Soliloquium: Reflections on my World.

[yeishia]

Runs into Sol, excitedly. Takes Yeishia up in my arms and hugs her tight. I spin her around and kiss her with gusto.

Yeishia, I just looked in on Bliss and saw the new collection you dedicated to me, and if that alone did not warrant such a hug and kiss, the long preamble you gave to it certainly did. My god every word was perfect and beautiful. You not only introduced the concept but nailed how I felt about Sensual dominance right through the heart like cupid with his bow! It was awesome!

I can't tell you how much it made me feel...overjoyed, gratified, and connected while reading it.

I once called you my high priestess and grand champion of Sensual dominance and in this you really stood up to those lofty affectations.

I can't thank you enough. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you so much!

Now I better put you down before Rider raises an objection

Veroe is like an exuberant whirlwind into whose vortex I am swept. Not having time for my usual shyness or even to show a token resistance I find myself spinning around and round as I am soundly kissed. I am smiling, flustered breathless and more than a little delighted when he finally puts me down.

“My goodness Verooe! “

My hands go to my flushed cheeks, “That was..ummmm…enexpected, thank you. I am so very happy that it pleased you, tis a topic close to my heart.”

I know I am blushing and to cover I beckon him to sit as I pour him a glass of sparking water. Placing it in his hand and a pot bowl of fresh strawberries on the table I sit beside him on the sofa .

” When I started writing I found that I could not stop, I made several major edits before I posted.”

Still smiling my eyes catching his playfully I pick up a small succulent berry leaning forwards I trail it sensually across his lower lip before taking a small bite and popping the remainder into his mouth.

”Your high priestess and grand champion of Sensual dominance am I?” I ask of him in my most sexy voice deepening our eye contact for a full minute before slowly leaning back and taking a sip of my own drink. I am still watching him over the rim.

“I adore you Veroe I really do, you make me feel so special you always have, the girl who steals your heart will be very lucky indeed, blessed even.”

I take his free hand and squeeze small tears of happiness falling from my happy eyes. "My dark angel knows I love him, but as you know love can take many forms. To have found more than one kind is a blessing don't you think?

 

[Veroe]

Veroe is like an exuberant whirlwind into whose vortex I am swept. Not having time for my usual shyness or even to show a token resistance I find myself spinning around and round as I am soundly kissed. I am smiling, flustered breathless and more than a little delighted when he finally puts me down.

“My goodness Verooe! “

My hands go to my flushed cheeks, “That was..ummmm…enexpected, thank you. I am so very happy that it pleased you, tis a topic close to my heart.”

I laugh with good cheer, "That was apparent in it and what made it so perfect. It was how you felt about the subject 100%. Sheer honesty is always beautiful."

I know I am blushing and to cover I beckon him to sit as I pour him a glass of sparking water. Placing it in his hand and a pot bowl of fresh strawberries on the table I sit beside him on the sofa .

” When I started writing I found that I could not stop, I made several major edits before I posted.”

I sit on the sofa and take the glass of water she offers. "I can imagine you must've agonized over it several times. Afterall it held your heart and soul fragile but strong."

Still smiling my eyes catching his playfully I pick up a small succulent berry leaning forwards I trail it sensually across his lower lip before taking a small bite and popping the remainder into his mouth.

”Your high priestess and grand champion of Sensual dominance am I?” I ask of him in my most sexy voice deepening our eye contact for a full minute before slowly leaning back and taking a sip of my own drink. I am still watching him over the rim.

"Ah yes. That was from my post for you in my appreciation thread, remember?" I take a sip of the water to cover my own blushing, "It's an affectation in part teasing you, part praising you, part acknowledging the effect knowing you has had on me and my own appreciation of Sensual Dominance."

I take your hand in mind giving it a squeeze of tender feeling. "Before I doubted anyone else knew what I wanted from BDSM. All the other examples seemed so superficial to me. The Vampire Queen novels which have influenced me a great deal had pushed me to sign on here at Lit with the hope of finding others who saw the deeper side to dominance and submission. There were others too, Rider for one-which is probably why we get along so well-and Lucian, and Wolf Vixen, but none of them have championed the softer side to the coin of bdsm to my mind like you have."

"That's probably because I've read your writing in Vassal Academy for so long."

“I adore you Veroe I really do, you make me feel so special you always have, the girl who steals your heart will be very lucky indeed, blessed even.”

"I adore you too." I raise your hand to kiss the back of her fingers in an old-fashioned courtly gesture. "Through dumb-ass mistakes, and hurt feelings, and the good times too. Lots of really hot sensual good times. I adore you."

"I've begun seeing someone in the RW. We've just started, and are taking it very slow and cautious since we've both been burned before, but here's hoping."

I take his free hand and squeeze small tears of happiness falling from my happy eyes. "My dark angel knows I love him, but as you know love can take many forms. To have found more than one kind is a blessing don't you think?

I nod emphatically at her words, "Yes, you are quite correct. Love is a fluid thing slipping through cracks and crevices in life and found even in the most surprising places. Such as bdsm, such as in everyday life. What makes someone allow another to tie them up and beat them whether in truth or a metaphor is love and trust...the depth and beauty of bdsm. People talk like its a demeaning thing but really there's nothing more beautiful than to love and trust someone that much."

 

[Last_Rider]

Idly walks into Sol, seeing my Love and Veroe seated on the couch

Evening you two.

I lean over and kiss my Love softly on the lips

 

[Veroe]

Idly walks into Sol, seeing my Love and Veroe seated on the couch

Evening you two.

I lean over and kiss my Love softly on the lips

Hey come on over, Rider. Sit, we haven't sat and talked about nothing-well I don't think we ever sat and talked about nothing in particular.

How did you like my post as Jericho in FF, for instance, and oh-I had a deviously wonderful idea for your scene with Vincent and Holt you wanted concerning Lucien and a plot twist that should propel the thread forward for a while. I don't want to hijack this thread with talk of mine. So just expect a more detailed proposal for my idea in the OOC a little later tonight.

 

[Last_Rider]

I sit beside my Angel, listening to Veroe

Sounds good, you know I'm always open to ideas. And I liked your Jericho post just fine, you have a solid grip on him.

 

[Veroe]

I sit beside my Angel, listening to Veroe

Sounds good, you know I'm always open to ideas. And I liked your Jericho post just fine, you have a solid grip on him.

Yeah funny about that. I didn't think I could write, Spike or Jericho as effectively as I could Angelus but then I started and I found he was a ton of fun to write, probably why they kept him in the actual show for so long.

And when I read Vincent, I'm like man, I never could do that with him. I'm glad I gave the character to you.

Anyway, back on topic. I'm sure you read Yeishia's introduction to the Sensual Dominance collection in Bliss, what did you think of it?

 

[Last_Rider]

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[yeishia]

It was nice listening to Veroe learning of his real life situation I wondered if it would be prudent to perhaps give him some advice. Happily my love arrived and was soon seated to the other side of me. I moved my free arm to snake it around his waist pulling him imperceptibly closer leaving my other hand resting in Veroe's grasp. "I have missed you," I whispered for his ears alone.

Soon I am contentedly listening to my favorite men discussing what I can only assume is their latest thread.

"Anyway, back on topic. I'm sure you read Yeishia's introduction to the Sensual Dominance collection in Bliss, what did you think of it?"

That brings my attention back into focus and I glance up at Rider much interested in his response wondering if he was even aware of what was happening currently in Bliss somehow I doubted that he was.

Smiling from one to the other I found myself blushing again, "Veroe please do not put him on the spot he....well ...you are making me feel all subbie , shame on you."

To take the sting out of my words I proceeded to tickle them both, something I was extremely proficient at...

 

[Last_Rider]

My eyes close for a moment, savoring her words.

I've missed you too.

I wrap my arm about her waist, holding her, warm and soft, exactly where she belongs.

I don't think anyone could have described sensual dominance any better than she did. It was perfect, no other words could have put it as perfectly. I am very lucky to have her. I'm glad you like my portrayal of Vincent.

Further talk is interrupted by my Angel tickling me, bringing giggles from my lips as I squirm.

 

[Veroe]

I suppose I did put you on the spot there Rider. Forgive me for that.

I like these two people.

I laugh trying in vain to fend off Yeishia's tickling fingers.

 

[yeishia]

Christmas is comming...

I had thoroughly enjoyed the evening I had spent with my two favorite men talking about the lifestyle and listening to them discuss their own thread. It had been perfect I hoped that we could do it again.

There had been an area that we had not touched on and that was the language of love especially that of naughty pillow language.

I was blushing as my mind automatically drifted to nights spent with My dark angel. I was not a female drawn to crude language; yet with a special someone I could be quite explicit. I preferred words to enhance our experience and could adapt accordingly.

Grinning I moved to poke the fire into life. All to their own I supposed. I shivered in anticipation of my dark angel’s arrival I couldn’t wait to kiss him and whisper some naughty wicked suggestions in his ear.

Tonight we would cut down a tree from our Secret Garden one which would find its way back after the Christmas season. I so loved the magic that was Lit, one could truly have ones cake and eat it too.

I moved dreamily to the small kitchen area and began to bake some of his favorite cookies and to prepare some eggnog knowing I shouldn’t be indulging in the dairy…still it was Christmas I would be forgiven for my lapse. I was humming a favorite Christmas tune as I worked.

 

[Last_Rider]

I can smell the baking cookies as I find my way into Sol, my Angel has been busy and happy. I find her and wrap my arms around her from behind and kiss her neck softly.

Hello my love. May I help you?

 

[yeishia]

"Yes you may help me my love. Double fudge chocolate chips cookies just the way you like them, perhaps you could remove them from the oven and place them on the rack to dry while I finish up these dishes."

I turn in his arms to reach up on my tippy-toes for a scorching kiss.

Afterwards I whisper in his ear."No sampling untill the eggnog is ready!" Small nips to his earlobe punctuate my solemn words

 

[Last_Rider]

I can't help but smile, she knows me so well.

Of course my love, always happy to help.

I return the kiss, and feel myself drift away on her lips. She brings me back to reality with little nips and her solemn words.

I understand, no sampling. I'll be good.

I remove the cookies from the oven and set them to cool.

 

[yeishia]

Unbeknown to him I have all ready baked a special one just for him I wanted it ready for when he arrived.

I guide him to the couch and press him down on it, half reclining against a cushion.

"close your eyes."

I silently go and fetch my cookie and a blind fold which I tie loosely around his eyes.

"You have to guess what this is?"

Firstly, I place my warm welcoming lips on his moving them slowly across the surface of his sensual ones.

He queses correctly of course...

I gather a dollop of cream with my tongue from the decadent and yet unseen cookie and smear it where my lips had been but seconds before...my eyes drinking in his handsome face as I share his visceral responses.

The sight of his tongue tasting of the thick milky cream makes me squeeze my thighs together ...he might not get to sample much more of his cookie I am thinking thankful he cannot see my blush not read my mind.

 

[Last_Rider]

"You are very thoughtful my Angel."

Dutifully I close my eyes as the blindfold slips over them. She wishes me to guess, and I love playing guessing games with my love. Of course the first is easy, and I smile. I can hear her moving, then I feel the cream coating my lips.

"Mmm, very good."

My tongue snakes out along my lips, gathering what she has placed there. Divine. I let only my low moan convey my feelings on the subject, my lips smiling as I wait patiently. I can feel her heat growing ever so slightly, it is a delicious sensation, knowing she's enjoying this as much as I am.

 

[yeishia]

I had planned on placing a morsel between my lips and sharing it with him via a heated kiss but the devil took hold of me.

I slipped off my flowing skirt, I rarely bothered with panties unless they were for the delight of my dark angel removing the cushion trailing my tongue down across his jawline as I did so with a final nip to his lower lip I straddled his face...

Grinning I placed one half of the cookie between the soft folds of my labia gripping it gently I lowered myself to his lips.

"Open up my love I have a very special treat what kind of confection is this?"

I move my hips gently brushing his lips teasingly with what is lovingly held between my trembling thighs

He'd better hurry this girl was hot enough to met an ice cube a cookie would be easy...

 

[Last_Rider]

I wait patiently as she teases me a bit, her lips are wonderful and soft. I could so easily lose myself in them. Then I sense her motions and smell her arousal. I can't help the grin as she lowers herself onto me. My mouth opens and first I nibble the cookie, my lips just brushing her heated skin.

"Mmm, I taste a hint of Angel."

My tongue sneaks out, pulling at the treat and her skin. I slowly nibble her and sweet treat, tongue pushing into her folds as the cookie disappears and only her skin remains. Push through the folds, lick up and down, swirl through the depths, flick just around her clit.

"Mmmm"

I hum softly as I enjoy my treat.

 

[yeishia]

"You are such a clever boy," I purr adding a heavy dosage of ambrosia to his sensual angel treat.

My head falls back as I savor my... er his enjoyment perhaps even more than he is.....

"Mmmmmmmmmmm,"

I am smiling as I arch my belly forwards pushing down into his wicked tongue as my needy clit claims first dance with its sensual suitor.

I have totally forgotten about the poor remainder of the cookie sitting forlornly on the plate.

 

[Last_Rider]

My tongue moves with her body, finding her clit and lavishing it with attention. Slowly I coax it out, then down into my mouth. Now safe in the warmth of my mouth my tongue works her clit again, flicking back and forth. Her taste is hot on my tongue, driving me further and further.

"Mmmm,"

I hum again, teeth gently applying pressure to the base of her clit as my tongue works the rest of it.

 

[yeishia]

o.m.g. death by cookie .....

This was so much better than I imagined a cookie could be .

Braced on my hands, supple torso bent backwards to bow-like perfection I try to hold off my impending orgasm as he plays my soft flesh in a way no other man has ever ...

I can smell our combined arousal intermingled with cooling cookie.

I am suddenly ravenous!

"Riiiiiiider," I groan out. "pleeeeeeeese."

 

[Last_Rider]

I can sense her fighting the orgasm, prolonging it. I grin around her flesh, she is so wonderful. I work her body, licking and sucking softly, nibbling very gently on her clit as she begins to move. I hear her, her plea, her voice, it is wonderful to hear. I move, my hands now on her hips, holding her as my tongue lavishes her, stroking the length of her sex.

"Yes my Angel, cum for me."

Words as I suck her clit, lick her entrance, my mouth and tongue are everywhere on her. We both want this, both need this. She wont resist much longer, my tongue toys with her clit again and again. I know she will cum.

 

[yeishia]

I hate edging ...I am so lying...he is the master of that game but tonight he knows my needs ...our needs

"Yes my Angel, cum for me."

I hold back a second longer simply because I can and then surrender to this man I love so very much .

I give him all of me ...

"Yesssssssss."

I balance with one hand a mass of tiny convulsions while somehow I manage to free his manhood from its hiding place.

Acting on instinct alone... dragging myself from his sinful mouth I press backwards still in the throws of orgasm to impale myself on his hard hot length as if my very life depended on the action.

"Ohhh"

At which point one orgasm ended and another began and my world exploded!

I arched forwards and found his lips my eyes seeking his. "God I love you my dark angel...Mine"

 

[Last_Rider]

I am lost when I feel her start to cum. Then she is gone, and I am confused. Only for a moment, then I feel her body taking me into her. I am home again as she convulses.

"I love you too."

Our lips meet as our hips begin to move. I am amazed at how much giving to her turns me on, and my own release wont long be denied. We move together, lips joined, delicious friction and passion building and building.

"God, so much."

 

[yeishia]

His motions, his words, his love ...potent aphrodisiacs!

I scoop up the rest of the cookie as I slowly ride him and press it to his lips,my tongue edging it inwards, as our kiss deepens the chocolate confection shared by us both.

I clean his mouth as I continue to ride him slow and easy then I pull away scooping up the left over cream and dabbing it on to my nipples before offering them in turn to him to him

Mmmmmmm nice, my nipples ache with lust and love.

Slow and easy up and down his length I ride driving him to the bring of madness then I smile and increase my pace as I begin to fuck him with wild abandon my breast bouncing in tandem with my motions.

"Your turn my love," I order as I suddenly change my tactics and grind around his cock, my inner muscles clamping him with devastating hardness.

"Now!"

I wanting him scalding my womb; I would have him cum and I with him....