Soliloquium: Reflections on my World.

[yeishia]

This was written for we two I do believe my love.

Love is a thing shared by two
Love is what you feel for me and you
Love is precious when its shared
Love is danger when its dared

Love wanders and searches for the one
Love plays and just do it for fun
Love lets you hear love songs to emote
Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote

Love makes the world go around
Love makes us happy if the one we love
is finally found
Love turns the world upside down
Love cheers us never with a frown

Love makes you cry
Love sacrifices and says goodbye
Love has its own reason and time
Love can make someone you love "mine"

Love makes a person kiss
Love makes a person miss
Love is experienced by all
Love conquers when you fall.

By Dareen


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[Last_Rider]

Happy Birthday my love, a little something I saw and thought of you

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[yeishia]

As I wander into Solliquium and see my card I cannot help but smile it is simply exquisite.

"Thank you my dark angel."

 

[Last_Rider]

I can't help but smile when I see her smile, it brightens everything. I bring a gift wrapped box from behind my back. It is small, but inside are a collection of special nipple clamps for us.

"I have this, and something else for you."

This gift is unwrapped, and rests on a couch, ready for her to explore it.

 

[yeishia]

I unwrap the small box and am delighted by its content ..so perfect...so us.

My dark angel leads me to the couch and my eyes light up as I spy my main gift knowing exactly what it is.

I have coveted one for so long and now....

I trail my finger across the box and flip open the lid immediately wrestling with whom should be the recipient of its fiery seductive caresses first.

I turn and standing on tippy toe wrap my arms around him placing happy kisses all over his face and neck.

"perfect my love, thank you so much!"

 

[Last_Rider]

I couldn't repress my grin of delight even if I'd wanted too. Watching her eyes as she opened her presents, the way she seemed to brighten.

Soon she was holding me, her lips covering my face and neck.

"I am very glad you like them my love."

I return her kisses, holding her soft warmth close to me. This precious Angel, this light that brightens the world around her.

 

[yeishia]

Returns home and makes myself some hot cocoa whereupon I curl up in front of the fire and am soon lost to the world in a time gone by...

 

[Last_Rider]

I find my Angel relaxing on the couch with cocoa and slip beside her, one arm going about her shoulders.

"Hello my love."

 

[yeishia]

I lean into the comfort of his arms happy that he has found me.

" I have missed you my love , more than you can know ." my head tilts up my eyes smiling into his as I wait in anticipation for the kiss that I am sure will follow.

 

[Last_Rider]

I smile into her eyes at her words, then dip my head to give her the long slow kiss we both need. Our lips meet like silken fire, slowly spreading from our lips to encompass every fiber of our being. It breaks just as slowly as it started, my eyes meeting hers again.

"I've missed you too. More than you know."

 

[yeishia]

I return to Soliloquium happy to notice that the Vassal staff have kept it in pristine condition ...

I have missed my second home.

Easter...

I have just returned from a duty brunch and am feeling very fragile, I pour myself a Pineapple Fizz and curl up in one corner of my couch wishing...

 

[Last_Rider]

I can sense her, and wander back into her domain, her second home. I see her curled on her couch and move up behind her, slipping my hands over her eyes.

"Guess who?"

Before she can answer I climb over the couch and settle beside her, one arm around her shoulders, pulling her close and giving her a soft kiss in greeting.

 

[yeishia]

I feel his arms slide around me and finally begin to relax happy to feel safe once more.

"I have missed you my love," I whisper against his neck.

 

[Last_Rider]

I smile at her words, my other arm going about her body, holding her close, safe in my arms.

"I've missed you too, but I am very glad to spend time with you."

One hand slides up and down her back softly, both of us relaxing into the couch, feeling the comfort of each other so close.

 

[yeishia]

"Today has been a bad day my love I am so glad you are here and I can forget."

I lean into him and wrap my arms around him taking comfort from the love I clearly feel.

 

[Last_Rider]

My hands softly stroke her back, her hair, just little reminders of my presence.

"I am glad to help in any way my love, you know that."

 

[yeishia]

I begin to relax my eyes fluttering closed as I feel his glorious finger working at the knots in my shoulders and back. " Mmmmmmmmmm, how did I get this lucky?

 

[Last_Rider]

My fingers work her shoulders and her neck, finding little pockets of tension and deftly coaxing them to unwind and release.

"You're a good person, and eventually good things happen to good people."

Now her upper back, slowly, gently, using my palms to soothe the muscles under her skin.

 

[yeishia]

Smiling at his words I feel myself begin to float drifting on a bubble of bliss wishing his words were true.

I truly believe in Karma which is why I refuse to openly fight here on Lit ..for there is simply no real need.

But still ...good things ...prehaps sin my next life time for I am obviously paying my dues in this one.

Except for my love...he is a blessing.

I twist in his arms pressing my soft lips to his moaning gently as I make my wished very clear.....

 

[Last_Rider]

I feel her twist, feel her lips on mine, and return her soft kiss, feeling the stirrings of heat between us.

"Que sera sera."

 

[yeishia]

"Que sera sera."


"Mmmmmmm I feel us drifting, my tummy is already doing summersaults ....."

 

[yeishia]

I am smiling as I return to Solliquium the Vassal staff are building a special addition a small bedroom hidden in the grounds of the secret garden.

Tis perfection ...
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[yeishia]

Lit is very busy tonight and so I seek the refuge of my own small space. Looking at the print Shy had once given me, it graces one wall and as always fills me with the sense of peace and tranquility I need.

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I am happy to see that my bedroom is complete, and for a while I busy myself finishing off the small personal touches that will make it uniquely mine.

Returning to the main room I open the french doors allowing the subtle scents of the garden to permeate my lounge. "Mmmmm perfection." The night is balmy and warm, tis wondrous, perhaps later I shall take a walk down to the pond , it has been a while since I have visited my fishy friends.

I am alone tonight as my love has been snagged by the real world... to stay or go? Finally I decide to make myself a pineapple fizz curl up on my comfy sofa with a book and read awhile.

 

[yeishia]

Back in my small corner of Lit I sit curled up in one corner of my comfy couch ...I feel cold to the bone...another sleepless night in the world of the living, the fire is blazing and even though the night is hot and sultry I simply cannot seem to get warm.

Lit is changing and in my heart I know that I must go, I cannot change to roll with its newest evolution I tried before and failed ...I can only be me. I pull a small throw rug around my trembling form and sink lower still seeking more warmth to to ease the chil wrapped around my weary heart.

I begin to softly sing the refrain frm the song I love " I am who I am, and who I am is..." my voice trails off...

Who am I?

I become lost in my thoughts as I stare into the dancing flames.

 

[yeishia]

I must have fallen asleep at some point for I found myself taking a trip down memory lane...a place i rarely allow my mind to go.

I see the silhouette of a man and run into his outstretched arms. The music plays and we begin to dance...

For a single second I am home, my cheek resting on his shoulder, his arms holding me close and safe once more...

But Not For Me

Ella Fitzgerald

They're writing songs of love - but not for me
A lucky star's above - but not for me
With love to lead the way I've found more clouds of gray
Than any Russian play - could guarantee

I was a fool to fall - and get that way
Hi ho alas and also lackaday
Although I can't dismiss
The memory of his kiss
I guess he's not for me

I was a fool to fall - and get that way
Hi ho alas and also lackaday
Although I can't dismiss
The memory of his kiss
I guess he's not for me

He fades from my arms and I find myself dancing alone

I inhale the familiar scent he has left behind

It is all I have.

I guess he's not for me, he never was.




My eyes flutter open I savor the remnants of the brief memory loath to move... I would hold on a moment longer...

The image is replaced by that of my love and smiling I stretch feeling his body close to mine placed there by the strength of my love for him.

My dark angel...he completes me in the here and now.

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