Are you?

It wasn't that he was outwardly more masculine - it was that he was "the man" in our encounter. Perhaps something only another total bottom can understand. I have no desire to be sucked or to fuck but totally the opposite.
My gf is a super feminine transgender woman who is not masculine in any way except sexually. So I understand exactly what you are saying.
 
Cumpup39 commented that "our faggot brains are different." That's what I've come to believe, too. I've never topped and don't feel I'm "wired" like most men are to do so. My whole desire since I first sensed sexual desire has always been to be taken by a man, to lie under him. It's a mental thing even more than physical. When I came hands-free under a wonderful Malay gentleman, he told me I was a total bottom and I came to admit he was totally correct. It wasn't that he was outwardly more masculine - it was that he was "the man" in our encounter. Perhaps something only another total bottom can understand. I have no desire to be sucked or to fuck but totally the opposite.
Absolutely. That's me.
 
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