Sucked my first cock.

That's so awesome! I'm so jealous!
I'd love to feel my first cock, and I'm very sure I'd get VERY into it and swallow every drop before begging for more
 
Thanks to all you guys :)



I don't know, this has been a pretty big first step for me. It would be nice to meet some new guys at my college with similar interests ;)

This should be easy to arrange, your college must have an LGBT society of some sort and for obvious reasons they'll probably be good at receiving newbies, and will probably have things like tours of the local gay bars for interested newbies. If you're in the closet or are shy about your sexuality, you can probably contact them and arrange to meet someone sympathetic first, or ask which are their more discrete events.
So, cocksucker, when are you going get your anal cherry popped? ;)
Anyway, happy cocksucking.
 
I finally went through with it. Met up with someone from the internet for a quick mutual blow and go. Once I started to get the hang of it and gauged how much of him I could take in my mouth at once I really started getting into it. I even swallowed his whole load afterward. I can definitely see myself doing something like this again.

well done you ,and now you know what i have been raving about ,lol.x
 
About 2 months I finally sucked a cock, after chatting with an older man for several months I went to his house and got naked with him. I was amazed at how natural it felt and I too swallowed every drop. I have been back several times and i love sucking and swallowing, next I want to be fucked.
When I sucked my first cock it wasn't planned. I have had men come on to me since I was young. I would let them suck me and liked it, but didn't think I was gay or bi, and wasn't interested in sucking them. Then I had a guy who gave me a great BJ, and then he told me to suck him. I told him I didn't do that, but he started pushing me around and finally forced his hard cock into my mouth. He held my head and fucked my mouth until he filled my mouth with his cum. I had to swallow, as he was pulling my head and holding his cock in my mouth. I actually liked the taste and the feeling of making his cock shoot into my mouth, so I am hooked on sucking now.
 
I did once, but it was so long ago. I'm ready to do it again. I'm sure I will.

My first was long, long ago when I was young. I was kind of made to do it. Never thought of doing it again until recently. The first one I really count is the one I wanted to suck last year and it was incredible! I know now why women like to do their man. The feel of it your mouth is wonderful and knowing how much pleasure you are giving him is something very special.
 
When I was around 10 or 12 my best friend and I would pitch a tent (literally) in the backyard on summer nights and stay there. Late, when we knew all were asleep we would suck each other until we couldn't cum anymore.

But the years passed and I lived a straight life without much thought of that time. I just considered myself unusually open minded for my age at the time, tried something different (for a couple of years) and was done with it. My friend grew into a life as a gay man and as far as I know was happy until he passed away a few years ago. In the meantime I've been married 3 times and am still married.

In my twenties I met my current best friend. We played in bands together and learned to program computers together and similarly grew together through the years. But there was never anything sexual about it at all. Once, at his house I was looking at his computer and found some pictures of she males. I've always known he was an open minded thinker but I hadn't considered this interest of his. He has married and has children, though his wife passed away a couple of years ago (car accident). He now lives about 1500 miles from me but we are still in contact almost daily.

A few weeks ago I became interested in anal stimulation. I won't bore you with the details (as I have been doing here - sorry) but I acquired a dildo and a butt plug in an effort to satisfy my new found sexuality. Then my friend came to mind. I couldn't get him out of my mind, I mean the thought of his cock in my mouth, and him fucking me. It got me (and still does) very aroused, and was sort of driving me nuts.

So I finally got up the courage to tell him about it. Fortunately, he took it very well. In fact he pretty much got into the idea. For a week or so we emailed back and forth about what we would like to do, etc. He wants to suck my cock as well and that's also a huge turn on for me. Then those conversations sort of faded and nothing sexual was said between us for a couple of weeks. Well, two days ago I was on the phone with him and he confessed that he had been going wild with the thoughts of us, and almost flew here to, in his words, "rape my ass." And he had to cool off a bit before doing anything rash.

Well, wouldn't that have been nice? Yes, it would, but not practical at all and certainly not convenient; both of us having family that would be shocked if not out and out crushed by such an event. Trying to come up with some sort of cover story would be Very difficult.

So that brings me (finally) to why I'm posting here. I have never considered myself gay. I really don't now, though I'm certainly open to the idea. And I would be Bi - I love my wife dearly. But at 60 years old I'm afraid I have to muster up some fantasies to get excited by her sexually. I know, that's sad, but what are you going to do?

So I'm rather stuck. I do have the desires. I'm fairly assaulted by them. I want to suck a cock and I want to get fucked. But my only thoughts have been about my friend so far away. That will most likely not happen anytime soon. I live in a rural community where everyone knows everyone's business, so finding a partner here is futile, I'm sure. I could go to the next town, it's a bit larger, but explaining to my wife why I need to go alone would be . . . well, she likes to go everywhere with me. And she already thinks I would be happier with a younger, more attractive woman and is very insecure about it. That may be true, but if she only knew... However, I would not leave her for either a woman or a man.

But I still long to feel a cock in my mouth, and to be gently fucked (I'm not as young as I was and getting slammed doesn't appeal to me at all). So.. any advice. I've poured myself out here in the hopes of finding a sympathetic ear with perhaps some ideas of how I should handle this.

Sorry for the lengthy post, but it's the only way I knew how to present the situation.
 
....I would not leave her for either a woman or a man.

But I still long to feel a cock in my mouth, and to be gently fucked (I'm not as young as I was and getting slammed doesn't appeal to me at all). So.. any advice. I've poured myself out here in the hopes of finding a sympathetic ear with perhaps some ideas of how I should handle this.

Sorry for the lengthy post, but it's the only way I knew how to present the situation.
You could certainly use a hobby, something that required you to do some traveling....
 
When I was around 10 or 12 my best friend and I would pitch a tent (literally) in the backyard on summer nights and stay there. Late, when we knew all were asleep we would suck each other until we couldn't cum anymore.

But the years passed and I lived a straight life without much thought of that time. I just considered myself unusually open minded for my age at the time, tried something different (for a couple of years) and was done with it. My friend grew into a life as a gay man and as far as I know was happy until he passed away a few years ago. In the meantime I've been married 3 times and am still married.

In my twenties I met my current best friend. We played in bands together and learned to program computers together and similarly grew together through the years. But there was never anything sexual about it at all. Once, at his house I was looking at his computer and found some pictures of she males. I've always known he was an open minded thinker but I hadn't considered this interest of his. He has married and has children, though his wife passed away a couple of years ago (car accident). He now lives about 1500 miles from me but we are still in contact almost daily.

A few weeks ago I became interested in anal stimulation. I won't bore you with the details (as I have been doing here - sorry) but I acquired a dildo and a butt plug in an effort to satisfy my new found sexuality. Then my friend came to mind. I couldn't get him out of my mind, I mean the thought of his cock in my mouth, and him fucking me. It got me (and still does) very aroused, and was sort of driving me nuts.

So I finally got up the courage to tell him about it. Fortunately, he took it very well. In fact he pretty much got into the idea. For a week or so we emailed back and forth about what we would like to do, etc. He wants to suck my cock as well and that's also a huge turn on for me. Then those conversations sort of faded and nothing sexual was said between us for a couple of weeks. Well, two days ago I was on the phone with him and he confessed that he had been going wild with the thoughts of us, and almost flew here to, in his words, "rape my ass." And he had to cool off a bit before doing anything rash.

Well, wouldn't that have been nice? Yes, it would, but not practical at all and certainly not convenient; both of us having family that would be shocked if not out and out crushed by such an event. Trying to come up with some sort of cover story would be Very difficult.

So that brings me (finally) to why I'm posting here. I have never considered myself gay. I really don't now, though I'm certainly open to the idea. And I would be Bi - I love my wife dearly. But at 60 years old I'm afraid I have to muster up some fantasies to get excited by her sexually. I know, that's sad, but what are you going to do?

So I'm rather stuck. I do have the desires. I'm fairly assaulted by them. I want to suck a cock and I want to get fucked. But my only thoughts have been about my friend so far away. That will most likely not happen anytime soon. I live in a rural community where everyone knows everyone's business, so finding a partner here is futile, I'm sure. I could go to the next town, it's a bit larger, but explaining to my wife why I need to go alone would be . . . well, she likes to go everywhere with me. And she already thinks I would be happier with a younger, more attractive woman and is very insecure about it. That may be true, but if she only knew... However, I would not leave her for either a woman or a man.

But I still long to feel a cock in my mouth, and to be gently fucked (I'm not as young as I was and getting slammed doesn't appeal to me at all). So.. any advice. I've poured myself out here in the hopes of finding a sympathetic ear with perhaps some ideas of how I should handle this.

Sorry for the lengthy post, but it's the only way I knew how to present the situation.

Thanks, Sepulchre, that was fascinating. :)

But don't apologise for long posts!

How the hell could anyone describe what it was like to suck their first cock in under 500 words? I could read 5,000 words about your sexual situation and it would be even more arousing!

The site is called Literotica, not Twiterotic.

The people who should apologise are those that think "I chatted a guy on the Internet, we met at a bar and I sucked his dick. The End." is sufficient. That sucks. No pun intended.

Well, fuck, maybe it is best we can hope for in today's world of twitter and texting. But what a barren world we live in if all we have is twits.

Thanks again, Sepulchre for digging deeper, examining your life and share with us. It's a brave thing to do.
 
Thanks, lustatopia. I can get long winded, I know. But like you, I abhor society's new abbreviated form of what some would call "communication". The "Lit" in Literotic is what got me here to begin with. So, thanks again. Gotta love this place!
 
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