Phoenix Stone
Literotica Guru
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- Jan 25, 2004
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Sorry Master Nico, guess I've really hijacked this time....
Oh, maybe I need to start a new thread with a new name -- Mindfuck lite? Mindplay?
Mine aren't on the cruel end, and maybe don't even belong in bdsm?
Nor on the General Board.
Don't know where they DO belong. But you all have been very kind about letting me try to figure it out here. I'm trying to figure out how one goes about figuring out what works. Other than trial and error. If there's no special name for your kink.
Ah well.... Will keep looking around. I SOOoooo miss that feeling I got once or twice a month or two ago.... That feeling I'd lost since... maybe puberty? Of being on a new track, getting a physical rush up the inside of my thighs, like a blush from my crotch all the way up to my chin....
And I gave it up. Gave up a direct route, that was giving me those feelings. Pulled the plug on what i was doing because it was wrong. That rush of feelings so strong it pulled me like a wave, like undertow... and I resisted. With help I pulled back. Now I'm trying to figure out what did it. Was it taboo? Was it losing control? Was it the feeling of being played? Words? Was it words? I love words. And my dh doesn't like to talk. So I talk here. Sorry, I rant. This is a rant. Guess I better go find a better more suitable place for it.
Sorry Nico and thanks. Hope you get lots of nice, evil mindfucks here, to make up for it, reward you for your patience.
Oh, maybe I need to start a new thread with a new name -- Mindfuck lite? Mindplay?
Mine aren't on the cruel end, and maybe don't even belong in bdsm?
Nor on the General Board.
Don't know where they DO belong. But you all have been very kind about letting me try to figure it out here. I'm trying to figure out how one goes about figuring out what works. Other than trial and error. If there's no special name for your kink.
Ah well.... Will keep looking around. I SOOoooo miss that feeling I got once or twice a month or two ago.... That feeling I'd lost since... maybe puberty? Of being on a new track, getting a physical rush up the inside of my thighs, like a blush from my crotch all the way up to my chin....
And I gave it up. Gave up a direct route, that was giving me those feelings. Pulled the plug on what i was doing because it was wrong. That rush of feelings so strong it pulled me like a wave, like undertow... and I resisted. With help I pulled back. Now I'm trying to figure out what did it. Was it taboo? Was it losing control? Was it the feeling of being played? Words? Was it words? I love words. And my dh doesn't like to talk. So I talk here. Sorry, I rant. This is a rant. Guess I better go find a better more suitable place for it.
Sorry Nico and thanks. Hope you get lots of nice, evil mindfucks here, to make up for it, reward you for your patience.