Jenny’s house of fun.

I loved this book, being a teen in Sweden. It was something everyone read at a certain age, and afterwards always walking around with a die in your pocket. They always came out at parties and the more we drank the wilder the ideas became.

The book tells the story of a psychiatrist who makes daily decisions based on the casting of a die.
It was very weird book, but I guess I was at the right age when I read it. It’s been awhile now, but I am considering rereading it again.


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Sooooo, it has been exactly a month since I brought this monster to life.
My only thought was to show some beautiful art, share some poetry I love, talk about books and maybe some music.
Let’s say, to be nice, that I almost did that.
I have at least shown some art, but not enough poetry and books. And somehow a lot of porn 🤣
And then I started the diary.
Not sure what I think of that. It is most definitely too honest, and as usual I overshare.

Soooo, to whoever is still here, what the hell should I do?
Continue like this?
Just quit and run away? Maybe pretend like it didn’t happen?

I don’t know.
I also don’t know what I have the strength for.

Maybe I will just start posting Calvin and Hobbes strips.
Or move to the jungle. Live in a hut without electricity.
I've actually been inspired by you. I created my own cathartic thread to just dump thoughts to. So, do whatever you feel you should, but know it's had a positive impact.

This isn't about pleasing an audience, it's about doing what you need to do.

From a different post, you talked about smoking pot at home and being around your kid; I'll just say this: so long as she isn't exposed to secondhand smoke, you're fine. The same is true about cigarettes; if you're not exposing the kid to the smoke, you're okay.
 
Dear Diary,

I used to think all married women blew their husbands everyday. Of course they don’t, and they don’t have to. It was just that I was very much shaped by porn. The fact that I started watching so early, so much and idolizing the pornstars to the extent I did, I assumed that was how things worked and what you did.
My first couple of bf’s played along, they acted like I was right, I was supposed to do all that. And yes, all girls before me had been same. Or actually they did more than me so I should probably make more of an effort 🤣

Then when I met my husband I fell so heads over heels in love, and I am still there, I love him so much. And I am not the easiest person to date and definitely not to live with, so I wanted to show him just how much I loved him and how much he meant to me.
So I did what any oversexual, porn-damaged girl would do, I gave him all the sex he wanted (and not wanted). I promised him on our wedding night to wake him with a blowjob every morning.
And I have kept that promise, and I love doing it. I wouldnt if I didnt.

The first time he went on a work trip I told him to get it anyway. Said I was ok with it, told him to pay for it.
I have no idea if he did, I never asked. But part of me hope he did.
I don’t think you cheat sexually, you cheat with love. Sex is lust and love is love.
It would hurt me so much more if he was with someone else because he did not love me anymore. If he was with someone else but still loves me, is that really cheating? Not in my book.
But everyone is different and that is ok.

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If he was with someone else but still loves me, is that really cheating?
In a simplified world it could be argued that if he still loves you he won't (need to) be with someone else. As you said, though, love is love and lust is lust: our society tends to make them equivalent ... I think as long as you're at peace
 
I don’t think you cheat sexually, you cheat with love. Sex is lust and love is love.
It would hurt me so much more if he was with someone else because he did not love me anymore. If he was with someone else but still loves me, is that really cheating? Not in my book.
But everyone is different and that is ok.
I think you'd appreciate my latest story "His Vixen". It discusses this very topic from the wife's POV.
 
Dear Diary,

I used to think all married women blew their husbands everyday. Of course they don’t, and they don’t have to. It was just that I was very much shaped by porn. The fact that I started watching so early, so much and idolizing the pornstars to the extent I did, I assumed that was how things worked and what you did.
My first couple of bf’s played along, they acted like I was right, I was supposed to do all that. And yes, all girls before me had been same. Or actually they did more than me so I should probably make more of an effort 🤣

Then when I met my husband I fell so heads over heels in love, and I am still there, I love him so much. And I am not the easiest person to date and definitely not to live with, so I wanted to show him just how much I loved him and how much he meant to me.
So I did what any oversexual, porn-damaged girl would do, I gave him all the sex he wanted (and not wanted). I promised him on our wedding night to wake him with a blowjob every morning.
And I have kept that promise, and I love doing it. I wouldnt if I didnt.

The first time he went on a work trip I told him to get it anyway. Said I was ok with it, told him to pay for it.
I have no idea if he did, I never asked. But part of me hope he did.
I don’t think you cheat sexually, you cheat with love. Sex is lust and love is love.
It would hurt me so much more if he was with someone else because he did not love me anymore. If he was with someone else but still loves me, is that really cheating? Not in my book.
But everyone is different and that is ok.

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I agree.. sex is lust and love is love!!
The two of you are bloody lucky to have found each other and may that love always thrive and blossom!!
And while it does.. keep up the daily blow jobs and all the other fun stuff you get up to 😘😍
 
I agree.. sex is lust and love is love!!
The two of you are bloody lucky to have found each other and may that love always thrive and blossom!!
And while it does.. keep up the daily blow jobs and all the other fun stuff you get up to 😘😍
And Good morning 😍
 
The Jetsons...Judy Jetson was hot as fuck..maybe not as hot as William Flintstone but I wouldn't turn her away
 
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