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Dear Diary,

I used to think all married women blew their husbands everyday. Of course they don’t, and they don’t have to. It was just that I was very much shaped by porn. The fact that I started watching so early, so much and idolizing the pornstars to the extent I did, I assumed that was how things worked and what you did.
My first couple of bf’s played along, they acted like I was right, I was supposed to do all that. And yes, all girls before me had been same. Or actually they did more than me so I should probably make more of an effort 🤣

Then when I met my husband I fell so heads over heels in love, and I am still there, I love him so much. And I am not the easiest person to date and definitely not to live with, so I wanted to show him just how much I loved him and how much he meant to me.
So I did what any oversexual, porn-damaged girl would do, I gave him all the sex he wanted (and not wanted). I promised him on our wedding night to wake him with a blowjob every morning.
And I have kept that promise, and I love doing it. I wouldnt if I didnt.

The first time he went on a work trip I told him to get it anyway. Said I was ok with it, told him to pay for it.
I have no idea if he did, I never asked. But part of me hope he did.
I don’t think you cheat sexually, you cheat with love. Sex is lust and love is love.
It would hurt me so much more if he was with someone else because he did not love me anymore. If he was with someone else but still loves me, is that really cheating? Not in my book.
But everyone is different and that is ok.

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That is beautifully said, I feel the same way about love, sex and cheating. And blowjobs are sexy as hell :)
 
Dear Diary,

I used to think all married women blew their husbands everyday. Of course they don’t, and they don’t have to. It was just that I was very much shaped by porn. The fact that I started watching so early, so much and idolizing the pornstars to the extent I did, I assumed that was how things worked and what you did.
My first couple of bf’s played along, they acted like I was right, I was supposed to do all that. And yes, all girls before me had been same. Or actually they did more than me so I should probably make more of an effort 🤣

Then when I met my husband I fell so heads over heels in love, and I am still there, I love him so much. And I am not the easiest person to date and definitely not to live with, so I wanted to show him just how much I loved him and how much he meant to me.
So I did what any oversexual, porn-damaged girl would do, I gave him all the sex he wanted (and not wanted). I promised him on our wedding night to wake him with a blowjob every morning.
And I have kept that promise, and I love doing it. I wouldnt if I didnt.

The first time he went on a work trip I told him to get it anyway. Said I was ok with it, told him to pay for it.
I have no idea if he did, I never asked. But part of me hope he did.
I don’t think you cheat sexually, you cheat with love. Sex is lust and love is love.
It would hurt me so much more if he was with someone else because he did not love me anymore. If he was with someone else but still loves me, is that really cheating? Not in my book.
But everyone is different and that is ok.

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Do you have a sister? Asking for a friend 😊
 
I loved this book, being a teen in Sweden. It was something everyone read at a certain age, and afterwards always walking around with a die in your pocket. They always came out at parties and the more we drank the wilder the ideas became.

The book tells the story of a psychiatrist who makes daily decisions based on the casting of a die.
It was very weird book, but I guess I was at the right age when I read it. It’s been awhile now, but I am considering rereading it again.


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I grew up in a Swedish enclave across from a Swedish bakery. I only learned a few years ago my Paternal grandmother was swedish and sure as shit ancestry has part of me up there. A sea of white haired Johnsons at church and those babes slinging me cookies are indelible thoughts.
 
Be interesting to know if he did continue to get something while away. I wonder what his attitude on cheating would be.

And I WISH every girl/wife was like that. -Sigh-
 
I grew up in a Swedish enclave across from a Swedish bakery. I only learned a few years ago my Paternal grandmother was swedish and sure as shit ancestry has part of me up there. A sea of white haired Johnsons at church and those babes slinging me cookies are indelible thoughts.
That is so cool!
 
Just sitting here in the early morning. Not sipping on tea or smoking weed.

Just woke up hard and realized that it was probably time for a @sister jenny journal entry about blowjobs. 😁
 
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