Priceless

[FurryFury]

Unfortunately I have no good juicy stories of experiance. I have fantasies by the millions, but experiance? Nope. Very very limited, and nothing story-worthy that I can think of. Grrrrr I wish I did!!


Heather

*HUGS*

If you seek it and follow it with passion and diligence, it will come to you. I believe that.

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

Chinks in the Armour

Warning if you are not into to angst steer clear:

This is just to try to clear my head so I can go make children and teachers happy today.

I am a fool. The kind of fool that finds a beast inside her and lets it out. Who feeds and nurtures it until it grows big and strong knowing all along but not quite believing that she can't always feed it and that the person she loves won't.

I put on my crisp business clothes. Do I look professional? Do I look pretty? It doesn't matter. I'm coming apart at the seams.

I'm tired and resentful. I don't want to beat myself up and devour me in my dreams anymore. I don't want to keep giving him what I want only his way and sit here seething.

Dear God, please take me man. Tear me apart. Give me that mind fuck. Give me the pain and pleasure. Just use me, please. Fuck me. Push me down. Force me up. Tear me down. Rip me out. Do something, anything!

The craving is driving me to distraction. I was a fool to start this. I don't know what to do to finish it.

It's not his fault. It's mine.

*shaky sigh*

Okay now, bitch, it's off to work we go. Have a great day!

 

[graceanne]

Warning if you are not into to angst steer clear:

This is just to try to clear my head so I can go make children and teachers happy today.

I am a fool. The kind of fool that finds a beast inside her and lets it out. Who feeds and nurtures it until it grows big and strong knowing all along but not quite believing that she can't always feed it and that the person she loves won't.

I put on my crisp business clothes. Do I look professional? Do I look pretty? It doesn't matter. I'm coming apart at the seams.

I'm tired and resentful. I don't want to beat myself up and devour me in my dreams anymore. I don't want to keep giving him what I want only his way and sit here seething.

Dear God, please take me man. Tear me apart. Give me that mind fuck. Give me the pain and pleasure. Just use me, please. Fuck me. Push me down. Force me up. Tear me down. Rip me out. Do something, anything!

The craving is driving me to distraction. I was a fool to start this. I don't know what to do to finish it.

It's not his fault. It's mine.

*shaky sigh*

Okay now, bitch, it's off to work we go. Have a great day!

Wow. *hugs* I'm so sorry.

 

[FurryFury]

Wow. *hugs* I'm so sorry.

Thanks for the hug!

Now could you beat me?

LOL.

Ignore me, I'm just bad off today.

Fury

 

[DVS]

Thanks for the hug!

Now could you beat me?

LOL.

Ignore me, I'm just bad off today.

Fury

How could someone like me ignore such a tempting offer like that? Of course, beating you would only be the beginning. It would serve as a catylist for other nasty things, I'm quite sure.

And, if it would make you feel better, then, it's a win/win situation.

 

[FurryFury]

How could someone like me ignore such a tempting offer like that? Of course, beating you would only be the beginning. It would serve as a catylist for other nasty things, I'm quite sure.

And, if it would make you feel better, then, it's a win/win situation.

I concur about the win/win thing.

Just take me apart, over and over would ya?

Oh and keep putting more fluids in there as you go along okay?

You know which ones I mean, right?

Fury

 

[graceanne]

I concur about the win/win thing.

Just take me apart, over and over would ya?

Oh and keep putting more fluids in there as you go along okay?

You know which ones I mean, right?

Fury

Water?



And I"d beat you . . . but frankly I'd make a lousy domme. I'm too worried about hurting people. Besides, their's the matter of aaaaaaaaalllllllllllll those states between us.

 

[FurryFury]

Water?



And I"d beat you . . . but frankly I'd make a lousy domme. I'm too worried about hurting people. Besides, their's the matter of aaaaaaaaalllllllllllll those states between us.

Yeah and that's why I make a lousy Domme too.

*chuckles bitterly*

Yeah water that's what I meant cause you know the other that I crave is all salty like. Yeah.

Fury

 

[graceanne]

Yeah and that's why I make a lousy Domme too.

*chuckles bitterly*

Yeah water that's what I meant cause you know the other that I crave is all salty like. Yeah.

Fury

I hesitate to suggest this, but have you two considered finding a domme who'd be willing to dominate both of you? I know Netz has had couples she's dominated.

 

[FurryFury]

Well I've certainly thought about it but then I think about everything. I don't believe we've discussed that particular idea together but we will.

F.

 

[graceanne]

Well I've certainly thought about it but then I think about everything. I don't believe we've discussed that particular idea together but we will.

F.

Well next time you have him tied up is a good time to bring it up.

What's the worst that can happen? He'll say no, and you'll be right where you are. Or he can say yes, you can start looking, and things will improve.

 

[FurryFury]

Well next time you have him tied up is a good time to bring it up.

What's the worst that can happen? He'll say no, and you'll be right where you are. Or he can say yes, you can start looking, and things will improve.

That's an idea but scenes are usually not a great time to bring shit like that up. When you are driving to the grocery store is better. I'd rather a guy for me and a chick for him to be really honest.

We shall see what develops.

F.

 

[graceanne]

That's an idea but scenes are usually not a great time to bring shit like that up. When you are driving to the grocery store is better. I'd rather a guy for me and a chick for him to be really honest.

We shall see what develops.

F.

Sorry, their was supposed to be a after that. I was joking. lol

 

[FurryFury]

Oh!

I um, may have taken it the wrong way.

Please just spank me.

F.

 

[graceanne]

Oh!

I um, may have taken it the wrong way.

Please just spank me.

F.

*spank*

*spank*

*spank*

There, better?

 

[FurryFury]

Um, yeah, that's great but I think you missed a spot.

*chuckles*

F.

 

[graceanne]

Um, yeah, that's great but I think you missed a spot.

*chuckles*

F.

*whines* Maaaaaaaaaaaan! This is so much work. How bout we form a spanking chain? Get a few other girls in her, stand in a circle and spank eachother . . . wouldn't that be fun?

 

[FurryFury]

*whines* Maaaaaaaaaaaan! This is so much work. How bout we form a spanking chain? Get a few other girls in her, stand in a circle and spank eachother . . . wouldn't that be fun?

Yes, it would.

Thanks Sweetie for the spanking.

F.

 

[Evil_Geoff]

It's even better when, despite the spikes of fear, that run through his body's nerves he says yes. He is trusting you with his manhood and his desire is raging enough to make him want to fuck so very desperately.

Then of course, running the dull side of the knife along his cock is lovely too, such lovely reactions. *sighs*​

Fury

Ain't being sadistic GRAND???? Wooo-hooo! *lol*

. . o O (Mental note to self: Never, EVER let Fury near you with Saran wrap, Ice, or a knife! ) O o . .

What? WHAT ? ? I am SO not a masochist!

 

[FurryFury]

Ain't being sadistic GRAND???? Wooo-hooo! *lol*

. . o O (Mental note to self: Never, EVER let Fury near you with Saran wrap, Ice, or a knife! ) O o . .

What? WHAT ? ? I am SO not a masochist!

I'm sadistic? Really? But I only wanted to give him a mind fucking good time!!!

And I did.

It was grand until I started to resent him for not giving me what I needed right fucking back. I felt so selfish, having those feelings and needs so strongly.

Fury

 

[Evil_Geoff]

I'm sadistic? Really? But I only wanted to give him a mind fucking good time!!!

And I did.

It was grand until I started to resent him for not giving me what I needed right fucking back. I felt so selfish, having those feelings and needs so strongly.

Fury

*wry smile*

To successfully pull off that kind of scene/mindfuck requires a certain amount of sadism, and to enjoy it on a level beyond "well it made my partner feel good" takes some sadism as well.

And hon, sometimes we _need_ to be selfish. Event the most generous, giving souls have needs that, unless they are met, will eventually lead to burn out and/or depression. Giving can be wonderful until you have nothing left to give because no one has been "putting back". I know.

It took me a while but I finally learned to say... "THIS is for ME" And I had to end a vanilla marriage to finally get what I _needed_. Not what I wanted, not what I fantasized about, but what my heart and soul needed in a relationship in order for the relationship to be healthy for me.

 

[FurryFury]

*wry smile*

To successfully pull off that kind of scene/mindfuck requires a certain amount of sadism, and to enjoy it on a level beyond "well it made my partner feel good" takes some sadism as well.

And hon, sometimes we _need_ to be selfish. Event the most generous, giving souls have needs that, unless they are met, will eventually lead to burn out and/or depression. Giving can be wonderful until you have nothing left to give because no one has been "putting back". I know.

It took me a while but I finally learned to say... "THIS is for ME" And I had to end a vanilla marriage to finally get what I _needed_. Not what I wanted, not what I fantasized about, but what my heart and soul needed in a relationship in order for the relationship to be healthy for me.

*hugs*

Thanks Evil_Geoff!

I needed to hear that!

Fury

 

[complicity]

Morning Fury,

As you requested I popped along to see what was happening in your life... Wow!
I'm so sorry that you are going through this sort of thing, as you know I know how you're feelin.
*Gives Fury long consoling hugg, and a tender loving kiss *

I'll be around for the rest of the day if you need to chat.

Luv Ya!

 

[FurryFury]

Morning Fury,

As you requested I popped along to see what was happening in your life... Wow!
I'm so sorry that you are going through this sort of thing, as you know I know how you're feelin.
*Gives Fury long consoling hugg, and a tender loving kiss *

I'll be around for the rest of the day if you need to chat.

Luv Ya!

Thanks Sugah!

I appreciate it!

*hugs back*

I'll be popping into your thread too.

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

Y'all, yesterday we were at a role play game in a friends house and my darling brought up a mention of saran wrap!

I may have over reacted because I was absolutely shocked he would do that in "mixed company."

He has this habit of talking too much about a lot of things but I thought he knew this was off limits.

Now maybe that's all he was going to say but he had worked night shift the night before and only had like 2 hours of sleep. So who knows. We are going to have to talk!

Anyway, I called out his name to stop him, sounding I'm sure a bit shocked and said, "I can't believe you would bring that up."

Then from all reports I blushed visibly delighting the group one of whom got a camera and took a shot.

"OMG, you made her blush!"

"She never blushes!"

"I don't know what that's about but wow!"

Comments were heard.

Eek!

LOL!

Scary bidness.

Fury