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[Mayu]

She chuckled a bit and nodded "Very true on that sweet heart" She still felt the baby in her relaxing, but it was a lot more gentle. And then it got to make her think about something, after about half an hour of silence she broke it. "Severus, I wonder if Jacob will end up becoming a wizard or if he won't have any magical talent. Since Ive heard that even if both mother and father are magical doesn't mean that there child will always be magical, or is that just an old wives tale?"

 

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He nodded his head. "It is an old wives tale, but it is usually that he child is much more likely to have magical talent if both parent do. But Jacob can still be a Squib, but the chances are very low. Let's hope he isn't a Squib." he told her. He sopped doing the papers, and finished the rest using magic. He sighed, crashing on the bed. Even though he had just rested, he felt tired once more. He was only 36, but he already felt old.

 

[Mayu]

She smiled and chuckled "Even if he is we will love him very much" She said softly but had a feeling that the baby would be a wizard like his father. Walking over to the bed she looked at him, and she slipped out of everything and put on a black robe with nothing under it, and tied it closing the robe. "You know Severus you are 36 and you look older but it's because you have had a very miserable life, they say a person looks and feels older if they have been through much. But I hope in time I can make you feel your age or at least maybe a little younger" She smiled and kissed him.

 

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Severus was glad Emily was trying to make him feel better, and he returned it with the same kindness. "I don't doubt the you will." he replied. He entered the kiss enthusiastically, not wanting it to end or not making it u assignee. He poured all of his love for Emily into that one single kiss, hoping it would take her death away, just like how she was doing to him. Eventually, they had to end the kiss for sake of air, and Severus was gasping for breath. "That was... Wonderful." he said, at a loss for words.

 

[Mayu]

She enjoyed there kisses, there love making it was all wonderful. Being his wife was never boring, and now that he told her what may or may not be happening around here within the next year or so. The future scared her but they would get through it, that much she knew. Her heart was pounding very hard, and when the kiss broke she smiled at him. "yes kissing you, and making love to you never gets old sweet heart. I love being your wife, because I don't think that there is anyone else that would love you as much as I do"

 

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He smiled, stroking her cheek. "And I dont think that a person can love another person as much as I love you." he replied. He sighed, relaxing. The day was over, and Severus thought they should be getting some rest. He told his thoughts to Emily, hoping she would agree. After all, she was an extremely pregnant woman, and the mor she slept, the better.

 

[Mayu]

Even thought she wanted to be with her husband she nodded agreeing with him, yawning a bit she cuddled up to him and fell asleep. It was a really wonderful feeling and she felt so at peace that everything was going to be fine. She had a peaceful night's sleep, when she got up in the early morning she had a little something she was doing with the Hogwarts choir and she waited for her husband to wake up humming lowly.

 

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Severus slept well, like he had for a while. He was glad he wasn't having any dreams lately, it made him sleep better. He awoke to find hat Wmily had already gotten out of bed, and was lowly humming. He smiled, sitting up on the bed. "Cheerful now, are we?" he asked. He didn't remember ever hearing Emily him in the morning, so it must be quite special. Or a tune was just stuck in his head.

 

[Mayu]

She grinned a bit and heard what he said "yes I am rather chipper today, I had been doing a project with the school choir with the permission of Albus he allowed me to teach the kids some popular songs from America, as long as the lyrics were appropriate one of the songs I actually toned the lyrics down a lot" She said happily and chuckled. "I know they wanted to meet today and I want to take you to, would do you some good"

 

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Severus shook his head. "No, I never really liked the school choir. Besides, all the kids will be scared to sing around me, my gloomy prence strikes fear in them or something. Ive been like that for so many years that I have grown used to it. I would only get in the wat Emily." he said. As she continued insisting, he kept on shaking his head. He was going to be as stubborn as a moose with this one.

 

[Mayu]

She looked at him and smiled "So you are going to be stubborn to begin with it's not a Hogwarts song. You will like this, least I do and it's not rock since I know you hate rock music" She crossed her arms. "Give me a break when have I ever asked anything from you Severus?" She said softly and didn't know how to win this argument. "The kids like to sing you stay in the shadows they wont even know your there"

 

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Severus smiled at her futile arguments, but he couldn't join her. The other day, Albus had asked him to join him in this day, and it and to be kept secret. It pained him to keep secrets from Emily, but he had to. He continued his argument, and finally said straight out, raising his voice slightly, "I'm not going Emily." hoping she wouldn't be upset, he walked out the room, walking through the hallways.

 

[Mayu]

She sighed and watched him leave looking down she felt crushed, she spent a little time with the kids but she wasn't really into it, but was able to hide it. But she was disappointed ,he had been away from people for so long. Thinking about it for a moment but decided to go find Severus, she sighed a little bit and didn't know where he was. She was angry but with how hard his life had been, he had trouble and they would get through it. But she sensed that he was hiding something from her, and wanted to know what.

"Severus where are you?" She said telepathically hoping he wasn't to far away to not hear.

 

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Severus reached Albus's office, and began talking with him. He was told that in a couple months, in June to be precise, they would reveal Barty Jr. Severus was glad; he was tired of just sitting there, looking forward only to things that wouldnt happen for a years or so. The news was nice. Albus bega talking to him about how Emily was going to be involved, when Severus heard in his head Emily speaking. Albus had heard as well, and nodded, allowing Severus to tell her where he is. Severus replied to her telepathically, Emily, I am speaking with Albus. You are welcome to join me., and than he quickly severed the connection, want wanting to argue with Emily.

 

[Mayu]

Emily smiled hearing where he was and decided to go, hoping she wouldn't intrude but she wasn't to worried about it really. So she headed for the office, knocked on it just to be not so rude and walked in. She had a big smile on her face and walked up to Severus and just stood silently, she knew not to go against Albus so she decided not to fight with him again. It was a nice feeling to be involved but she was silent. "I hope I am not interrupting with anything" She said softly and had a feeling something was up.

 

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Albus smiled, shaking his head. "No, we were actually just about to talk about you. You see, we were going to discuss what would happen when Severus becomes Voldemort's most trusted servant, and how it shall affect you and your son." he told her. Severus was amazed; he had not told Albus their child was a boy. But than again, he could see many things that others could not.

 

[Mayu]

She smiled a bit and sighed crossing her arms "Frankly I don't like it but I know it must be done, I know the chances of me being marked as a death eater is high. I know enough to trust my husband, no matter the task. He is going to have a very hard journey but hopefully Severus knows no matter the price he will never lose me" She smiled looking at Severus and took his hand. "I can remove the death eater brand as long as the person wearing it is willing, unfortunately with our battle you have to fight dirty something I can deal with." She sighed a bit.

"I am with you every step of the way Severus no matter what that snake makes you do, he may have your body but your heart belongs to me"

 

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Both Severus and Ablbus smiled. Severus smiled because he was glad Emily trusted him this much, and Albus smiled because he was glad that everything would go according to plan. He rose, and settled the matter. "Well, that clears it all. Sorry for not informing you about this meeting Emily, but it had to be done." he explained to her. He led them to the door, and they walked out, leaving his office via stone griffin staircase.

 

[Mayu]

She smiled at Albus and nodded to him, she walked on out and looked at him "You seem shocked Severus, that I am willing to follow you. You have a very hard fight and I will be damned if I go against my own husband" She said mentally. She sighed a bit "I don't like secrets but I know you do it to protect me, guess you have to also keep me in the dark so I can act accordingly as well" She looked at him. "It will be okay Severus no one will take you away from me and no one will take me from you, let them try"

 

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He smiled at her optimism, it slightly reassured him, but only slightly. Tey walked into their room, and Severus, as usual, out the tea kettle on the stove, getting some tea ready. He was a bit hungy, but he was pretty cold, and the tea would warm him up. He sat n the bed, thinking about what Abusbhad told him.

 

[Mayu]

She sighed a little bit as she watched him and looked out the window seeing it rain, and knew it was time to tell him. "Severus....the reason I am willing to follow you....no matter what, it's what my mother told me before months before her death. " She looked outside for a moment, taking a deep breath as she slowly placed her hands on the ledge of the window and bowed down a bit. Old wounds to open, but Severus had to know exactly how she felt about what he had to do. "It's time you realize what I would be willing to do" Walking over to him she knelt before him placing her hands on his thighs and closed her eyes allowing Severus to go into her head.

It was a scene she decided to show him, there was a black piano with a man sitting on it. And he smiled at both of them, he was a friend from the past who Voldemort took from her as well. She nodded for her friend to began to play the piano and she smiled a bit as she hopped onto the piano to sit on it crossing one leg over the other. Enjoying the beat since he would help her sing. She wrote this song with him, which was why she brought his memory back. Thinking about it for a moment as she moved with the beat a little.

"We dreamed a dream, woke up and lived it
We had the music in our hands
The drops of rain, became a river.
And now it´s time to end this dance.
So thank you....."

She extended her hand out and showed Severus her mother and herself months before her death. Smiling over at the memory it was a beautiful thing to see again, seeing the care she had for her. She was a wonderful mother and knew that she would always miss her, and she would never see her grand son grow up and it hurt her even more to realize that. Looking down for a moment as she took a deep breath and continued.

"My mamma said that the best thing in life
was getting me
and loving somebody higher than anything
else in this world baby,
My mamma said that she would give her
life up for me,

My mamma said, my mamma said..my, my mamma ma

My mamma said that the worst thing in life
Is getting used
to loving somebody higher than anything
else in this world baby
Knowing you´re going to,
Knowing you´re going to lose it all"

Slowly sliding off the piano as she showed a future version of herself all in pure black and it walked over to Severus and smiled at him. But as her future self showed the death eater mark on her arm to him, her friend began to sing.

"Mamma don´t leave, don´t go
Don´t run, don´t hide, don´t cry,
don´t ever feel scared now
Mamma just crossed just crossed
To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling protons, all vibrations
Circling neutrons, all vibrations
Mamma just crossed, just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse"

Then showed him the fact that if he had to kill Albus she would show the fear of him and screaming at him. But soon came back to him, she acted the part just so the death eaters felt that he was being very loyal even if his wife wasn't a death eater.

"And now you´re lying there, taking your last breath
I´m holding back the tear, Oh mamma don´t die..."

She thought of hearing her mothers screams in that moment. When the vision was over she slowly opened up her eyes and smiled looking into his pitch black eyes.

"The best thing in life was getting you and living you higher than anything else in this world, I would give up my life for you. And the worst thing in life is getting use to loving somebody higher than anything else in this world even at the risk of losing everything."

My mama Said Music (Good to hear for him)

 

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Severus saw Emily's thoughts, and it amazed him. I all went fit into his yea,d so overwhelming, and when she finished, not time had elapsed. He heard what she said, he knew that all her words were true, and all his doubts and worries immediately disappeared. He smiled hugging her, glad she was so willing to do this for him. He looked at her face, and said his own words. "To me, the worst thing in the world is to cause the death of a loved be, and than to see their corpse. It has been done to me nice, and I don't want it t be done to me again."

 

[Mayu]

She smiled at him and stroked his cheek, listing to what he said and she was pleased he was understanding now. "Your going to be forced to watch friends die Severus, I know who Voldemort will want dead I know who he fears. He will try and see if he can break your will, what ever you do Severus if I acted horribly you come back for me no matter what. I will stay by your side, in this war we wont lose each other. A few of his death eaters will fall, but we will see what follows"

 

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Severus wanted to agree with her, but he knew that he would die, and even Emily couldnt reverse the Killing Curse. He didnt bring up the subject as usual, but nodded his head, appearing to agree completely. He heard the tea water ready, and he walked over to it, preparing the tea yet again. He himself loved tea, and knew Emily did as well. He poured the tea into two cups, and handed her one.

 

[Mayu]

She smiled and heard the tea herself so she let him go and stood up, watching him she looked up to you. "You know Severus if Voldemort kills you it wont be with the killing curse, it's by his snake A poison will run through your body which leaves you unable to move. But if I get there in time I can save it, but I always know where you are. I can track you by the mark on your arm, I have my ways. Which is why I keep saying I will save your life" She placed her hand on his back.