Reflections of a straight guy who recently bottomed

[LauraWilling]

Thats a good summation of it. I have been under some pressure to continue to bottom in a smaller group setting now.

It almost sounds like you at least are enjoying giving these guys and outlet for their sexual deseire. That I can certainly understand. I very much enjoy being used by others for their desire thay can't normally get.

Is this smaller group in addition to the guys you are serving already or just a few of the same guys wanting a little more time to use you? Are you finding your are begining to enjoy some aspects of this arrangement? I hop so as you deserve some satisfaction from it.

 

[28straightguy]

It almost sounds like you at least are enjoying giving these guys and outlet for their sexual deseire. That I can certainly understand. I very much enjoy being used by others for their desire thay can't normally get.

Is this smaller group in addition to the guys you are serving already or just a few of the same guys wanting a little more time to use you? Are you finding your are begining to enjoy some aspects of this arrangement? I hop so as you deserve some satisfaction from it.

These are the same guys just doing it in smaller groups. Its become a pretty one sided situstion for them. I have reached a point I am just able to shut my emotions off and get thru it.

 

[jabberwockyjon]

I think there's something wrong with you at this point. You talked about always being sore, everything you say here says you DON'T enjoy it, and yet you continue out of some sense of obligation? It's pretty fucking ridiculous at this point. No normal person (especially one with only two holes) takes on gangbangs multiple times a week who doesn't enjoy it.

Either you're making the whole thing up, or you have extremely low self esteem or sense of self worth. I think this whole thing is made up. And the affect that you relay in here just seems "off".

 

[Goldenfinger]

I think there's something wrong with you at this point. You talked about always being sore, everything you say here says you DON'T enjoy it, and yet you continue out of some sense of obligation? It's pretty fucking ridiculous at this point. No normal person (especially one with only two holes) takes on gangbangs multiple times a week who doesn't enjoy it.

Either you're making the whole thing up, or you have extremely low self esteem or sense of self worth. I think this whole thing is made up. And the affect that you relay in here just seems "off".

I agree. It’s a stretch from going to a swingers party looking for a couple to gangbanged by 4 guys for your first anal experience.