Thinkings, feelings and...doings ~ 2013

LT: I really, really, really hope I don't have to drive today.

F: Utterly horrific. Head cold plus lady week plus throat infection plus sore back... I need some TLC.

D: Going to work to give TLC to others.

sobs quietly, blows her nose which is already quite red
 
Feeling like I'm finally back on the horse again.
One post down a bunch more to go.
 
LT : It's nice to go out and hang with friends... it sucks when it brings up thoughts you'd rather not be reminded of.
Feeling: A bit lonely tonight.
Doing: Watching some hopefully mind numbing tv.
 
Thinking: Want to find some new friends

Feeling: Obsessing about outcome of job interview.... hate waiting

Doing: Literotica... listening to podcasts!
 
LT ~ Halfway through, I can do this! :D

Feeling ~ Tired but determined.

Doing ~ Saving, backing up and heading to bed
 
The ESPYs really had a few nice moments. Caitlyn Jenner made a tremendous speech and the most of the platform she was afforded. But, to me, nothing beats Devon Still speaking about his five year old daughter's battle with cancer and then Lauren Hill's parents accepting the award on her behalf.

Lauren Hill, while given a nice little tribute, had a much larger story. Her ability to acknowledge fear in the face of certain death, the slow loss of function and articulation, and willingness to show the ugly reality of her cancer's progress was something that really struck me.

I watched this report. This was not on ESPN. This was not on national TV. It should have been.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b8Jil0liOU4
 
LT ~ I've missed the sun

Feeling ~ Delightfully hot

Doing ~ Precious little for the first time since the weekend
 
LT: HELLO WEEKEND YOU SEXY BITCH!!!

F: Instantly relaxed.

D: Lying sprawled across my bed. Still wearing my tunic. But that doesn't matter because FRIDAY.
 
Going on a date tomorrow night... a FIRST date.:) Not sure what to wear. Provocative? What if we don't click? What if we do? Maybe a hint of suggestion on the outside and something sexy underneath... just in case!!:rolleyes:
 
Thinking : I want to hate him I want to slap the crap out of him

Feeling : Sooo friggin pissed it is not even funny.

Doing : Containing all that anger and watching Henry Danger with my youngest.
 
Thinking - I didn't get laid last night (first date)
Feeling - Conflicted about it because he was quite nice
Doing - Waiting for him to ask me out again.
 
Feeling a lot better after a dip in the pool (RL pool, not the lounge pool)

:D
 
Thinking... I'm exhausted but a night of no sleep will do that.

Feeling... Scared, and disheartened.

Doing... Petting the cat and submitting more applications.
 
LT: Some threads need to come with trigger warnings.

F: in my early twenties. Insecure, uncomfortable, and a bit sick.

D: Going to go to work and try and forget about what I just read. And try again, like I do on what seems like too often a basis, to tell myself it's okay that I am who I am and I like what I like. And the past is where it is, not the future. I own that.

grimaces
 
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