Delving the Psyche of Sadists

[AvaAdore]

This is an excellent thread.

I've learned a lot. My partner fits the same description of sadism as mentioned by Betticus in his first post in this thread. I told him about it and he seems to feel better knowing that he is not alone.

 

[Guest]

An actual conversation..From when things started to get a little ...Close to the bone.

"I'm not exactly the Happy Clown Dom tonight"
"then what are you?"
"I'm more like the Stephan King Happy Clown Dom...."
"Why am I not running away again?"

 

[RJMasters]

An actual conversation..From when things started to get a little ...Close to the bone.

"I'm not exactly the Happy Clown Dom tonight"
"then what are you?"
"I'm more like the Stephan King Happy Clown Dom...."
"Why am I not running away again?"

Looks at the score board...and waits for the judge's decision...

7.0 7.2 7.3 7.0 7.5

 

[Wednesday'sRose]

An actual conversation..From when things started to get a little ...Close to the bone.

"I'm not exactly the Happy Clown Dom tonight"
"then what are you?"
"I'm more like the Stephan King Happy Clown Dom...."
"Why am I not running away again?"

Don't you just love life's truly random conversasions? What would humanity do for humor without them?

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Re: Re: Being the Sadistic Bastard I am...

I honestly took this as a bit sarcastic.

Just the mention of flogger or chains or BDSM would have her hiding in the fucking closet for months.

<snip>

There are days when I have trouble dealing with some of the craziness, I am in no rush to push her into the deep end.

I think thats a pretty wise decison at this point in time.

In a way, I am sorry I even mentioned it...lesson learned...

Sry Winston if I misunderstood you.

Chow

Actually, RJ my friend, it was a little bit sarcastic, though not - by any means - entirely, or even mostly. Since you had previously revealed that she was ... ummm ... new to our culture, I figured that introducing her to the board wouldn't really be a good idea at this point ... but also that it might become so as you gradually bring her along.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

And from the East German judge ...

Looks at the score board...and waits for the judge's decision...

7.0 7.2 7.3 7.0 7.5

...

 

[Guest]

Looks at the score board...and waits for the judge's decision...

7.0 7.2 7.3 7.0 7.5

A 7.5 is THAT ALL!!!!

Damn I thought it was at least worth an 8...

Oh well...She laughed..and she's a hell of a lot cuter than you are RJ...

*Grin* Man's got to keep his priorities in order....

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Man's got to keep his priorities in order....

Blood, sweat and tears.

Next question?

 

[RJMasters]

rodney dangerfield impersonation

A 7.5 is THAT ALL!!!!

Damn I thought it was at least worth an 8...

Oh well...She laughed..and she's a hell of a lot cuter than you are RJ...

*Grin* Man's got to keep his priorities in order....

*hands money to judges...keep it fair boys...keep it fair...lol

 

[Guest]

*GRIN*
The Stephen King Clown Dom College.....

We'll be recruiting instructors any day now....

*grin*
"Yah wanna see something REALLY funny??"

 

[AngelicAssassin]

"Yah wanna see something REALLY funny??"

If that first word had been Y'all, i'd be running for cover.

Click me.

 

[Guest]

If that first word had been Y'all, i'd be running for cover.

Click me.

hmmmmmm

 

[Guest]

Oh well...enough random card tricks and jokes....

Somebody turn the mic. back on, and we'll get on with the show...

Here's a good question..

Does ones (those of us whose sadistic urges tend to cycle) up or down cycle tend to effect your attitudes and things such as patience???

I've noticed that the stronger things get...The less I am able to tolerate things that I would normally only consider to be annoying...Including people.
It does not seem to effect my ability to exercise patience in what I am doing though.

 

[RJMasters]

Oh well...enough random card tricks and jokes....

Somebody turn the mic. back on, and we'll get on with the show...

Here's a good question..

Does ones (those of us whose sadistic urges tend to cycle) up or down cycle tend to effect your attitudes and things such as patience???

I've noticed that the stronger things get...The less I am able to tolerate things that I would normally only consider to be annoying...Including people.
It does not seem to effect my ability to exercise patience in what I am doing though.

I have noticed that many of my personality traits and emotions seem to magnify.

Its like this huge magnifying glass hanging over me. When I start to rev up...I can feel it like an invisible splinter...and the more you dig at it, the more fustrated you get you can't find it and stop it. It feels like...I am shifted more to the extreme. I reacted more extreme, I think more extreme, I definatly become more controlling. On one hand the ability to see things from another's perspective is deminished, but on the other hand, I make clear, sharp and firm decisions about exactly what I want.

I find myself over-reacting to stuff I normally wouldn't even bother giving a second thought. This is where I sense the biggest part of the battle is for me in control and will when I am reving.

So when I got a bad case of the itchy hands...I would have to agree I lose pateince quicker and tend to over-react.

I am hoping that I will improve in this area over time as I learn to recognise what is happening in me. Alot of this is such uncharted territory for me...I have alot to learn ahead.

 

[RJMasters]

My how things have changed

It is very interesting to me that only a couple of weeks ago I would have considered the idea strange, to go through a whole roll of serandwrap tearing it off peice by peice over the grated edge. Now, I kinda see it as something that could be considered theraputic.

 

[RJMasters]

Clowning around

A site I just finsihed designing/overhauling.

Psycho Clown Posse

Perhaps they got the right idea of dressing up as clowns and go on a shooting rampage.

 

[Kajira Callista]

*coughchokecough* you all need ta put a warning sign on the door to this thread that says " high volume of testoterone in use"














*runs away*

 

[AngelicAssassin]

anyway ...

When i "cycle up" i think you called it, i become more quiet, move less, think more before acting/speaking.

When i lose my temper, if you get a warning, the volume starts very low.

If i attack, i do so from ambush, and you never see it coming.

After that, "Katie bar the door, it's ass kicking time and no one's getting out alive," take no prisoners, no filters, and burn you down to your boot tops as a warning to others.

 

[Netzach]

You guys are weird.

If I get squirrely I just torture myself.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

If I get squirrely I just torture myself.

Darlin' ... chuckle ... what a straight line.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Re: anyway ...

If i attack, i do so from ambush, and you never see it coming.

After that, "Katie bar the door, it's ass kicking time and no one's getting out alive," take no prisoners, no filters, and burn you down to your boot tops as a warning to others.

Totally calling barney badass on you here, bro.


Feelings are what matters. What made you feel this way?

 

[Kajira Callista]

Re: Re: anyway ...

Totally calling barney badass on you here, bro.


Feelings are what matters. What made you feel this way?

your av is scaring me uncle rosco

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Re: Re: anyway ...

Totally calling barney badass on you here, bro.

Feelings are what matters. What made you feel this way?

Probably right, but in reference to the "cycling up" previously mentioned, i make a last ditch effort to clamp down on everything: speech, movement, thoughts, you name it. i call it my last "civilized" attempt to defuse any provocation that causes anger, embarrassment, even surprise. Kinda equating cylcing up to that huge sine wave of need with an out of synch control wave i previously mentioned. If, on the other hand, i've found 'Cisco's Nirvana on the rare occasion, i can blow off major provocations on the part of others, and usually do it with laughter, no matter how embarrassing the situation.

 

[Netzach]

If I don't get to play often enough I get really unbearable and usually pick some pointless fight when I'm PMS'ing that guarantees I can feel as miserable and unloved and foul as possible, and all my self loathing is justified.

So like I said, I just torture myself. I think if I resume tying myself up and poking needles in periodically I'll do better socially.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

I think if I resume tying myself up and poking needles in periodically I'll do better socially.

i think most of us here like Ms. Black and Scaly.

Can't speak for anyone else, but i usually find myself nodding in agreement with your posts.