Isolated BDSM Blurts: Facehugger Fetish

[MeekMe]

I wonder what makes someone forget or seemingly forget that the whole reason I’m staying inside and away from people isn’t going to just disappear in a week or two. It doesn’t seem like it sinks in when I say I can’t risk going out. Meanwhile they go out like normal (masked and I hope as distanced as they say they are) and come home and don’t even seem to realize just how scary it can be for me.

They already had a close call with someone and still it doesn’t sink in. I’m tired y’all.

 

[twister947]

Our great weakness is the ones we trust...it's like unprotected sex.

When this all started, I thought, "piece of cake." I was already living alone on 80 acres, without another soul in sight, a borderline misanthrope. And then........*****. I hear you, Meek. Hang in there.

 

[Blue]

Does anybody know any good uninhabited islands I can sequester myself on forever?

Preferably with some nice trees and friendly wildlife - but honestly, at this point, I’d take a glaciated wasteland in the Arctic if it’s available.

 

[seela]

Does anybody know any good uninhabited islands I can sequester myself on forever?

Preferably with some nice trees and friendly wildlife - but honestly, at this point, I’d take a glaciated wasteland in the Arctic if it’s available.

Didn’t they find a new island in Greenland a while back?

 

[cookiecat]

Does anybody know any good uninhabited islands I can sequester myself on forever?

Preferably with some nice trees and friendly wildlife - but honestly, at this point, I’d take a glaciated wasteland in the Arctic if it’s available.

I dunno. I'd need a food delivery service.

This seems appealing:

https://www.privateislandsonline.com/caribbean/british-virgin-islands/steele-point

 

[Blue]

Didn’t they find a new island in Greenland a while back?

I don’t know about Greenland but you’ll be glad to know though, I’ve decided that if I ever do become a hermit I’ll take a flight to Finland, build a shed in Lapland, and hope I don’t freeze to death. It’s one of the most naturally beautiful places on earth imho.

I dunno. I'd need a food delivery service.

This seems appealing:

https://www.privateislandsonline.com/caribbean/british-virgin-islands/steele-point

Despite what you might have naturally assumed about me, sadly I’m not actually a secret millionaire

 

[seela]

I don’t know about Greenland but you’ll be glad to know though, I’ve decided that if I ever do become a hermit I’ll take a flight to Finland, build a shed in Lapland, and hope I don’t freeze to death. It’s one of the most naturally beautiful places on earth imho.

Let me know when you get here, I'll drop by your shed!


**

Sometimes I stumble onto a post I've made here years ago, and I'm truly surprised I've managed to post something so...substantial and thoughtful, and in public no less. Weird.

 

[cookiecat]

It's been 4 years, today.

 

[gracie920101]

It's been 4 years, today.

4 years.

A lifetime.

A blink of the eye.

So many emotions thrown together.

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

It's been 4 years, today.

Thinking of you today, Cookie

 

[MeekMe]

Creative writing alts are the worst. Love when reasonable posts are responded to with incoherent ramblings that never address the real issue.

 

[cookiecat]

4 years.

A lifetime.

A blink of the eye.

So many emotions thrown together.

Thinking of you today, Cookie

Thank you

 

[cookiecat]

So many words.

 

[cookiecat]

Disappointed.

Ugh. Diagnosed diabetic in December 2020. A1C was 7.

After 3 months, A1C went to 6.7.

In the last 8 months, lost 50 lbs, blood sugar numbers now in fairly normal range. I get tested for A1C again tomorrow.

This whole week, I've gone completely off the rails. Fast food. Hot pockets. And tonight, so much ice cream.

WTF? Self sabotage at its finest.

 

[wicked woman]

Disappointed.

Ugh. Diagnosed diabetic in December 2020. A1C was 7.

After 3 months, A1C went to 6.7.

In the last 8 months, lost 50 lbs, blood sugar numbers now in fairly normal range. I get tested for A1C again tomorrow.

This whole week, I've gone completely off the rails. Fast food. Hot pockets. And tonight, so much ice cream.

WTF? Self sabotage at its finest.

Didn't you recently post about an anniversary? Give yourself some grace. A few indulges won't destroy your A1C. Sounds like you've made some great progress. Just give yourself a deadline to get back on track.

 

[IrisAlthea]

It's been 4 years, today.

Disappointed.

Ugh. Diagnosed diabetic in December 2020. A1C was 7.

After 3 months, A1C went to 6.7.

In the last 8 months, lost 50 lbs, blood sugar numbers now in fairly normal range. I get tested for A1C again tomorrow.

This whole week, I've gone completely off the rails. Fast food. Hot pockets. And tonight, so much ice cream.

WTF? Self sabotage at its finest.

You worked hard for a long time and like ww said there were circumstances.

Perhaps it’s time to start planning cheat meals/days regularly and for special situations, if you haven’t done so before? For me it helps me not to get too far off track. Like if I decide to leave the track for a designated time, I’m more probe to get back as planned. When I just happen to slide off, I tend to keep sliding.

If your test doesn’t look like you wanted it to, just explain and schedule a new test. Something like a cold could also have thrown the numbers off, so no need to be so hard on yourself.

 

[ToPleaseHim]

And… signatures turned off for the first time in a long time.

 

[Acktion]

I just wanted to get my ducks in a row...

Apparently mine are needed for a line-up.

 

[gracie920101]

Disappointed.

Ugh. Diagnosed diabetic in December 2020. A1C was 7.

After 3 months, A1C went to 6.7.

In the last 8 months, lost 50 lbs, blood sugar numbers now in fairly normal range. I get tested for A1C again tomorrow.

This whole week, I've gone completely off the rails. Fast food. Hot pockets. And tonight, so much ice cream.

WTF? Self sabotage at its finest.

Remember A1Cs check BS over a period of time not just last night.

Step back and take deep breath.

I'm so proud of you for that weight loss!

 

[seela]

I need to meet new people. I need to stop hiding. I need to reach out more.

Yes.

But is it really worth it, though? Is it better than, say, reading an interesting book or constructing a crossword puzzle?

 

[IrisAlthea]

I need to meet new people. I need to stop hiding. I need to reach out more.

Yes.

But is it really worth it, though? Is it better than, say, reading an interesting book or constructing a crossword puzzle?

Well, my Instagram feed just said:
”Books are quietest and most constant of friends; they are the most accessible and wisest of counselers, and the most patient of teachers.” - Charles W Eliot

On the other hand, from the same source another post:
”Don’t walk in front of me…I may not follow.
Don’t walk behind me…I may not lead. Walk beside me…just be my friend.” - Camus

For me, it depends on the people. Some are most certainly worth it.

 

[cookiecat]

Didn't you recently post about an anniversary? Give yourself some grace. A few indulges won't destroy your A1C. Sounds like you've made some great progress. Just give yourself a deadline to get back on track.

You worked hard for a long time and like ww said there were circumstances.

Perhaps it’s time to start planning cheat meals/days regularly and for special situations, if you haven’t done so before? For me it helps me not to get too far off track. Like if I decide to leave the track for a designated time, I’m more probe to get back as planned. When I just happen to slide off, I tend to keep sliding.

If your test doesn’t look like you wanted it to, just explain and schedule a new test. Something like a cold could also have thrown the numbers off, so no need to be so hard on yourself.

Remember A1Cs check BS over a period of time not just last night.

Step back and take deep breath.

I'm so proud of you for that weight loss!

Thanks for the input. I'm the first one to tell other folks a day, a week, or a while of poor eating choices doesn't make anyone a "bad" person. One of the reasons I lost weight is because I said yes to virtually most food (except fast food, which was a super vice), just in moderation.

It's crazy how emotional eating sneaks up.

Good news though - my A1C dropped to pre-diabetic levels and it's really close to "normal" range. Motivation!

 

[IrisAlthea]

Thanks for the input. I'm the first one to tell other folks a day, a week, or a while of poor eating choices doesn't make anyone a "bad" person. One of the reasons I lost weight is because I said yes to virtually most food (except fast food, which was a super vice), just in moderation.

It's crazy how emotional eating sneaks up.

Good news though - my A1C dropped to pre-diabetic levels and it's really close to "normal" range. Motivation!

Great news!

 

[twister947]

 

[y=mx+b]

I drempt about her this morning and it was absolutely maddening because she was delightful.

And in my dream I felt good

As cliche as it is
The feeling was like how one feels
Once they found the puzzle piece
They've been looking for

Though the puzzle as a whole
Remains incomplete
That one part of it is together
And there's this feeling
That
The rest of it
Will now just fall into place

It was just a fun playful kind of dream
Where upon waking
I continue to feel this kind of happiness
Knowing that if anything else
I can still
Have dreams like that
About her.