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Kailey could feel Camilla start to calm down a little, and smiled a bit when she squeezed back. Her eyebrow raised again though when she noticed Adam slide his arm around Camilla's waist. What was this guy's problem? she wondered as their parents excused themselves to go have a smoke.

She moved down the booth slightly, listening growing more confused at the things Adam said to Camilla. After their parents came back, and the waiter took their order, Kailey grabbed Camilla's hand and excused them, both girls walking into the bathroom.

"Alright so spill" she said to Camilla, leaning her butt against the marbel countertop of the sink. "What the hell was that out there?"

 

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Camilla looked at Kailey as they were safe in the bathroom, alone. "I can't tell you. It's horrible. I've tried so hard to forget." She started to cry, and this time she wasn't holding back. "He's a horrible person. He's disgusting. And if I tell you or anyone else, he'll do even worse."

Camilla started to get up, and half of her hoped Kailey would grab her and try to stop her from going; tell her it was okay, that she'd listen and help her.

 

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Kailey listened to what Camilla told her, and started to get worried. He'd obviously done something terrible to her, and no one else knew. She got up and moved between Camilla and the door to keep her from going back out there yet.

"I'm not going to tell anyone, and he won't know you told me. I just need to know what he did to you" she said as her eyes locked with Camillas. "I mean, we're gonna be sisters in a few weeks right? sisters share things with each other" she added, trying to get Camilla to relax a little bit. She knew this wasn't what either of them needed to deal with on a Sunday night, but things happen, and she knew it had to be dealt with.

 

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Camilla was crying by this point, and trying to get words out. She wiped at her eyes and took a deep breath.

"When I was fifteen, my brother took my virginity." She tried to say more, and it was obvious to Kailey there was more to the story, but Camilla started to sob again.

 

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Kailey took a step towards Camilla when she told her what happened, her mouth falling open. "I'm so sorry Camilla" she said. She had no idea how to respond to something like this, and couldn't belive she hadn't told her dad.

"why don't we just get out of here?" she suggested. "Who cares if they ground us, its not likely that they would anyways" she said trying desperately to think of something that would help.

 

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Camilla shook her head violently. "Knowing Adam, he'll come home for a while now. Leaving right now won't do anything except make him feel more powerful."

She paused and thought. "I promise ill tell you everything later, but my dad will kill me if I go home before dinner. He wants to show off his star son to you and Lily." She bit her lower lip.

Camilla was still shaking. Suddenly, a knock on the door scared them. Jackson's deep voice came through the door, "Camilla, come back to the table. Your brother is about to tell us about the game he won last month."

Camilla mouthed, "Told you." to Kailey, and she walked back to the table, clearly disturbed.

 

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Kailey looked at Camilla, not knowing what to do. She'd never imagined something like this could have been what was wrong. She nodded when Camilla said they had to go out to the table, and jumped slightly when she heard Jackson's voice through the door.

"Well, we've got each other" she said, squeezing Camilla's hand again as they walked out of the bathroom. Adam got out of the booth, allowing Kailey to slide in back to her spot, but not before his helpful hand grazed her ass. She watched, both of the parents oblivious to it as he touched Camilla, his hand moving down her body, grabbing at her while they both sat down.

 

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Adam slid his arm around Camilla. "Wow dad, you've done a good job with Cam the last few years. Look how gorgeous she is."

He grabbed her thigh under the table. The waiter re-filled wine glasses and came with their food. Everyone ate in silence, and Adam sent Camilla a text, which Kailey could see.

"Don't worry about me grabbing Kailey. You know I love you, baby sis. I only want you." Camilla rolled her eyes and texted back, "I hate you."
Adam grinned and kissed Camilla's cheek. "Awwww! Love you too, baby sis."

After dinner and dessert, Jackson asked Adam what his plans were. He confirmed Camilla's guess; he said he'd be coming to live at home for a while, starting next weekend.

The family said goodbye to Adam, and Lily grabbed Kailey's arm. "Let Adam and Camilla say goodbye." The three left, and as soon as they were out the front door, Adam slapped Camilla in the face.

"I'm not fucking kidding around, Cam. Don't tell dad anything. I'm coming back, and I don't want you bringing up all this shit now. Got it?" he yanked her hair back and kissed her on the mouth, grabbing her ass and pulling her into his erection.

Normally, if a guy did that, Camilla would have liked it, but this time she squealed and ran out, getting in the car; silent.

 

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Kailey felt the tension between Camilla and Adam while they all finished their meal. She was trying not to leave Camilla alone with him and glared at her mom when she pulled her by the arm out with Jackson and herself.

She wasn't sure why Adam was coming home, or what that was gonna do to Camilla but she was glad she could be there for her incase she needed help.

 

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Jackson and Lily talked to each other the whole time home, but Camilla didn't take that time to talk to Kailey. She was still shaking, her mouth tasted like mint and Camel 9's.

As soon as they got home, Camilla grabbed her purse and ran inside. She was sobbing as soon as she got in her room.

Her dress had made it's way off along the way. She sat in a heap on her bed, her hands tangled in her long hair.

 

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Kailey was quiet on the drive home, trying to tune out the conversation in the front seat. She could see Camilla doing her best not to cry, her body still trembling from whatever had happened. She offered Camilla one of the earbuds when she pulled out her iPod, but put them both in herself when Camilla shook her head no.

Camilla was the first one in the house when they got home, way ahead everyone else. She couldn't believe that this didn't bug Jackson, or even her own mom for that matter. She shook her head and walked up the stairs, ignoring the vibration in her purse signaling a new text message.

She walked into the bedroom she shared with Camilla and saw the her sitting on her bed, sobbing. Kailey shut the door and walked over to her. She moved carefully and got onto the bed with Camilla, rubbing her back. She didn't say anything, she didn't know what to say when something like this happened. She just sat with her, rubbing her back, pulling her hair back and trying to let her know she was there.

 

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Camilla felt so much sisterly-love rush into her heart for Kailey at that moment. She felt so close to her; Kailey stroked her hair and her back, sitting next to her on the bed. She leant into her, and whispered, "Do you want to know the story?"

Kailey's phone started to ring, and when she took it out, Camilla could see it was her boyfriend. She pulled away, figuring Kailey would take the call.

 

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Kailey felt Camilla lean into her as she cried. It was weird, it was like they were sisters, like they'd known each other longer than just a few days. She paused for a second before answering Camilla's question.

"Only if you want to tell me about it" she said not wanting to press the issue. Kailey felt her phone vibrate again and pulled it out of her bag and seeing it was Mikey. "He can wait" she said ignoring the call and putting it on silent. "Sometimes family's more important" she said, her attention turning back to Camilla.

 

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Camilla turned around and hugged Kailey when she denied Mikey's call. It showed her Kailey wasn't just acting. Most of Camilla's friends were there for her status, or to get something. Normally she didn't care. But right now she needed a sister.

She inhaled the familiar smell of Kailey's hair. "Mm." she whispered, pulling away, and sitting up against the wall. "I think I am. But you have to swear you won't tell anyone. Not my dad, or your mom. No one. Don't do anything to let Adam know you know, either. And be prepared...this is really horrible. It might make you sick." her eyes flashed, with fear, anger and sadness.

 

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Kailey was surprised by Camilla's hug. She wasn't expectin it at all, but she moved her arms around Camilla and hugged her back. She couldn't even imagine what the poor girl was going through, and they were going to be family soon, she needed to be there for her.

"You have my word, I won't tell a single person" she whispered. "I feel terrible that you've had to keep this to yourself this long" she added, not really sure there was anything else to say.

 

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Camilla closed her eyes and started to talk,

"I'd just turned fifteen. My parents had bought me a bunch of presents, but they had to go on a business trip, so they let me open a few of them the night before my birthday, and said I could have the rest when they got home a week later. My brother was nineteen at the time, so he was 'in charge'. That night, he started acting weird. He was asking me a whole bunch of questions, and what I wanted for my birthday...He finally went into his room, and I watched TV downstairs. I was headed for bed when I got a text fom him. He asked if I was still a virgin.

"I laughed, because...I thought he was kidding, and texted back that I was. He didn't say anything else. I went and took a shower, and was getting dressed in my room when my door opened. I only had on panties and a t-shirt. Adam locked my door and told me to not bother putting any more clothes on. I told him to get out. He told me he wasn't kidding. He said I'd teased him long enough, walking around in my little panties or shorts all the time. He said he'd waited long enough to take me. He was really strong. I was...like I am now. But smaller. Thinner. He grabbed me and pulled my shirt off, kissing my tits, biting them. I screamed, trust me...but I was starting to realize it wouldn't matter.

"He pulled off my panties and got down on his knees, rubbing his face into my pussy. He kissed me a couple times down there, and then pushed me onto the bed and with one hand holding me down, he used the other to take off his pants. He was naked. He pulled a condom on and he started rubbing his cock against me. He was so big, bigger than any boys' I'd heard of. He didn't get any lube, he didn't try to get me ready first, he just looked at me and grinned like a bitch, and thrust into me. It hurt so bad, I screamed bloody murder, louder than I had for the past five minutes.

"I was starting to get hoarse, and he was starting to enjoy himself, fucking me. He had no mercy, no waiting for me to get used to him. This was entirely for his pleasure. He was raping me, not making love to me. He fucked me until he came. Then he pulled out and rubbed his cum covered cock on my face.

"He smirked at me, and said 'Happy birthday, little sis.' " Camilla's eyes were still closed, and she was shaking slightly.

"I couldn't sleep. I had bled on my bed, so I took my sheets off and threw them away. I put new ones on, and wrapped myself in a big towel, naked...sobbing...I decided I was going to tell my parents the next day. But the next morning, Adam came into my room. He grabbed me by the hair and said, 'If you ever try to tell anyone, I will fuck your life up so bad. I will rape you again, and rape your ass, and I will make you wish you hadn't.' I was so scared, I didn't say anything, just nodded fervently. He left, and I thought he would leave me alone.

"The next day when I got home from school, there was a note. It said he was gonna have some friends over. I just rolled my eyes. He was such a fucker. I changed my clothes, and went downstairs to watch TV. He and his friends came in. One of them, Jonn, I had a crush on. I heard them all laughing, and Jonn came to sit next to me. He started flirting with me...he was really sweet. Then he said, 'Dude, Adam. Are you for real?' Adam nodded, and Jonn grabbed me, swinging me onto his lap. 'I'm gonna fuck you, lil' girl. You got that? I've never had a pussy so tight before.' He grinned horribly. I tried to squirm away, but he too was a football player and wasn't having any of that. He pulled my panties down and pushed my skirt up and held my hips, making me take his dick. It was horrible, having to take it like that...it was worse than the first time. He was forcing it in so deep, every thrust hurt. He hadn't put a condom on, so he pulled me off of him and came all over. He got up, pulling up his pants. He told me to clean up, and get ready. I whimpered, not knowing what to expect anymore.

"That's when I realized his friends were here to fuck me. I tried to get away, but Adam was holding me down. There were two more besides Adam and Jonn, and I hurt so bad already. 'Don't worry, baby girl. Mark just wants to cum on your pretty little titties. And Adrian just wants your mouth.' He winked lavaciously and pulled me over to whewre the two stood, and stripped me bare. Adrian put his dick in my mouth and started fucking it, and Mark was jacking his cock, watching me and as Adrian came all over my mouth and face, Mark came on my tits. It sounds like a hot scene out of a porno, but I was fifteen, and had just been raped twice in twenty-four hours. They didn't even clean me up. They just zipped up and went up to Adam's room to chill. I lay there for hours, until I felt a kick to my side.

"'Get the fuck up. Go take a shower.' Adam's friends had left, and he'd cleaned up all the cum. Now he wanted me clean. I managed somehow to get into the bathroom, and took a long, hot shower. A part of me hoped that I could wash away what happened, but I knew it wasn't so."

Camilla started to cry, and was crying so hard, Kailey knew that there was more, but that she was having trouble continuuing.

 

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Kailey couldn't have imagined anything worse than what Camilla was telling her. She couldn't look at Camilla as she talked. She couldn't stand to see the immense amount of pain in the girl's eyes. She fought back tears herself, tears that were the product of a mix of emotions, empathy, anger towards Adam, disgust, she couldn't even begin to think of how someone could do that to their younger sister.

She couldn't fight back tears anymore when Camilla told her about Adam's friends the next day. It was terrible, she was so young when it happened, and the fact that she had to keep it to herself, that she couldn't tell her parents because of the fear she had for what her brother would do.

Kailey moved towards Camilla, hugging her again, holding her close and crying with her. "I'm so sorry" she whispered rubbing the girl's back. "You shouldn't have had to go through that. No one deserves to go through that" she said wiping her eyes. "Thing's will be okay this time, I'll be here, we won't let him touch you."

 

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Camilla hugged Kailey close, "Thank you. Thank you for being so kind to me" she sobbed. They sat there, hugging for a while, until Camilla said,

"I'm not afraid of that. I don't think that's why he's here." She paused, "And I think you should hear the whole story before he moves back in. As hard as it is."

Camilla's phone beeped, and she ignored it. It beeped again. She glanced at it, and it was in Kailey's view. A text from Adam.

"You're not telling the little blonde, are you? Careful, Cam."

 

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Kailey hugged her tight. She was glad that Camilla wasn't afraid of him doing anything like that to her again. She cringed at the thought that there was more to this story, but she knew she needed to hear it. "What else" she started to ask when Camilla's phone rang. Both girls ignored it, but looked at it again when it beeped the second time. She saw "adam" pop up in the from screen and she read it when Camilla opened it.

"I promise he won't know I know" she said softly. "What else is there to the story Cam?" she asked the girl, taking a hairband from her wrist and putting her hair up into a messy bun, her attention once again returning to Camilla.

 

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Camilla sighed and closed her eyes again, continuuing the story.

"After I got out of the shower, I got into bed. I tried locking my door, but he'd done something to the lock. I was so upset, I just slammed it. I knew he would hear it, and right away I knew I'd made a mistake. He came rushing in, yelling at me for disturbing him by slamming the door. This was the Adam I had always known, but this time it was scary because I knew he could use sex against me now. He pushed me down on the ground and made me suck him off.

"When he finished, he pulled up his pants and pulled me up. Then he kissed me. Softly. He was trying to confuse me. Trying to make me believe lust was going to his head and that he actually loved me. He whispered how sorry he was and how bad he felt for making my first time so bad. He told me he was going to make it up to me. He lay me down on the bed and pulled my panties off. He started rubbing my clit and gently sliding a finger inside of me, sucking my clit...And I have to admit, it felt good. Every part of me wanted to scream at him for being such an asshole, but his mouth and fingers were so gentle. He made me orgasm, and when I was done, he pulled my panties up and left.

"He didn't talk to me for two days. Then he had a party. He invited tons of his friends, the house was full, loud and rowdy. I walked into my room and there were people fucking in my bed. I tried to find an empty room, but in the next room I found my brother smoking pot with a few guys. He told me to come sit down. I told him I'd be fine without. He growled at me to sit down. The guys seemed to already know what he'd done to me; all of it. I could tell by the way they were looking at me.

"He told me that they wanted a piece, and he'd let them, for a small price. I was horrified. My mind was whirling. My brother was taking money from his friends and was going to let them fuck me? He told me to relax, he said it was only for the next few days till the parents were back. He said then it would be back to normal. I asked him what a small price was. He told me they'd each brought drugs, plus they were giving him a hundred dollars a piece. I started sobbing and asked if that was what he thought I was worth. He laughed in my face and said I was worthless.

"I tried to get away, but there were too many people to notice a little girl struggling and I couldn't yell because I was being mouth-fucked by one guy while the others stood in line to fuck me. That night four of his friends fucked me, and all my brother did was revel in his 400 dollars and drugs. I took another shower, but it was useless. I couldn't believe for one second I'd let my brother manipulate me to think he'd cared.

"I was about to fall asleep when Adam came in. He just wore boxers. I freaked out. He told me to calm down. He stroked my hair while I cried, for at least two hours. And he promised me he wouldn't do it again. He told me that his friends had threatened to tell on him if he didn't let them fuck me. I believed him. SOMEHOW. I was young and stupid. He asked me if I wanted to cum. I nodded. All of those guys inside me were so scary, but each one had been fucking me to their content, not mine.

"This time, Adam put a condom on, and bent me over my bed. He had one hand around my waist, and one was rubbing my clit, while he entered me from behind. He was slow and tender at first, and then sped up, but he made sure each stroke hit me in the right way...as horrible as it is, it felt good. And in a way, it was like Stockholm Syndrome. I'd somewhat fallen in love with some image of Adam that he'd manipulated me into seeing. He fucked me, but it was for my pleasure. And I came. He didn't come. He pulled out, and kissed my neck, lay me in bed, and said goodnight.

"I had hoped that would be the end. End with at least one good memory, as sick as it was. But I was unfortunate to not have that happen. The day before my parents got home, I was cleaning my room, and my brother walked in. 'Get on the floor, bitch.' he growled, ripping off my skirt. He shoved me down, so my torso was against the floor and my ass was in the air. He pulled off his pants, rubbed a little lube onto his cock, and thrust inside of me. I tried to get away, and yelled that he wasn't wearing a condom, but he spanked me, and not in a good way. He told me I was his whore and to shut the fuck up. He raped me, and after he'd come all over my back, he laughed and said, 'You really thought last night was about love, didn't you? I just know I can control you now, you little whore.' That was the last time Adam ever showed anything different than his normal attitude towards me. He moved out not long after that."

Camilla took a deep breath, and looked over at Kailey. She hoped Kailey didn't think she was repulsive.

 

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Kailey couldn't believe the terrible things Camilla was telling her. What kind of monster does these things to their younger sister. The emotional games he played with her, the way he used her for his own satisfaction, and his friends'. She was disguested by the way he had used her, and scared her into keeping quiet.

"I'm so sorry" she whispered, both girls crying again. "I can't believe he did that to you" she whispered again. She hugged Camilla again, wishing she could make all of the terrible memories go away. Their crying slowed eventually, and Kailey slowly pulled away from their sisterly embrace. "Serious, we need to stop crying, we're going to be all red and puffy tomorrow at school otherwise" she said, trying desperately to lighten the mood.

 

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Camilla sniffled and giggled, "Yeah, you're right. And I can't have that." she wiped at her eyes. There was a knock on the door,

"Everything okay?"

"Yeah, we're fine."

"Want some cookies and milk?"

"Yeah, actually. That'd be great." Camilla got up and offered her hand to Kailey, pulling her up, and they went downstairs, sitting down at the counter.

Camilla picked up a freshly baked cookie and bit into it. "Mmmm." Kailey could see as her wet tongue ran across her full lower lip to get the chocolate that had smudged there. "I'm taking this out back." she grabbed two more and a glass of milk, and headed out to the deck.

 

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Kailey was really relieved to see Camilla smile a little at her joke. The girls both answered yes to Lily's question about cookies. She smiled when Camilla offered her a hand to get up from the bed, both of them leaving their phones in their room.

They walked down the stairs together and into the kitchen where Lily was pulling out a second of her white and dark chocolate chip cookies from the oven. "thanks mom" Kailey said grabbing a cookie and taking a big bite as Jackson got the milk out of the fridge. She was glad to see they drank skim too. She looked up at Camilla and decided to do the same, grabbing a few more cookies and her glass of milk, heading out back to the big deck.

 

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Somehow nobody noticed or said anything about the fact that Camilla was in her bra and panties. She realized her dad and Lily must have thought it was normal for teenage girls to walk around this way. That's when she saw Logan staring at her.

"Glad you're still wearing my panties." he said cooly.

Camilla looked at Kailey and giggled. "Do you think he really likes me and is playing it cool, or do you think he's just a big tease like me?" Camilla whispered to her, leaning into her.

 

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Kailey walked outside and sat down in one of the comfy deck chairs, realizing for the first time that Camilla was just in her bra and panties. She shrugged it off and noticed Logan standing outside looking over at them, commenting on Camilla's panties.

She grinned at Camilla and played with her lipring while Camilla asked her what she thought Logan was doing.

"I dunno Cam, I think he might be into you" she said "But I've only seen him today, so I don't really know" she answered, taking a sip of her milk and eating another cookie.