It's becoming impossible to think clearly. I'm on day 29. I'm potentially getting a reward day 30. But I suspect it won't be what I'm hoping.
100% Day 10 is an almost surreal experience. The last time I made it to day 10, first thing in the morning I walked into her home office naked and erect and asked her if she wanted to have sex. She loves when I do this kind of thing that shows I'm desperate for her attention and validation. She said she was busy and told me to get lost. I asked if I could at least kiss her feet, which annoyed her. She said that she had already told me to leave her alone and that she had better not have to tell me again. She said to go to the gym if I was feeling that wound up. So of course I did as I was told. It didn't help. I came home hornier than ever. I knocked on the door of her home office and asked if I could make her tea. She said yes. I got naked and hard again and served it to her. She really enjoyed this. I was hoping she would want to have sex when she saw how pumped up my muscles were from the gym, but she told me to go downstairs and maybe we could have sex after she got more work done. I went to the basement and couldn't think about anything but her. I went to one of her closets and stroked myself (which I am permitted to do as long as I don't come) while I kissed my favorite pair of her shoes. I did this for about an hour. Finally she came downstairs and allowed me to service her. I fucked her like a freight train until she came and then permitted me to explode.
Love it. Thanks for sharing.My wife denied me for seven weeks. It was really tough. I was so fucking horny, I couldn’t even stand it.
When she finally released me, she gave me the longest, slowest, most insane hand job. She put bands around the base of my cock and my balls.
It was outside by the pool, planes from the local airport were flying over (Altho I doubt they could’ve seen us), I heard our neighbors not too far off so we sort of had to be discreet.
She handjobbed me so slow, I thought I’d never come. For about 45 minutes I wasn’t even near the edge, but it felt so good. then she started going faster and getting me closer. She has gotten very good to know when I’m close, and then she will back off.
It was torturous.
one time I got so close, I thought I was going to cum so I told her. She did a walk away!
She must’ve felt sorry for me, because she came back after a few minutes of laughing (I was laughing too). She gave me about 10 more minutes and then finally when I was about to come, she took all pressure off and let my cock just flop around.
It was a fantastic, ruined orgasm!! Tons of cum! (I’m hard just writing this)…
I was gonna post the videos we made from it… maybe…
If I was your wife once that last spurt happened I'd jack u again until you screamed like a girl or came.
Wicked….
do you need a replacement for her
mmmm - yes i do - we haven't been together in many years
I don't know if it appeals to many, but my cuckold certainly loves extended intense edging. I keep him cock locked 24/7, but I do milk him regularly, on a Saturday afternoon. He is released and I supervise the cleaning and disinfecting of his device. Then I shave him, and use prostate massage to drain him, always to a ruined orgasm. Then he's locked up for another week.
To some degree, yes.
During No Nut November, it felt very much like an addition...not long after finishing my morning edging session, I was constantly thinking about, and craving the next edge. Orgasms were no longer the goal...riding the edge was and boy was it fun! Perhaps I'll have to start a new tradition....No Nut February!
Going on three weeks now. Maybe I am overthinking the addiction thing. It’s fun and it’s a great feeling.
She had me edge three times yesterday.
I definitely recognize this. At one point, I went regularly a bit longer periods (as in 1-3 weeks usually) without an orgasm and with plenty of edging. When I did have an orgasm, it usually felt good (or very good
) when it happened, but soon afterwards I felt a little disappointed that I had had an orgasm instead of just edging or maybe at least ruining the orgasm. It is very easy to get lost in the foggy, melty feeling and it can be sad and difficult to let that go.
