Meeting Master for the first time?
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doll_parts85 said:
*shrug* Like I said... What you have described is a recipe for a disasterous BDSM relationship..
But thats ok... You aren't going to listen to anything that doesn't agree with what you "think" you want...Right now...At this moment..
And to get what you want, at this moment, you will neglect anything, ignore anything, destroy your personal life, hurt people, pay no attention to anything resembling normal precautions, and leave yourself open to getting killed.... Without a single thought to anything resembling consequences of action....
Thats not a personal condemnation BTW... It's a symptom..
Been on the Dom end of that go round at least twice... It makes for a rapid conversion to the "Never Again" club... And you get a LOT less bashfull about asking questions.
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Etoile said:
childhood sexual abuse...and physical abuse...
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doll_parts85 said:
PTSD = Post traumatic Stress disorder.... It can be caused by any number of things...
Oh ..and if that laundry list of drugs is what you are actually on.... You need to run em by a "dis-interested" physician....
I think I remember a couple of those as being no go's together... But it's been a while since I dealt with my ex's problems...
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Life_Noir said:
probably. I feel like shit. I have really bad rapid cycling lately. Crying a few hours a day...I think its the meds, I wanna go off some of them...maybe try something new...I don't know...its not working thats all I know...
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doll_parts85 said:
Oh ...and OUCH... You probably WILL be going off some of them soon...And on to different ones..
As I remember ...The effective cycle for your particular laundry list is about 3 months between complete med changes..
But cheer up... it may be a year or so before they get to the lithium.
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Life_Noir said:
*sighs* I've heard good things about that one. I really need a good mood stabilizer, the topamax I'm taking makes my birth control ineffective, so that kinda sucks...
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doll_parts85 said:
This is the end for me on this one...
Nah..It {lithium} doesn't last any longer than the others for most people with your problems...
*sigh*
Listen {though I know you won't}
Hard but good {I hope} advice.
You have EVERY bad symptom involved in your list of problems....Including, I am willing to bet, a raging case of "net addiction"...
You have NO BUSINESS making anyone promises that you KNOW you won't be able to keep... You are just hoping that a "Master" will do the things that a day home should do for you...
He won't.... You will drive him batshit... And then you'll stand there with a dumb look on your face and wonder what is wrong and why he doesn't want to deal with you anymore.. And no matter how much he explains you STILL won't understand..And you'll be back online talking to another "Dom"...
Again.
All the while posting the "poor pitiful me's" to this or some other board looking for the prototypical "pat on the head"...
*sigh*
Go back and find yourself a different doctor... and try to actually DO what they tell you to... If you can't even manage to do that..Then there is NO WAY you should be making commitments..
There's my "wasted breath" for this week...
Good Luck with the treatment.
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Life_Noir said:
I always take my meds and stuff...
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doll_parts85 said:
Ok...so it was next to last...
*sigh*
Of course you do.... Every damned person with the same damned problems does....And guess what?
THEY DON"T FUCKING WORK.....
Or hadn't you noticed that yet?...
You have to make an EFFORT to change your BEHAVIOUR too...
You can't just sit on your ass in front of the computer screen and take your magik pills and be all better... You have to DO...
Or you are just doomed to being unhappy for a long long time...
And never understanding why..
And that IS my last post to this thread...
I already went through all this pointless BS with someone I actually loved... *lol* I don't know you from Adam's housecat...So frankly... You aren't worth any more beating my head against a wall.
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Life_Noir said:
I might be volunteering at the SPCA soon
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graceanne said:
I have lots of friends in the GB. One suggested I come here.
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Hey, if I'm wrong I apologize, but quite frankly you seem to be enjoying getting everyone all aggravated, and you just kinda sit there calmly. That screams troll. Add to that the most people on the GB are there cause they can't stand the bdsm forums. I find it odd they'd send you here.
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graceanne said:
From my expeirence that's what most on the gb are like. Just random shit that doesn't make since and when you try to make a point they "look at you" like your nuts or something. *shrug*
That's why I stay here....here I just get spanked.
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Attempting to give away control to someone else is not going to make your life easier. All the medication in the world will not help you if you can not figure out how to help yourself. Your whole way of thinking of yourself as a victim who is disabled and can not care for yourself needs to change. Your therapists did not give up on you. But you can only work as hard as the patient. Why is therapist going to do the work when you do not want to work too?
I don't think she is a troll, unfortunately. I have seen her ad on collar me and also his ad.
Weeks ago I told her to please get more information on this guy and references.
I don't think she is a troll, unfortunately. I have seen her ad on collar me and also his ad.
Weeks ago I told her to please get more information on this guy and references.
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Etoile said:
*deletes*
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graceanne said:Ok, I'm confused. Is he experience or an amateur?
...a joke? experienced.
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BiBunny said:In the horse world, "amateur" is used in its "purest" sense to mean one who rides for the sheer enjoyment of it instead of for the money. So maybe that's his way of saying he doesn't charge for his gyno exams?
okay, that depends on your deffinition of charging I supose. Some how I doubt he's not going to get ANYTHING out of his gyno exams. I'm sure there is some sort of payment there.
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Damn I can't wait to get home and look at those profiles. I have figured out a back door way to get to Lit from work but can't do the same with CM.
I still think this is all BS and someone has way too much time on his/her hands.
I still think this is all BS and someone has way too much time on his/her hands.
