Chilly’s Nighttime Radio

[dreamysub]

Hi Ren, I've been taking some time to be distant
I've been taking some time to be still
I've been taking some time to be by myself
And I've spent half my life ill
But just as sure as the tide starts turning
Just as sure as the night has dawn
Just as sure as rainfall soon runs dry
When you stand in an eye of the storm
I was made to be tested and twisted
I was made to be broken and beat
I was made by His hand, it's all part of His plan
That I stand on my own two feet
And you know me, my will is eternal
And you know me, you've met me before
Face-to-face with a beast, I will rise from the east
And I'll settle on the ocean floor
And I go by many names also
Some people know me as "hope"
Some people know me as the voice that you hear
When you loosen the noose on the rope
And you know how I know that I'll prosper?
'Cause I stand here beside you today
I have stood in the flames that cremated my brain
And I didn't once flinch or shake

Love this song, its one of my favorites!

 

[dreamysub]

Woke up with a headache
And some neck pain
Cup of coffee need the caffeine
Oh I don't know the last time
I wasn't tired
Check out in the fast lane
The lady asked if I've been
Having me a nice day
I said that I'm fine
Guess that I'm a liar
cuz
Yeah I'm fine
If "F" is for feeling overwhelmed
And "I" is for "I'm not alright"
Yeah I'm fine
If "N" is for not being able to sleep
"E" for every night
Yeah I'm fine
Finally feeling the pressure of
Keeping my feelings inside
Yeah I'm fine
Well maybe I'm not
And I just need to tell someone
I'm not alright
Do you wonder how it'd feel to
Let somebody in to finally see the real you?
Me too
I hide behind a mask
But it's getting pretty see through
Cuz I'm so tired of trying to pretend like
I can do it on my own
When in the end I'm
Sick and tired of feeling alone
I wish there was a way that
you could read my mind
When I say I'm fine because
Yeah I'm fine
If "F" is for feeling overwhelmed
And "I" is for "I'm not alright"
Yeah I'm fine
If "N" is for not being able to sleep
"E" for every night
Yeah I'm fine
Finally feeling the pressure of
Keeping my feelings inside
Yeah I'm fine
Well maybe I'm not
And I just need to tell someone
I'm not alright
Maybe I should tell someone I'm not
Oh tell someone I'm not alright
Cuz lately I'm saying I'm fine
And I know I'm lying cuz
Yeah I'm fine
If "F" is for feeling overwhelmed
And "I" is for "I'm not alright"
Yeah I'm fine
If "N" is for not being able to sleep
"E" for every night
Yeah I'm fine
Finally feeling the pressure of
Keeping my feelings inside
Yeah I'm fine
Well maybe I'm not
And I just need to tell someone
I'm not alright

 

[dreamysub]

I know the sun is out
I got a couple songs people like to talk about
And I should be happy
I know people say, "It comes and goes"
But if I'm feelin' it every day
It's more than a bad week
Will I be sad forever?
Will I be sad forever?
If my hopes and dreams all came together
Would I wake up one day feelin' all better?
Will I be sad?
Will I be sad forever?
I know that through the screen
You only see some of the surface shit I let you see
Truth is I'm breaking
I've tried everything, still got empty hands
If you think I'm faking it, I'm sorry in advance
Even when I laugh, I cry
I know it's fucking dark, but I wonder sometimes
Will I be sad forever?
Will I be sad forever?
If my hopes and dreams all came together
Would I wake up one day feelin' all better?
Will I be sad?
Will I be sad forever?
And ever, and ever
And ever, and ever
And ever, and ever
Call it a phase, call it whatever
I just wish someone would give me an answer
Will I be sad?
Will I be sad forever?

 

[Chillygirl]

So I don't want to learn to
Hold you, touch you
Think that you're mine

 

[Chillygirl]

It’s really Chester’s 17 second scream. I’ve been feeling it for a couple days now because of the news and what pieces of shit people can be.

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused, but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow, somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
God
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

 

[knowhergne]

It’s really Chester’s 17 second scream. I’ve been feeling it for a couple days now because of the news and what pieces of shit people can be.

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused, but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow, somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
God
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

This has gotten soooooooo many plays for so many reasons since it came out. One of my favorites!

 

[Chillygirl]

I read where this guy said he thought this song was about faith and I listened to it again. I can see that. I’ve been struggling with faith a lot.

 

[Chillygirl]

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later, it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight

 

[Chillygirl]

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star
In somebody else's sky, but why, why
Why can't it be, oh, can't it be mine?