By My Window

[Fflow]

I hope you don't mind, but I was having fun in photoshop with the knife pic you posted. If you don't like it, just let me know and I'll take it down.

http://www.sanderis.com/pix/fjkb.jpg

 

[fieryjen]

You know, that don't work on me!

So do I get a spanking?

 

[fieryjen]

yes..

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There it is.

 

[ShyGuy68]

So do I get a spanking?

No, because I know how much you love it! But I might be in the mood to give you a good whipping with my crop and cane!! http://kennl.dk/smileys/images/hanging.gif

 

[Fflow]

So do I get a spanking?

OMG! You'd enjoy it way too much. What are your thoughts about bondage tickling?

 

[supahspaz]

#

There it is.

ohh I like it A LOT

 

[fieryjen]

I hope you don't mind, but I was having fun in photoshop with the knife pic you posted. If you don't like it, just let me know and I'll take it down.

No that's fine... looks a bit scary though.

It took a long time for me to agree to do any kind of knife-play, and even then S will never be allowed to actually draw blood. I'm too afraid to fall back into my self-injuring pattern.

 

[spyro1123]

No that's fine... looks a bit scary though.

It took a long time for me to agree to do any kind of knife-play, and even then S will never be allowed to actually draw blood. I'm too afraid to fall back into my self-injuring pattern.

Sounds wise to me!

 

[fieryjen]

No, because I know how much you love it! But I might be in the mood to give you a good whipping with my crop and cane!! http://kennl.dk/smileys/images/hanging.gif

*bats eyelashes furiously*

It sometimes works on S, damn it... and it's the only thing I know how to do.

 

[fieryjen]

OMG! You'd enjoy it way too much. What are your thoughts about bondage tickling?

I hate it. S does tickle me sometimes just for the heck of it, because he enjoys the sounds I make. They apparently get pretty interesting. But I could never do it in a scene, I'd just be thrown completely out of my mindset.

 

[Fflow]

If it calls up old self-destructive feelings please say so. I don't want to cause you any emotional or practical challenges. The image you posted, though, seemed so strong and stark. I don't mean that as a criticism, btw... Just the opposite. When I started playing around with it in photoshop, I found that blurring the image, and adding noise, seemed to move it from literal into evocative, something I personally like. I added a bit of fake blood, just because it seemed like the next logical step. I agree that the final product is disturbing, and moreso I think if one hadn't seen the original.

xoxo

srw

 

[fieryjen]

ohh I like it A LOT

Thank you Feel free to critique it.

 

[Fflow]

*bats eyelashes furiously*

It sometimes works on S, damn it... and it's the only thing I know how to do.

I bet it is more effective in person, as your natural beauty and charm would be irresistable.

 

[fieryjen]

Sounds wise to me!

Well thanks. I've been stupid quite a bit ihn the past, and I've finally learned how to handle it. It took me a while to find fail-safes I could use in case I get into a bad mindset.

 

[fieryjen]

I bet it is more effective in person, as your natural beauty and charm would be irresistable.

Probably

I actually don't have very long eyelashes. But I have pretty eyes (I think), so maybe that makes up for it. I think S just enjoys the cutesy look on my face when I do it.

 

[supahspaz]

Thank you Feel free to critique it.

I think it is fine the way it is. There is nothing it needs. Keeping it DARK adds to the words..

 

[fieryjen]

Oooh, I just noticed we're on page 144 of the thread. Isn't it exciting?

 

[ShyGuy68]

*bats eyelashes furiously*

It sometimes works on S, damn it... and it's the only thing I know how to do.

Oh I'm sure you know how to do certain other things very well http://kennl.dk/smileys/images/1922.gif

 

[fieryjen]

I think it is fine the way it is. There is nothing it needs. Keeping it DARK adds to the words..

Thank you. I rather like the dark, black and white feeling myself. It's part of the reason why I'm so excited about this poem.

 

[fieryjen]

Oh I'm sure you know how to do certain other things very well http://kennl.dk/smileys/images/1922.gif

Well yes, but if I'm trying to convince him to lend me money so I can buy something silly at WalMart, they tend to frown on that there.

 

[supahspaz]

Thank you. I rather like the dark, black and white feeling myself. It's part of the reason why I'm so excited about this poem.

it works..

 

[ShyGuy68]

Well yes, but if I'm trying to convince him to lend me money so I can buy something silly at WalMart, they tend to frown on that there.

Where there's a will, there's a way

 

[fieryjen]

Where there's a will, there's a way

You do realize that I'm a teacher in this community, right?

Well now that I think about it, to S the fluttering of the eyelashes pretty much means "I want this badly enough to give you a really nice BJ when we're back home"

 

[Fflow]

You do realize that I'm a teacher in this community, right?

there are all kinds of learning...

 

[fieryjen]

*sulks* I'm the only one who's all excited about page 144. Fine then. Be mathematically disinclined.

In other news, I'm making cookies, so I'm not going to be on my computer the entire time, just every ten minutes or so, when i'm able to take a break. But I'll still reply and all.