Chilly’s Nighttime Radio

[dreamysub]

You were running through me like water
Now the feeling's leaving me dry
These days we couldn't be farther
So how's it feel to be on the other side?

So many wasted (wasted)
Nights with (nights with) you (you)
I still could taste it (taste it)
I hate it, wish I could take it back, 'cause

We used to be close, but people can go
From people you know to people you don't
And what hurts the most is people can go
From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go
From people you know to people you don't
And what hurts the most is people can go
From people you know to people you don't

When it was good, we were on fire
Now I'm breathing ashes and dust
I always wanna get higher
I never know when enough is enough

So many wasted (wasted)
Nights with (nights with) you (you)
I still could taste it (taste it)
I hate it, wish I could take it back, 'cause

We used to be close, but people can go
From people you know to people you don't
And what hurts the most is people can go
From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go
From people you know to people you don't
And what hurts the most is people can go
From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum
Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum
(People you don't)
Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum
Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum
(People you don't)
From people you know to people you don't
From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go
From people you know to people you don't
And what hurts the most is people can go
From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go
From people you know to people you don't
And what hurts the most is people can go
From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum
Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum
From people you know to people you don't
Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum
Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum
From people you know to people you don't
Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum
Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum
From people you know to people you don't
Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum
Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum
From people you know to people you don't

 

[dreamysub]

I’ve been holding words I’ll never speak.
Hiding scars in places no one sees.
Every smile is just a paper mess.
But the silence knows the weight I've had.

In the dark where shadows keep.
I hear the echoes of my grief.
No one hears, no one believes.
But even silence starts to bleed.

When silence weeps.
It drowns the night.
Every tear unseen still burns inside.
A broken prayer.
A hollow scream.
The loudest cries are never seen.
When silence weeps.
When silence weeps.

 

[dreamysub]

Streetlight, pick a fight with a stranger
I've been saving up my anger
Stacking up like pennies in my pocket
Whistle like a runaway train, and I lost it
Good girls die young, don't you know they got 'em
All lined up with names on their coffins
Mary Beth died with stars in her eyes
I've been runnin' from her ghost all my life, oh

Ooh, ooh, ah, I hear them crying, crying
Good girls, good girls

Broken pieces under the rug
A thesis of all I've loved
Reeling in the aftermath
I wish that you could take it back
Burnin' in my lungs again
The taste of your carcinogen
Every breath, a feelin'
I'm gettin' good at healin'

Ooh, ooh, ah, I hear them crying, crying
Good girls, good girls

Don't waste your time on me
I followed your liturgy
I'm takin' back my offering
The blood I bleed, my eulogy
You buried me, and now I'm singin'

Ooh, ooh, ah, I hear them crying, crying
Good girls, good girls

Streetlight, pick a fight with a stranger
I've been saving up my anger
Stacking up like pennies in my pocket
Whistle like a runaway train, and I lost it
Good girls die young, don't you know they got 'em
All lined up with names on their coffins (I hear them)
Mary Beth died with stars in her eyes (cryin', cryin')
I've been runnin' from her ghost all my life, oh (good girls, good girls)

Ooh, ooh, ah, I hear them crying, crying
Good girls, good girls

Ooh, ooh, ah, I hear them crying, crying
Good girls, good girls
Good girls die young, don't you know they got 'em
All lined up with names on their coffins
Mary Beth died with stars in her eyes
I've been runnin' from her ghost all my life

 

[FunLi]

Love this thread @Chillygirl
The nights are definitely the hardest. The quiet makes everything louder.

 

[ZfrkS62]

She's done with playing Jesus
She's gonna need a friend
I don't wanna stay here
Cause I know how this will end

She had another falling
She knows just what to do
Just like Sid and Nancy
I will be bleeding after you

Dead n gone!
Like a sad song!
Baby hold on!

Dead n gone!
I can play along!
Baby so long!
Dead n gone!

She's done with playing Jesus
She knows just what to do
I don't wanna stay here
I will be bleeding after you

D-d-d dead n gone!
Like a sad song!
Baby hold on!

Dead n gone!
I can play along!
Baby so long!

Dead n gone!
Like a sad song!
Baby hold on!

Dead n gone!

Just to lay here and light turned
Just to hold it in
But if blood can lie then...

I don't need your love!!

Dead n gone!
Like a sad song!
Baby hold on!

Dead n gone!
I can play along!
Baby so long!

Dead n gone!
Like a sad song!
Baby hold on!

Dead n gone!
I can play along!
Baby so long!
Dead n gone!

I cannot stay I cannot play along
Dead n gone
It's so called ruined just like a sad song
Dead n gone!
Why do we stay why do we play along
Dead n gone!
It's so called ruined just like a sad song
Dead n gone...
Dead n gone...

Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an
Unmarked grave in your heart

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms, you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Nailed to the cross together
As solitude begs us to stay
We disappear in the lie forever
And denounce the power of death
Over our souls as secret words
Are said to start a war

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms, you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
I'm killing loneliness

I'm killing loneliness

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms, you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness with you
Killing loneliness with you
Killing loneliness with you

Killing loneliness
Killing loneliness

 

[Chillygirl]

Today in therapy, we revisited cycles. We discussed breaking them. We discussed why it’s easy to get sucked back in. We discussed what’s comfortable versus what’s uncomfortable. Sadly for me I am comfortable in toxic relationships. This song just reminds me of that.

I miss the bad things, the way you hate me
I miss the screaming, the way that you blame me
Miss the phone calls when it's your fault
I miss the late nights, don't miss you at all
I like that kick in the face
And the things you do to me
I love the way that it hurts
I don't miss you, I miss the misery

 

[ZfrkS62]

I know it's a shame, but I gotta stay, cuz I like it here
I know it's the same, it happens everyday, but I like it here

Immediately thought of this one as I read your post.

 

[Nightbird]

 

[jsilvers]

Y'all are my peeps here.

I don't love all these songs. But I love that YOU love these songs.

I don't love that you may feel down. But I LOVE that you seem to be like me.

I don't want you to feel sad. I want you to know that I feel sad sometimes as well.

And hopefully, hopefully, HOPEFULLY, you can reach out through the feelings, through what you're going through, through it all, and see that on the other side, we're all here with you. And together, we can get by.

 

[SadieGirl06]

Listening to best dumb amazing band can’t believe I like them WEEN

 

[Chillygirl]

My therapist talks to me about holding space. Holding space for someone…preventing myself from fully moving on being open to meeting someone new. This explains it pretty well.

I always take it to the edge, then I back it up
They don't know I got a reason for actin' up
I ain't felt a damn thing, baby, after us
Yeah, I'm just hopin' you'll come back to us
That's wishful thinkin', baby honestly
But I know you ain't forgotten me
So I never let my heart go all the way
Every time I try, I just hit the brakes
And there's always a couple tryna take your place
But I never fall in love, baby, just in case
You wake up wantin' me out of the blue
You lay down needin' what I used to do
Yeah, every now and then, I go get a taste
But I never fall in love, baby, just in case
Just in case

 

[Nightbird]

Im not a particular fan of this song its ok but the video... Them dancing together...

 

[Chillygirl]

 

[Chillygirl]

 

[Chillygirl]

Best part of the song and what the picture was set to is at 1:44

 

[Chillygirl]

I wish this was true

 

[Chillygirl]

Two very different songs but similar content. Use me, pretend you love me. We know it’s fake but we’ll take it cause it’s better than being lonely.

 

[Mo_Bandy]

Listening to best dumb amazing band can’t believe I like them WEEN

What is not to love about Ween? They are probably my favorite band. Yes they have some dumb songs but they can bring a grown man to his knees too.