad I was finally going to get to suck a cock, after years of wondering what it would be like. I didn't panic and I didn't want to run away, after all I asked him if I could suck it, I wanted very much to suck it. First I wrapped my hand around it and felt how big and soft and hard it was. Then I kissed the tip of it's beautiful head then I took all of it I could get in my mouth. What was it like? It wasn't what I thought it would be. I thought I would see stars and rocket bursting, but it wasn't like that, it just felt really good. There is no other feeling like having a cock in your mouth. Afterward I knew I would want to do it again, but I hoped he wouldn't be mad at me and I was afraid my wife would find out. I was quite nervous!
 
I have to agree that the intimacy and giving of pleasure is incredibly powerful and maybe I do need to relax my view on it, I have to agree, life is very short and anything that gets in the way of the appreciation of every moment is potentially wasted:)
Going to adult theaters to get a blow job, sometimes you will find all there is is guys that want a blow job. This is an opportunity to try out cocks in mouth and figure out if you are more a feeder or an eater.
 
The first time I sucked a cock was a cousin from Liverpool to be truthful couldn’t say I was too impressed we were both early teens. Second time was a cousin from Dorchester and one of his friends who told me they both had done it and convinced me to suck their cocks. After much thought I agreed and they both dropped their trousers showing me their hard cock that were considerably larger than my other cousin and mine. I have to say at the time I was having second thoughts but Brian forced the issue pushing his cock against my lips until I opened my mouth for a while he was fucking my mouth until I relaxed and started sucking trying keep my teeth out of the way under threat of injury to myself. Eventually with little warning I had a mouthful of cum which nearly choked me and I spit it out, then Phil was in front of me his cock even bigger this time I held his cock in my hand so I could control how much I took in my mouth and it was much easier to the point I enjoyed sucking him enjoying the texture of his circumcised head and tasting his precum. For his part Phil was gentler and let me know he was coming so I even swallowed some of his cum. When I had finished Brian told me they had never sucked each other off and gave me a hard time for doing it Phil just smiled and said thanks for my part I kind of enjoyed it but wasn’t that sure.
 
I remember my first cock! I sucked him off for about 30 minutes. We’d switch off her and there but the way he touched me made me feel so comfortable, it helped that he was a close friend at the time and if he wasn’t in a relationship I’d ask to play again.
 
This is definitely me. At 68 I can’t get my mind off hard cock. Love it. I crave cock and cum. I eat my cum at every orgasm. Jack off every chance I get. Hopefully I’ll find a neighbor close by to explore with. I they’re out there waiting for me to enjoy their hard cock. Ummm
Wow
You got it bad. Took a long time to get it
 
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