DarkWarrioress
~ An Amethyst Mist ~
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If only he knew.
Her father never called her beautiful. He never said she wasn’t, but she knew. It was in his eyes. The silent look of appreciation for beauty and personal satisfaction whenever his eyes found one of his other daughters or his wife. This was why she was here and they were still at home. A foreign place, a stranger she had never met and she was given to him to marry so he could make strong wee bairns, lads preferably but a few lasses would be acceptable. She was to be little more than a brood mare. She wanted to laugh. A mirror showed her that she wasn’t ugly; she just wasn’t as beautiful as her sisters is all. It was a fact she had come to accept. She almost wanted to laugh at his words, and silently wondered what exactly passed for a woman in the villages. It wasn’t saying a lot for her apparently.
She watched him with impassive eyes. He had her immobile unable to move. She felt her words of protest would have little affect upon him. Was this to be her fate then? This place? Him? She could be dead, she reasoned silently, so maybe… this alternative wasn’t so bad to consider. Her voice was soft when she spoke next.
“I can’t stop you from taking anything from me, now can I? Do I want you? Right now? No. I don’t know a damn thing about you,” the more she spoke to him, the more her righteous indignation came to the fore again, “and if I’m such a damn beauty, well, mister, you could use a makeover. Your hair needs cutting, you could use a bloody shave and a bath, if I may say so. You could also use a bit of tact too instead of just slobbering all over my naked flesh.”
Her father never called her beautiful. He never said she wasn’t, but she knew. It was in his eyes. The silent look of appreciation for beauty and personal satisfaction whenever his eyes found one of his other daughters or his wife. This was why she was here and they were still at home. A foreign place, a stranger she had never met and she was given to him to marry so he could make strong wee bairns, lads preferably but a few lasses would be acceptable. She was to be little more than a brood mare. She wanted to laugh. A mirror showed her that she wasn’t ugly; she just wasn’t as beautiful as her sisters is all. It was a fact she had come to accept. She almost wanted to laugh at his words, and silently wondered what exactly passed for a woman in the villages. It wasn’t saying a lot for her apparently.
She watched him with impassive eyes. He had her immobile unable to move. She felt her words of protest would have little affect upon him. Was this to be her fate then? This place? Him? She could be dead, she reasoned silently, so maybe… this alternative wasn’t so bad to consider. Her voice was soft when she spoke next.
“I can’t stop you from taking anything from me, now can I? Do I want you? Right now? No. I don’t know a damn thing about you,” the more she spoke to him, the more her righteous indignation came to the fore again, “and if I’m such a damn beauty, well, mister, you could use a makeover. Your hair needs cutting, you could use a bloody shave and a bath, if I may say so. You could also use a bit of tact too instead of just slobbering all over my naked flesh.”