BillyWalrus
Senile old fool
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When I read a story like yours, how I wish everyone in your circumstances could have had the same good fortune as my girlfriend.I will admit, seeing trans women made me understand that I am attracted to female presenting persons, i.e. women of the cis and trans variety, anyone who passes very strongly, really.
Sometimes not that strongly but at least halfway there.
And then I spent a lot of time talking to trans persons and realized it explained about 30 years of my life. I had been successful in dating women and romancing them and having sex but I never, ever accepted my own body.
Did not like presenting male. Hated seeing myself in the mirror.
I'm attractive to SOMEONE for sure but I couldn't accept myself. I never will be able to, not like this.
But.
I know that's what my deal is, and what to do about it if I choose to. For now, I'm growing my hair long, dropping as much weight as possible so I can have a more slender and petite frame instead of being too masculine, and shaving from below the top of my head down. And looking for the sorts of clothes I wish to wear when I transition.
Black lacy and sheer lingerie, garter belts... silky robes and feminine pajamas, mostly sleep wear and the occasional outfit I can be seen out and about with. But with my girlfriend only. I am dressing to impress, because dressing out in public and being visibly mannish in any way, is a one way ticket to violence or state persecution or being thrown out of a public toilet or sexually assaulted inside one due to the erroneous belief that presenting feminine means attracted to males.
No.
And also, no means no in general, you absolute cuntwaffle.
(NOT YOU, Billy)
But you try explaining that to a 7 foot tall 250 pound pile of testosterone and muscle and the IQ of a hermit crab, with a criminal record.
No thanks, I'm dressing like a man in public until I have a girlfriend, sorry.
Being accepted since the time she was a pre-school girl by both her family and community. Being respected and treated as a woman by everyone as she lives her life (no woman's restroom issues for her ever!).
Why is it that a Third World country like the Philippines or Thailand does SO MUCH better for its transgender citizens than the First World countries? There is no comparison. In many ways the First World is a complete disgrace with no redeeming qualities whatsoever.