Humiliation?

I'm not sure if I actually want to be humiliated, but I find that contemplating or anticipating the threat or the possibility of being exposed as a cocksucker to be extremely arousing. My best friend would routinely threaten to tell all our friends I was his cocksucker and make me suck their cocks too. He never did tell them but I used to jerk off imagining he had told them while visualizing myself on my knees at the head of a line of our friends, sucking cock after cock and eatin all their cum, I often wish he had told them.
 
I’m not sure of the reason why either but I do like the feeling of humiliation in this context.

Is it because I am self loathing? And if so, why? Do I lack confidence? Why?

it’d probably take years of therapy to figure out the why. I just sort of accept it as a kink and move on with my life.
 
Love it when they both laugh at my little dick

https://SPAMPOST/sbanoty1/post/fda692be-2213-4911-9ae1-ed19fee0febe
 
If you don't mind, please tell us how it makes you feel? Saying those things out loud and admitting you want to be fucked? How does it make you feel? Would it be different if there were other women in the room?
ES
I love to be directed/humiliared by a woman telling me in florid language what she wants to see me do on a man or more than one person. While naked, she used a permanent red marker to write “cock sucking whore” on my chest and “please fuck my cunt” down my back and on my ass.
We went out with me in a usual girl outfit……the bold red marker could be seen through my blouse. I was then instructed to go into an abs video booth get naked and not come out until there was come on my face.
She got off immensely and of course so did I. She had a large client base of men and sometimes their girl friends who paid well to watch or be involved. Refusing to perform, then spanked until my ass was bright red…….then begging her for whatever I had resisted……getting fucked in the ass while being denigrated is my all time favorite.
 
We used to live in a townhouse, it had a large window in the living room that our couch sat in front of. Out side was probably a 20 foot strip of grass then a pretty busy road. The window wasn’t at street level it was a little higher. My wife used to fuck me with her strapon on that couch in front of the window. With the glare and the distance you can’t really see in, but at night it’s almost highlightEd. She would fuck me day or night. It always made me feel exposed. It’s odd getting fucked by you wife doggy style and seeing people walking their pets in the grass.
 
We used to live in a townhouse, it had a large window in the living room that our couch sat in front of. Out side was probably a 20 foot strip of grass then a pretty busy road. The window wasn’t at street level it was a little higher. My wife used to fuck me with her strapon on that couch in front of the window. With the glare and the distance you can’t really see in, but at night it’s almost highlightEd. She would fuck me day or night. It always made me feel exposed. It’s odd getting fucked by you wife doggy style and seeing people walking their pets in the grass.
That sounds hot. Have you ever done it in a hotel room with you being fucked against the main window with her behind you?
ES
 
In a motel room many times, but never in front of the balcony window.
Well if you don't do it in front of the balcony window, having her tell you to describe what is going on and moan louder could be humiliating if there are people next door.:D
ES
 
Well if you don't do it in front of the balcony window, having her tell you to describe what is going on and moan louder could be humiliating if there are people next door.:D
ES
Nevermind^ I just read your post in the other thread. I guess you have done that!
 
It’s definitely something I want to try. Probably in a confined space around people I know who are into the lifestyle, but yes, my Domme humiliating me in a sexy and playful way? Umm, yes.
 
Totally agree with the above. The thrill of being 'outed' as a submissive slut (for want of a better term) is definitely what drives it, but then the minute it happens the fun would stop. Perhaps being 'outed' in a smaller group of sexual people, who get it, is a bit of a compromise. It's a bit of a tricky one.

Mood rn to be honest.

Degradation and sluttyness is hot, and when you're in the moment, you don't care who knows it.
 
Everyones experiences are different. I’ve wrote about this before. My wife has a group of friend. I’d imagine all of them know about out lifestyle. A few of them ask questions. Only one of them playfully teases me, but only when my wife isn’t around. Some of them are interested in itand other aren’t or think it’s weird.

I will tell you the first time someone said something about it to me it’s was like my heart skipped a beat and shot into my throat.
 
Everyones experiences are different. I’ve wrote about this before. My wife has a group of friend. I’d imagine all of them know about out lifestyle. A few of them ask questions. Only one of them playfully teases me, but only when my wife isn’t around. Some of them are interested in itand other aren’t or think it’s weird.

I will tell you the first time someone said something about it to me it’s was like my heart skipped a beat and shot into my throat.
That sounds like humiliation, thanks for sharing.
ES
 
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