satindesire
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I think it would equate to having to be sexual with someone you have a strong sexual aversion to for whatever reason, to the point of feeling you have been sexually assaulted/raped, and emotionally and psychologically damaged. This may not be so for all, but I think it is a very real possibility for some to experience such a command in this negative and damaging way.
I have to concur, that in this kind of situation, I would probably feel as though I was being raped.
I am one of the very few truely hetero women I know. I can look at a woman and think they're pretty, and have even tried to have sex with women just to see if I enjoyed it, but I have no honest feelings of desire and sexuality towards other females. The sexual situations I was in with other women were so revolting I actually got sick to my stomach during one.
*shudders* I am so glad I'll never have to do that again.