BDSM Radio dedication hour

[A Desert Rose]

Out of Touch
Daryl Hall

Shake it up is all that we know using the bodies up as we go

I'm waking up to fantasy

The shades all around aren't the colors we used to see.
Broken ice still melts in the sun
And ties that are broken can often be one again.
We're soul alone and soul really matters to me.

You're out of touch
I'm out of time

But I'm out of my head when you're not around -
You're out of touch
I'm out of time
. . .

Reaching out for something to hold
Looking for a love where the climate is cold.
Manic moves and drowsy dreams
Or living in the middle between the two extremes.
Smoking guns hot to the touch
Would cool down if we didn't use them so much.
We're soul alone and soul really matters to me too much.

You're out of touch
I'm out of time
. . .
You're out of touch
I'm out of time

 

[landcruisergal]

The Beast concrete blonde

the prey of the beast screamed
bloody murder
the line is so fine between
hoping and hurting
former believers they beg for release
as love looking down on them
smiles and picks his teeth

trapped in between heaven and hell
he knows all the secrets
and dont want to tell
theres nowhere to run and there's
nowhere to hide
love knows you too well
he will find you

love is the ghost haunting your head
love was the killer you thought was your friend
love is the creature who lives in the dark
sneaks up will stick you
and painfully pick you apart

love is a poet, love sings the song
pointing the finger you follow along
voices are calling
the monster wants out of you
paws you and claws you, you try not to fall

love is the leech, sucking you up
love is the vampire, drunk on your blood
love is the beast that will tear out your heart
hungrily lick it
and painfully pick it apart

love is the ghost, haunting your head
love is the killer you thought was your friend
love is the teacher who lives in the dark
sneak up and stick you
and painfully pick you apart

 

[Kajira Callista]

I hate you,
I love you,
leave,
dont go away...
I cant decide if I like your face
or if i wish it woulds stay away.

Your a child but you're malicious.
You're sweet but dont remember my name.
Heads i win,
tails I'm lost,
Love equals pain.

I'm drifting without an anchor,
through your ambiguous region,
strange continent immune to all reason,
and im flattered by your grey matter.


Inside my skin,
I feel your tongue,
Its telling me I'm dirty and licking my bones.
A scrape against the silence,
a knife against a plate,
makes the sound of need on hate.

I'm drifting without an anchor,
through your ambiguous region,
strange continent immune to all reason,
and im flattered by your grey matter.
And i do not understand....
Why a woman cant just love a man...

You're amusing,
you're a real cool show,
with your meat hooks and barbed wire carnival,
you've got moth holes in your pocket,
you've got moth holes in your soul,
from too many false teeth and greasy flash bulbs.

I'm drifting without an anchor,
through your ambiguous region,
strange continent immune to all reason,
and im flattered...
and im battered...
by your grey matter.

 

[catalina_francisco]

Alive and Brilliant - Deborah Conway

Way above
The clouds are black
They say it's gonna pour but I haven't been keeping track
So now we're here
In this cage
The Ferris wheel of love, my love what a charade
It's been a long time since anyone meant what they said
One step forward
Two steps backward
I won't wrestle, you won't talk back
Three deep breaths I'm still alive and brilliant

Turn around
And be polite
I'm so sick of listening to your crap about the breasts you like
Look at me
I am restrained
I'm not screaming like some jealous adolescent here in vain
So you got me
On this ride
What was it darling what exactly did you have in mind
Ferris wheel
Up and down
Is this some dumb metaphor to tell me you're not hanging round


Release Me lyrics by Deborah Conway

I slid right into your hands
And you grabbed me and told me how you'd understand
Whatever I wanted to be
And I believed for a while you believing in me
I'm turning circles again
Caught in a spin
I'm a high fly trapeze
To you little worm
Earthbound and dirty and still on your knees
Release me
You know I wanna come down
The air is too thin off the ground
And my head's not clear
Way up here
You brought me what money can buy
But I don't want the world I just want your time
Now you want me to drink from your cup
But baby it's too late to kiss and make up
I'm turning circles again
Caught in a spin
I'm a high fly trapeze
To you little worm
Earthbound and dirty and still on your knees
Release me
You know I wanna come down
The air is too thin off the ground
And my head's not clear
Way up here
Release me
You and I are going nowhere
You stopped pretending to care
Quite sometime ago
And you've let it show
Maybe you think I'm unfair
But if you were in my shoes and your soul was bare
Would the honey still drip from your tongue
Would you still lie with ease if your jury was hung

 

[hurtme]

might not be exactly on par with the other music here, but this song always reminds me of...something

Slutgarden
Marilyn Manson

I'll pretend that I want you
For what is on the inside
But when I get inside,
I'll just want to get out
I'm your first and last deposit
Through sickness and in hell
I'll never promise you a garden
You'll just water me down
I can't believe that you are for real
But I don't care as long as you're mine

When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)
When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)

I'm unsafe, unsafe
I won't repent and so
I memorize the words to the porno movies
It's the only thing I want to believe
I memorize the words to the porno movies
This is a new religion to me

I'm a VCR funeral of
Dead-memory waste and
My smile is a chainlink fence
that I have put up
Love the enemy, my love is thee enemy
They say they don't want fame
But they get famous
When we fuck

When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)
When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)

I'm unsafe, unsafe
I won't repent and so
I memorize the words to the porno movies
It's the only thing I want to believe
I memorize the words to the porno movies
This is a new religion to me

I never believed the devil was real
But god couldn't make someone filthy as you

When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)
When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)
When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)
When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)

(removed last verse, for fear some might find it overly offensive)

 

[catalina_francisco]

might not be exactly on par with the other music here, but this song always reminds me of...something

Slutgarden
Marilyn Manson

(removed last verse, for fear some might find it overly offensive)

Oh you should have left it in. Marilyn is always welcome for me.

Catalina

 

[hurtme]

nice to know, he is one of my favorties, and i seem to be in the dying minority of people who are over the age of 16 and like manson for more than the shock value...

 

[catalina_francisco]

nice to know, he is one of my favorties, and i seem to be in the dying minority of people who are over the age of 16 and like manson for more than the shock value...

I heard from my daughter his latest tour was unbelievable...of course she was trying to make me jealous. LOL.

C

 

[redelicious]

Guess I'm goofy, but sometimes this comes to mind when I'm thinking about my own submission, or lack thereof...

Simple Gifts

'Tis the gift to be simple,
'Tis the gift to be free,
'Tis the gift to come down where we ought to be,
And when we find ourselves in the place just right,
It will be in the valley of love and delight.

When true simplicity is gained,
to bow and to bend, we will not be ashamed
To turn, turn, will be our delight,
'Til by turning, turning, we come round right.

 

[hurtme]

I missed the latest tour, the closest it came was philly and i couldn't get away, i also missed him when they banned him from playing ozzfest, which came quite close to where i live. I did cath the two tours before that though, Holywood (on my birthday!) and Mechanical Animals...*sigh* I know I am wierd, but he is my idea of the hottest guy...

 

[AngelicAssassin]

For ...

the woman that drove me nuts trying to remember where i'd heard the sig line. i recognized it while letting a CD play past a song i wanted to hear.

Lately I've been feeling low
A remedy is what I'm seeking
I take a taste of what's below
Come away to something better
What I want is what I've not got
And what I need
Is all around me
Reaching searching never stop
And I'll say...

If you could keep me floating
Just for a while
Till I get to the end of this tunnel Mommy
If you could keep me floating
Just for a while
I'll get back to you

Sometimes a Jimi Thing slides my way and keeps me swinging
I'd like to show you what's inside
And I shouldn't care
If you don't like it
Brother chaos rule all about
Sometimes I walk there
Well yes God knows sometimes I take a bus there
Shouldn't care shouldn't care
Bereaved as I'm feeling

The day is gone
I'm on my back
Staring up at the ceiling
U take a drink sit back relax
Smoke my mind make me feel
Better for a small time
What I want is what I've not got
And what I need Is all around me
Reaching searching never stop
And I'll say...

If you could keep me floating
Just for a while
Till I get to the end of this tunnel Mommy
If you could keep me floating
Just for a while
I'll get back to you

 

[redelicious]

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Hush

He wakes up in the morning
Does his teeth bite to eat and he's rolling
Never changes a thing
The week ends the week begins
She thinks, we look at each other
Wondering what the other is thinking
But we never say a thing
These crimes between us grow deeper

Goes to visit his mommy
She feeds him well his concerns
He forgets them
And remembers being small
Playing under the table and dreaming

Take these chances
Place them in a box until a quieter time
Lights down, you up and die

Driving in on this highway
All these cars and upon the sidewalk
People in every direction
No words exchanged
No time to exchange

And all the little ants are marching
Red and black antennas waving
They all do it the same
They all do it the same way

Candyman tempting the thoughts of a
Sweet tooth tortured by the weight loss
Program cutting the corners
Loose end, loose end, cut, cut
On the fence, could not to offend
Cut, cut, cut, cut

Take these chances
Place them in a box until a quieter time
Lights down, you up and die


i never thought i'd say i love a fiddle, but this band hooked me from the first. Between the lyrics, the modulation of his voice, breath control, and the hooks, i've had to burn this song out of my head numerous times.

Ever try to sing along with him thru certain phrasings?

i'd think a woman would pass out from his oral talents and deep lungs.

 

[redelicious]

Re: Hush

i never thought i'd say i love a fiddle, but this band hooked me from the first. Between the lyrics, the modulation of his voice, breath control, and the hooks, i've had to burn this song out of my head numerous times.

Ever try to sing along with him thru certain phrasings?

i'd think a woman would pass out from his oral talents and deep lungs.

No kidding, I was just blaring this from the Red Rocks CD on my way home from work. I *attempt* to sing along with him - part of what makes his music so much fun.

I'll have to further consider his oral talents...

 

[niteshade]

Re: Hush

i never thought i'd say i love a fiddle, but this band hooked me from the first. Between the lyrics, the modulation of his voice, breath control, and the hooks, i've had to burn this song out of my head numerous times.

Ever try to sing along with him thru certain phrasings?

i'd think a woman would pass out from his oral talents and deep lungs.

What band is this?

 

[AngelicAssassin]

David Matthews Band ... both songs, Jimi Thing, and Ants Marching, come from Under the Table and Dreaming.

 

[niteshade]

David Matthews Band ... both songs, Jimi Thing, and Ants Marching, come from Under the Table and Dreaming.

Ty...

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Bear with me

i came out of a good meeting today, had nailed all questions asked of me, and returned a few questions that gave my counterparts a chance to get excited about what they do. Driving north after the meeting downtown, i get a late model black Honda Accord on my tail in the left lane of a highway. i religiously keep the speed below 75, and at that moment obeyed the speed limit of 65. i felt good and moved over to let the impatient tailgater pass, then this song started ...

Up and down the puppies' hair
Fleas and ticks jump everywhere
'Cause of original sin
Down the hill fell Jack and Jill
And you came tumbling after
'Cause of original sin

Rip away the tears
Drink a hope to happy years
And you may find
A lifetime's passed you by

What would you say
Don't drop the big one
If you a monkey on a string
Don't cut my lifeline
If you a doggie on a chain
Don't bite the mailman
What would you say

I was there when the bear
Are his head, thought it was a candy
Everyone goes in the end
Knock knock on the door
Who's it for, there's nobody in here
Look in the mirror my friend

I don't understand at best
And cannot speak for all the rest
In the morning rise
A lifetime's passed me by

What would you say
Don't drop the big one
If you a monkey on a string
Don't cut my lifeline
If you a doggie on a chain
Don't bite the mailman
What would you say

Every dog has its day every day has its way
Of being forgotten -
Mom it's my birthday
What would you say

Remember, i'd come out of a good meeting, so good it resembled the beginning of a PYL's high ... perhaps not incandescent, but a warm and in control feeling none the less. i listened to the words, remembered when i'd seen the lead actually sing the song ... his quirky little dance steps, how he combined the movement, music, lyrics, all of it.

i looked down and realized i'd sped up to 70. i had a choice at that moment to return to safe vanilla land and 65, or enjoy the glow. Now, i don't fall prey to road rage, but based on a past professional life, i'm quite comfortable at moving quickly in crowded areas. The individual in the Honda had run up on someone else's tail expecting them to move over. It didn't happen.

i slid to the far right lane, at speed, slipped between a pair of cars in the middle lane with little issue and moved back into the far left lane. i look down, the speedometer reads 75, no one has panicked from my actions, and the music has me feeling good. i continue slipping between lanes of traffic on cruise control and making my way back to the far left lane. 5 minutes later here comes bat out of hell black Honda flashing his lights at other cars and generally causing dismay among the fellow drivers on the road. i make a decision to push this individual, know where a cop likely hangs out, set black Honda up sweet to come around a curve after thinking he's "shown me" what a great driver really does, and smile as i see the blue lights come on behind me while my speed reads just over 65.

Nothing felt better than driving by stoppedontheroadsidefumingabouttogetaticketforrecklessdrivingMerryXmasasshole black Honda as the cop walked up to his driver's side door.

Thanks, DMB, for the icing on the cake.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Because it has to do with service.

 

[Kajira Callista]

Because it has to do with service.

I popped in here this morning while i was looking for something online, annoyed that i had to stop my way to overloaded schedule to find what i was looking for. Obsessing about my whole family from NY coming on Christmas, wanting to make everything perfect,worried about the dysfunctional stuff that goes on during the holidays, and you have totally changed my outlook on the whole entire holiday. It made me remember that im so glad i have my family, and how much i miss them...and perfect isnt so important anymore. I thank you for that little wake up call AA. And in the prayer said by my kids before christmas dinner will be included all those we have lost or who are far away, and without family that day.

 

[niteshade]

This song haunts me… something about her voice, the music… it touches me.

My Immortal
Evanescence


I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time can not erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I’ve held held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time can not erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I’ve held held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
And though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I’ve held held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

 

[A Desert Rose]

Creepin'
Stevie Wonder

I can hear you sighin'
Sayin' you'll stay beside me
Why must it be
That you always creep...
Into my dreams

On the beach we're sittin'
Huggin', squeezin', kissin'
Why must it be
That you always creep...
Into my dreams
In my dreams

When I'm sleep at night baby
I feel those moments of ecstasy
When you sleep at night baby...
I wonder do I creep into your dreams
Or could it be I sleep alone in my fantasy

Oh, love is so amazing
Guess you will be stayin'
So let it be
That you always creep...
Into my dreams
In my dreams

 

[Phoenix Stone]

stuck in my brain (and that's ok)

Can't stop lovin' you
(though I try)

by Billy Nicholls (brought back by Phil Collins)

So you're leaving in the morning
On the early train
I could say everything's alright
I could pretend and say goodbye
Got your ticket, got your suitcase
Got your leaving smile
I could say that's the way it goes
I could pretend and you won't know
That I was lying.....

Cause I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
No, I can't stop loving you
Though I try.....

Took a taxi to the station
Not a word was said
I saw you walk across the road
Maybe the last time - I don't know
Feeling humble, I heard a rumble
On the railway track
And when I hear the whistle blow
I walk away and you don't know
That I was lying

Cause I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
No, I can't stop loving you
Though I try

I just can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
No, I can't stop loving you
Though I try
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[A Desert Rose]

In my mind, He's a ...

Sharp Dressed Man
~ ZZ Top

Clean shirt, new shoes
and I don't know where I am goin' to.
Silk suit, black tie,
I don't need a reason why.
They come runnin' just as fast as they can
coz every girl crazy 'bout a sharp dressed man.

Gold watch, diamond ring,
I ain't missin'not a single thing.
And cufflinks, stick pin,baby
when I step out I'm gonna do you in.
They come runnin' just as fast as they can
coz every girl crazy 'bout a sharp dressed man.

Top coat, top hat,
I don't worry coz my wallet's fat.
Black shades, white gloves,
lookin' sharp and lookin' for love.
They come runnin' just as fast as they can
coz every girl crazy 'bout a sharp dressed man.

 

[pierced_boy]

Gonna Buy A Hat

Chris Rea

she talks like thunder
she really lets you know
she keeps changing the rules
and leave you nowhere to go!
she bore you rigid
with the party line
she's so far left
she's gonna get left behind
he wants six pretty white spots
on each side of the dice
he wants it all to be equal
but he needs to throw twice

now there's a guy in the corner with a smiling gaze
he turns to me and says

i'm gonna buy a hat
'cos i think its gonna rain
got caught out comming here
ain't gonna get caught again
i'm gonna buy a bigg one
like that mr gorbachov
and when its raining all this crap
oh my hat will keep it off

now take a look at all them leaders
desperation in their eyes
the tight faced smiles that cannot hide it
they know no more than you and i

so i'm gonna buy a hat
cos here they come again
and every time they start to blah blah
its you and me that gets the rain




Nice thread Dear Roxy. So many songs with so much insight.

H