Soliloquium: Reflections on my World.

Our kiss deepens, her soft body melding against mine. I can feel her heart beating, my hands circling her slender waist, holding her close.

"I am glad to be home my love."

My lips touch hers again, sweet soft fire slipping along my nerve endings at the touch.
 
Finally he stops twirling me and we stand entwined swaying slightly to the music of our hearts a melody only we two can hear.

His lips on mine a gentle fiery brand. I feel myself begin to melt my equilibrium suddenly off kilter; my fingertips instinctively press into the cored muscles of his shoulders as I fight for balance.

"I have missed this," I murmur against his lips seconds before my tongue slips between them needing searching...
 
I feel her, her fingers holding her steady as they grip my shoulders. I can feel her heart and its rhythm, I can feel her eyes as we look at each other. There is nothing else in the world.

"I have missed this too."

My arms scoop her up again, this time to the couch as our lips touch again. I slowly relax into the cushions, holding my love against me.
 
I found myself relaxing into his arms wanting to be nowhere else on this entire planet.

We never played in Sol and i found myself wondering why, we rarely got visitors, who would care? Blushing I whispered a small heartfelt question into his ear.

Suddenly I so needed to feel every inch of him pressed close to me, I needed to feel him buried deep within the very core of me. I needed him to make passionate love to his devoted angel.

I needed us to be one...
 
Her question makes me smile, my lips pressing to hers. I can feel her need, it mirrors my own. Our kiss deepens, eyes slipping closed, fingers making their practiced journey to bare each other. The need to be one, to feel that closeness, to touch and taste, it is overpowering at times.

Soon we are bare, together on the couch, skin to skin, with nothing but our own needs between us.
 
Time slows down as I feel him slowly slip inside me welcomed by my velvet softness as we become one perfect whole. His movements soft gentle, exquisite, as they stimulate both of my most private places, soft bundles of nerves that are his alone.

“Mmmmmmmm,” I entwine around him closer still as with equal subtlety I clasp his manhood deeper into my welcoming cove massaging its length with the tender loving care. The barest of motions as synapses fire almost as if in slow motion fusing us together, blending our impending orgasms into one united whole. “Truly blessed.” I murmur close to his ear seconds before my mouth unites with his our tongues a sensual caress as they willingly complete our bonding circle.

“Ummmmm yesss! ” This is how my dark angel oft-times awakens me in the early mornings as I lay blanketed in the place betwixt and between. I would happily live in moments such as this for an eternity.

Tis but an exquisite taste of heaven to start each day.


I can feel our blending feel my soft curves melting into his more angular ones as I lose my own identity, lose my mind in the sublime pleasure he is affording me in these precious almost sacred moments...moments that are ours alone!

Our orgasm is like a slow sensual beast as it invades our very souls uplifting us both to a place of wondrous physical awareness. In my mind’s eye I see our joined bodies winking in and out of existence as we transcend the mortal plain becoming the essence of who we truly are as we take flight and simply disappear soaring to another plain of existence altogether, one were we two alone belong, peaceful , united, eternal.

One body. One breath. One single heartbeat.

Love for me is…exactly this. :rose:
 
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This is it, everything I could ever desire in this world. Her, her body, her warmth, her love. Nothing else matters, and I am soon lost with her. There is nothing like this, the joining, the connection. We move together, but the pleasure is an afterthought. The physical orgasm is but a mere manifestation of what we have. What we have is so much more than this.

I hear her words, and I agree. I must have done something right to be this blessed. She is all I need. Soon enough we will leave our bodies again, the pleasure and the love too great to be contained by mere physical forms.

Soon enough we are soaring together, joined as one. One does not end, nor the other begin, there is simply the one. Eternal, joined, peaceful.

"I love you."
 


For my love :rose:

With Or Without You

U2



See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side.
I wait for you.
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails he makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you.

Through the storm, we reach the shore
You gave it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you.
I can't live with or without you.

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give, and you give
And you give yourself away.

My hands are tied, my body bruised
He´s got me with nothing to win
And nothing left to lose.

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give, and you give
And you give yourself away.

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you.

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you.

yeah,
we' ll shine like stars in the summer night
we' ll shine like stars in the winter babe
one heart, one hope, one love

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you.

:heart:
 
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I posted this for another somewhere else but decided to snag it for myself it very much applies to my own son and myself and reminds me very much of a book I used to read to him when her was much younger.

:rose:


Bedtime for baby star


Once there was a baby star. He lived up near the sun.
And every night at bedtime baby star wanted to have some fun.
He would shine and shine, and fall and shoot and twinkle oh so bright.
And he said, "Mommy I'll run away if you make me say good-night".

And then his mommy kissed his sparkly nose and said,
"No matter where you go, no matter where you are,
no matter how big you grow and even if you stray far,
I'll love you forever,
because you're always
my baby star."

 
This is it, everything I could ever desire in this world. Her, her body, her warmth, her love. Nothing else matters, and I am soon lost with her. There is nothing like this, the joining, the connection. We move together, but the pleasure is an afterthought. The physical orgasm is but a mere manifestation of what we have. What we have is so much more than this.

I hear her words, and I agree. I must have done something right to be this blessed. She is all I need. Soon enough we will leave our bodies again, the pleasure and the love too great to be contained by mere physical forms.

Soon enough we are soaring together, joined as one. One does not end, nor the other begin, there is simply the one. Eternal, joined, peaceful.

"I love you."


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:heart: I love you too.:heart:

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:rose::heart::rose:

 
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I do love you, and you make me feel safe too. Don't know what I'd do without you.
 
Sorry to intrude on your little sanctuary here, Yeishia

I'd like to petition you for a new submission to the Bliss Gallery entitled

Sensual Dominance

This category will be for pictures where a power dynamic from a dominance and submission relationship is implied.
It does not need to have chains and whips, leather corsets, or spanking...etc...
It just needs the power exchange, the trust, the devotion between people.

here is an example of the types of pictures that would fall into this category
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Thank you for listening to this petition​
 
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Sorry to intrude on your little sanctuary here, Yeishia

I'd like to petition you for a new submission to the Bliss Gallery entitled

Sensual Dominance

here is an example of the types of pictures that would fall into this category
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Thank you for listening to this petition​

You are not intruding Veroe I thought you realized that. You are welcome here any time as is Asa :rose:

I think it is a lovely idea for a collection. Please let me get Naughty or nice off the ground first... its taking me longer as it is just me posting.
 
I know I'm welcome in Sol, Yeishia, and I appreciate the welcome very much. I just wasn't certain whether I should have put the petition here or send it via pm

And oooh a new collection for Bliss...Where have I been to miss that? I have to go run and visit bliss then search for submissions now. Excuse me.:kiss:
 
As I sit here alone at the end of the American thanksgiving day I am curled up before a cracking fire sipping on an unaccustomed glass of red wine surrounded as always by my favorite music.

I allow my collection to play interrupted until a certain song takes my hand and leads my mind along pathways perhaps best forgotten.

Soft tears fall unheeded from my eyes as my mind travels back in time...

For yeishia, whose friendship I treasure.


I wouldn’t be the first time I had been told that only to find myself discarded when my friendship no longer held value or someone more worthy had been chosen to take my place.

Or maybe it had been simply that our time was done.

Weren't some special people sent to you for a very specific reason?

God I hoped so...

I so didn’t understand the female mind, in real life and even less so on Lit. I supposed that made me a poor choice as a friend.

I gave my all or at least I thought I did and yet...



Put your records on.


Corinne Bailey-Rae:

Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

Maybe sometimes, we've got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favorite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Blue as the sky, sunburnt and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the roadside,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Got to love that afro hair do.

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favorite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

'Twas more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realize, that you don't even have to try any longer?
Do what you want to.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favorite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Oh, you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow...( would I really?)

:rose:

Growing up, being moved from place to place, family to family, it seems now that I was always searching for something I could not then define.

I had always dreamed, longed for a best friend, someone to share secrets with, someone to trust… a sister of sorts I suppose....


Pressing replay I wondered if I would ever be that lucky, should I keep searching?

As the song began again in my mind I saw myself hand in her hand jumping rope ... my tears dried up and I began to smile.


Someday, somewhere, somehow. :rose:
 
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Once upon a time she dedicated this to me.

I in turn dedicate it on this thanksgiving to all the friends I have cherished and lost here on Lit... both female and male.:rose:


By your side.
Sade

You think I'd leave your side baby?
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave town when you're down on your knees?
I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when you're wrong
I-----ohhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me

oh, when you're cold
I'll be there to hold you tight to me
When you're on the outside baby and you can't get in
I will show you, you're so much better than you know
When you're lost, when you're alone and you can't get back again
I will find you darling I'll bring you home

If you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
and in no time you'll be fine

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your kness
I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when you're wrong
I-----I, ohhhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me

Oh when you're cold
I'll be there
To hold you tight to me
Oh when you're alone
I'l be there by your side baby.

Of course this one is dedicated to my dark angel also; him perhaps more than all others.

:rose:
 
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Wanders back into Soll, smiling at the song choice and pulling my Angel close to me
 
I melt into his arms delighting in the feel of his arms wrapped around me. "I have missed you my dark angel," I murmur against his chest pressing closer still.

 
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My arms slide around her waist, swaying softly, dancing to music that only we can hear

I have missed you too my love.
 
After a sleepless night I return to Soll with a plaque I had made of one of my favorite quotes. I carefully place it above my mirror.

“Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.”

William Shakespeare

Sometime especially here on Lit I really need that reminder when I am tempted to actually speak my mind.


I hate when I am drawn into Lit drama against my will. The story is always the same just a different group of people, though I do believe the on-lookers, the silent sheep, those who need to be accepted at all cost, invariably remain the same. Sighing I prepare the coffee pot and am soon curled up in front of my crackling fire deep in thought. I had been hoping it would blow over. I had steadfastly refused to reciprocate.

A friendship had been ruined by a deliberate lie made by someone I had trusted. Sad, his track record wasn't good, mine well...mine was much better I had thought, I so try not to tell hurtful and destructive lies, any lies if I can avoid them. The usual predictable results followed; a story dropped, my lounge threads avoided as if they were the plague. The loss of our story hurt the most, after so much work for them to simply removed from a list as if they meant nothing is a bitter pill to swallow. I so wish people could separate the hard work of writing from the fantasy play. If people avoid my fluff threads, that does not really bother me, I am happy posting alone in them or with the people who truly count. They give me solace and I do hope those who follow them benefit in some small way. The petty people can ignore them all they wish.

Then of course came the predictable insidious spread of gossip which many believed without question. It relieves the boredom which can be a real part of the Lit world I guess, fosters a comradeship where none had existed before. I tried to assume it was not with malicious intent that it was started. I gave them the benefit of the doubt ... perhaps she sought comfort from another not realizing how quickly things become distorted or how easily PM's are passed around in this small world.

Even a convicted convict gets a trial. I smile at that thought.

It is just like in the school yard a line is drawn and many even those who do not know you step across it. Worse still those you believed in, trusted even step across... Now that does hurt. Such juvenile behavior but it is the way of life I guess. It is so much easier to condemn than ferret out the truth of it. It does spot light the good people though, that much is for sure; those steadfast few who remain your friends uncaring of what others think.

"A few good men and woman." It is all I have ever needed. That thought makes me giggle. I would rather have honesty to my face even if I do not like what is said than the lurking about in the dark that often happens here on Lit…that somber thought makes me think of LI, I had always respected his rather brutal honesty, it had sure taken some getting used to!

I had been advised to act as if nothing untoward had happened and until now I had done just that. Good advise as that was I really needed to vent to get it out of my system so that I could cleanse my soul and move on. I wish them all nothing but good things but can no longer carry around the sadness that was beginning to color my world and more importantly affect my writing.

Already I feel lighter for putting pen to paper! It is cathartic, healing.

Some things are simply not meant to be, some people arrive in your life for a specific purpose and then are simply gone. Perhaps so that I can help them, perhaps so that they cause me to become a stronger person. Today I choose to believe it was a combination of both reasons this time.

I am blessed; I am surrounded by love and have all the friendship’s I need. I do not wish to be surrounded with superficial people calling me friend, telling me what they think I need to hear. I need truth always even when it hurts.

I adore the small world that I have fashioned for myself here on Lit it is had been an integral part of my recovery back to health. I will continue to be open to new people to welcome them with arms wide open. I shall do my best to trust until shown otherwise. Lies are a most dangerous entity and I shall continue to despise them.

There are so many exquisite possibilities out there and I shall explore them all, though most of that will be done in private, as is my nature.

Smiling I refill my coffee and moving to my writing desk, where pulling out quill and paper and begin to write while I wait for my beloved to return to me.

Today I feel will be a writing day.:rose:
 
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Runs into Sol, excitedly. Takes Yeishia up in my arms and hugs her tight. I spin her around and kiss her with gusto.:kiss:

Yeishia, I just looked in on Bliss and saw the new collection you dedicated to me, and if that alone did not warrant such a hug and kiss, the long preamble you gave to it certainly did. My god every word was perfect and beautiful. You not only introduced the concept but nailed how I felt about Sensual dominance right through the heart like cupid with his bow!:heart: It was awesome!

I can't tell you how much it made me feel...overjoyed, gratified, and connected while reading it.

I once called you my high priestess and grand champion of Sensual dominance and in this you really stood up to those lofty affectations.

I can't thank you enough. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you so much!:rose:

:eek:Now I better put you down before Rider raises an objection:eek:
 
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