Have you ever been drawn...

I do love to draw people… I would die if someone asis me to model for drawing. I can’t barely take selfies without feeling awkward. All my life I felt uncomfortable in front of cameras. My family used to tease me that I was adopated because they only had very few pictures of me and I was crying in All of them. And my ex who was a professional photographer was only able to get few photos of me that I wasn’t covering my face or making a Silly faces…I’ve always felt more comfortable being an observer than being under a spotlight.

However, Ive found out that I enjoyed being both voyeur and exhibitionist when it came to sex. When it came to sexually charged moments, I’ve found out that I didn’t mind being watched as I pose for others,. I guess my appreciatoin of being desired to be watched by others and most of the time that they get aroused, overcome whatever that holds me back to enjoy being watched under normal circumstances.

Anyway getting back to drawing the models, I can definitely feel some sort Of connection with my models, not sensual, not sexual, and I don[‘t know how to describe it. It could be my artistic appreciation of human body partially. Most models we drew in classes I didn’t find anything sexual with them. If I got to think anything sexual, some of the models I wouldnt be able to draw at all. Actually I remember one model who I found somewhat attractive but I couldn’t really concentrate of artistic seeing of his body and that assignment, I bombed. He actually started to get aroused during the class and many others were distracted as well. Anyway, the little drawing on my profile is actually one of my drawing of someone I had a fling with. And when I saw him sleeping, I felt something delicate and pretty like the flower so I drew that. Anyway, that[‘s my story./.
 
I posed for a couple friends who were doing life drawing in college. It was a really erotic experience.
 
I posed for a couple friends who were doing life drawing in college. It was a really erotic experience.
Erotic in and of itself or did it devolve in to something other than figure drawing?
It was erotic for you, but was it discussed afterwards? Do you know if one or both of them also found it erotic?
 
Erotic in and of itself or did it devolve in to something other than figure drawing?
It was erotic for you, but was it discussed afterwards? Do you know if one or both of them also found it erotic?
One friend we did explore and she undressed while drawing. The other states platonic but there was tension in the air, we were both seeing other people but whether skinny dipping or other activities we found ways to be platonically naked. It was a very interesting friendship.
 
I did sit for a series of art classes, and I fell asleep during one. So it wasn't an erotic experience for me, it was awkward at first but they were all way more nervous about doing well than looking at me as a sexual being.
 
You could do quick studies of Litsters :D, pics or avs

if you’re bored
I've done a few, but I prefer to draw from life. If not that, then take my own photo reference.
I certainly have used other folk's photos as reference/inspiration.

@may_I_please
A request, as an example.
"bullet proof" (padded) bras are not my favorite. I added the nipple shadow for myself. :)
 
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I did sit for a series of art classes, and I fell asleep during one. So it wasn't an erotic experience for me, it was awkward at first but they were all way more nervous about doing well than looking at me as a sexual being.
As it should be. The primary goal IS to draw/paint — practice.
 
I've done a few, but I prefer to draw from life. If not that, then take my own photo reference.
I certainly have used other folk's photos as reference/inspiration.

@may_I_please
A request, as an example.
"bullet proof" (padded) bras are not my favorite. I added the nipple shadow for myself. :)
Never wanted to say do me more ;)
 
Growing up I wanted to be an animator, and nearly went to college for it (long story). I have a lot of appreciation for the visual arts.

Twice I’ve been drawn by lovers, both of whom are tattoo artists in Singapore. They are both very skilled and have totally different artistic styles. I’m happy to share here for a short time.

**Poof**
 
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Like, place an ad here? Or locally? We live in a small town, so the local option would cut out the anonymity if word got out
If you want it done live, then you may have to travel. You certainly could place a personals or an inquiry as a thread in the visual artist's corner. Depending on your/her circumstances and availability she could possibly get a job as a life model (non sexual) at an art center or community college which has such courses.
 
Never wanted to say do me more ;)
😁
Come over here

All you've got is this moment
Twenty-first century's yesterday
You can care all you want
Everybody does, yeah, that's okay
So slide over here and give me a moment
Your moves are so raw, I've got to let you know
I've got to let you know
You're one of my kind
I need you tonight
'Cause I'm not sleepin'
There's somethin' about you, girl
That makes me sweat
How do you feel? I'm lonely
What do you think? Can't think at all
What you gonna do? Gonna live my life
So slide over here and give me a moment
Your moves are so raw, I've got to let you know
I've got to let you know
You're one of my kind
I need you tonight
'Cause I'm not sleepin'
There's somethin' about you, girl
That makes me sweat
So how do you feel? I'm lonely
What do you think? Can't think at all
What you gonna do? Gonna live my life
How do you feel? I'm lonely
What do you think? Can't think at all
What you gonna do? Gonna live my life
So slide over here and give me a moment
Your moves are so raw, I've got to let you know
I've got to let you know
So slide over here and give me a moment
I've got to let you know, I've got to let you know
You're one of my kind


~INXS
 
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