The Bunny Thread

I meant do you like the idea of it?

It's not gonna happen for a while, Cookie has pretty heavy caring responsibilities she cannot up and leave.

Oh, yes, I love the idea. I'm just unfortunately not in a position where I can do much traveling at the moment.
 
This post is just me being tragic. Nothing to see here; move right along. (Cross-posted from my Tumblr.)


I had to drive right past the road he lives on today, for the first time since I lost him, and it got to me a lot more than I thought it would.

I pretend like I'm getting better, but I'm not. I'd say the only thing I'm getting better at is pretending, but I suspect I'm not actually fooling anyone, least of all myself.

I'm so angry. I fucking hate that bastard for leading me on, lying to me, using me, and then throwing me away when he was finished without a single fucking word. I hate him so much.

But I still love him.

Goddammit.

In my weak moments, I wonder and worry about him. He's more self-destructive than I am, and I used to be the one he'd come to when it all got to be too much. And even though he's made it clear he wants nothing to do with me, I can't help but worry. Is he ok? God, I hope so.

Anger gets me through the day, and liquor gets me through the evening. But still, it's rare that a night goes by that I don't hide in my bed under the covers and whisper, "Daddy, please come back."

I'm not going to be ok for a long, long time.
 
I pretend like I'm getting better, but I'm not. I'd say the only thing I'm getting better at is pretending, but I suspect I'm not actually fooling anyone, least of all myself.

I know it sounds trite but, "fake it 'till you make it" does have a certain kernel of truth in it.

We love you hunni-bunni. :heart:
 
This post is just me being tragic. Nothing to see here; move right along. (Cross-posted from my Tumblr.)

I had to drive right past the road he lives on today, for the first time since I lost him, and it got to me a lot more than I thought it would.

I pretend like I'm getting better, but I'm not. I'd say the only thing I'm getting better at is pretending, but I suspect I'm not actually fooling anyone, least of all myself.

I'm so angry. I fucking hate that bastard for leading me on, lying to me, using me, and then throwing me away when he was finished without a single fucking word. I hate him so much.

But I still love him.

Goddammit.

In my weak moments, I wonder and worry about him. He's more self-destructive than I am, and I used to be the one he'd come to when it all got to be too much. And even though he's made it clear he wants nothing to do with me, I can't help but worry. Is he ok? God, I hope so.

Anger gets me through the day, and liquor gets me through the evening. But still, it's rare that a night goes by that I don't hide in my bed under the covers and whisper, "Daddy, please come back."

I'm not going to be ok for a long, long time.

It's so fucking hard. It really is. Hang on until it's easier.

I'm kind of partial to this, and especially the last line for you:

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It's so fucking hard. It really is. Hang on until it's easier.

I'm kind of partial to this, and especially the last line for you:

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Bunny...DGE speaks truth.
This is not to say that living through this pain is not hard. It is. And it's gonna be.
Keep plodding forward. Be kind to yourself.
Try not to drink too much.
It WILL get easier. I know it doesn't feel like it now. But it will. Honest.
 
I so wanna kick this guy's ass for Bunny.
But that would probably get him in the hospital, me in jail and Bunny more upset.

The sentiment is there though. :heart:
 
This post is just me being tragic. Nothing to see here; move right along. (Cross-posted from my Tumblr.)


I had to drive right past the road he lives on today, for the first time since I lost him, and it got to me a lot more than I thought it would.

I pretend like I'm getting better, but I'm not. I'd say the only thing I'm getting better at is pretending, but I suspect I'm not actually fooling anyone, least of all myself.

I'm so angry. I fucking hate that bastard for leading me on, lying to me, using me, and then throwing me away when he was finished without a single fucking word. I hate him so much.

But I still love him.

Goddammit.

In my weak moments, I wonder and worry about him. He's more self-destructive than I am, and I used to be the one he'd come to when it all got to be too much. And even though he's made it clear he wants nothing to do with me, I can't help but worry. Is he ok? God, I hope so.

Anger gets me through the day, and liquor gets me through the evening. But still, it's rare that a night goes by that I don't hide in my bed under the covers and whisper, "Daddy, please come back."

I'm not going to be ok for a long, long time.



Hugs for you Bun-miester.

I've looked in from time to time on you here.

I wish I had, or anyone had, anything that would wrap this up and make it all better for you. I do.

Quite a few folks here have some good words and fine feelings here for you. Lean on them, on us.

As an aside, Azul has a really great voice, may be he can be convinced to do a happy song for us all? And not the Barney song like last time, eh?

Get it all out, dear.

You are doing the best you can. :rose:



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Hi to Bunz

This post is just me being tragic. Nothing to see here; move right along. (Cross-posted from my Tumblr.)


I had to drive right past the road he lives on today, for the first time since I lost him, and it got to me a lot more than I thought it would.

I pretend like I'm getting better, but I'm not. I'd say the only thing I'm getting better at is pretending, but I suspect I'm not actually fooling anyone, least of all myself.

I'm so angry. I fucking hate that bastard for leading me on, lying to me, using me, and then throwing me away when he was finished without a single fucking word. I hate him so much.

But I still love him.

Goddammit.

In my weak moments, I wonder and worry about him. He's more self-destructive than I am, and I used to be the one he'd come to when it all got to be too much. And even though he's made it clear he wants nothing to do with me, I can't help but worry. Is he ok? God, I hope so.

Anger gets me through the day, and liquor gets me through the evening. But still, it's rare that a night goes by that I don't hide in my bed under the covers and whisper, "Daddy, please come back."

I'm not going to be ok for a long, long time.

I prolly dont belong on this thread, but its interesting. I am in no position to give anyone advice, but lemme tell U a story of me and my woman. I became a widower suddenly, at 69. Met her on dating site; she had been widowed and dating for 14 years. A mismatch. We travelled, loved it, took her all over USA and to Paris, where she broke a hip. She travels well, is sexy, pretty, and not a mean bone in her. In March 2016, she "set me free." But, I had a trip to Germany booked, and wanted her to see Europe a bit. Did it, got back about a year ago, and decided she needed to see Ireland. Did it in April, now still breaking up. There isnt any sex; I am unfit for a commitment.

I am determined to be her friend; and we still date. I talk, email, txt or chat on IM daily. I keep in touch with my friend. She is hurt more than me, but I wont go away. In many ways we are good for each other. I keep thinking, why cant she have a friend? Her kids hate my guts, of course. So now, on a date, we sneak around so as to hide from her kids; which is funny as hell. I should write a note, and ask if its OK for a friend to take granny on a roadtrip, if I promise not to fuck her.

The point: she was a friend first. Excellent character and personality. I think you are lucky to be rid of this selfish bozo. You are young, the world is a big place and your dating pool.Lit is a peach. I suspect you did not pick well. I think the reason B and I are so close is that we are, and shall remain, dear friends. Maybe we are both fools, but we do for each other, and every man needs a lady friend with whom to share.
 
I prolly dont belong on this thread, but its interesting. I am in no position to give anyone advice, but lemme tell U a story of me and my woman. I became a widower suddenly, at 69. Met her on dating site; she had been widowed and dating for 14 years. A mismatch. We travelled, loved it, took her all over USA and to Paris, where she broke a hip. She travels well, is sexy, pretty, and not a mean bone in her. In March 2016, she "set me free." But, I had a trip to Germany booked, and wanted her to see Europe a bit. Did it, got back about a year ago, and decided she needed to see Ireland. Did it in April, now still breaking up. There isnt any sex; I am unfit for a commitment.

I am determined to be her friend; and we still date. I talk, email, txt or chat on IM daily. I keep in touch with my friend. She is hurt more than me, but I wont go away. In many ways we are good for each other. I keep thinking, why cant she have a friend? Her kids hate my guts, of course. So now, on a date, we sneak around so as to hide from her kids; which is funny as hell. I should write a note, and ask if its OK for a friend to take granny on a roadtrip, if I promise not to fuck her.

The point: she was a friend first. Excellent character and personality. I think you are lucky to be rid of this selfish bozo. You are young, the world is a big place and your dating pool.Lit is a peach. I suspect you did not pick well. I think the reason B and I are so close is that we are, and shall remain, dear friends. Maybe we are both fools, but we do for each other, and every man needs a lady friend with whom to share.

Why wouldn't you belong in this thread?

I agree with you. The friendship is the most important part. It really is.
 
Well, Far....

Why wouldn't you belong in this thread?

I agree with you. The friendship is the most important part. It really is.

It seemed to me that it was built for female Litsters, after I read it a bit.
 
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