I hate my fucking job! I hate it! *CRYING*

[1sexylady]

Good Grief Lilsis......whine..whine..whine...

 

[sirhugs]

darn, can't figure out how to PM tigerjen more Kleenex

best advice my best rl galpal ( platonic division) gave mre last soummer when my life sucked was invest in shares of Kleenex and Seagrams. Despite the stock market plunge, Kimberly Clark ( Kleenex) is holding its value.Seagrams sold to Vivendi, which is sucking for air. But the Seagram's division is still striong. I 'm waiting for my personal thank you. Does this have a point? Maybe. If so, tigerjen, Its:
* we each need a few good friends
*few crises are terminal
*things can improve
* we need to laugh
*I should have bought those stocks!

I'm glad I had my galpal then , and you need to treasure your funny chums now

 

[tigerjen]

Monday nite......9:56pm EST.....

Doing a bit better....same as I was this morning......trying
to decide still whether to call out for tomorrow or not......

However....did a couple of good things today.......

1. I got in touch w/ the counselor via EAP (Employee
Assistance Program) who I saw 3 years ago......and
set up an appointment w/ him for next Tuesday 8/27
10am.......I was hoping for an appt this week sometime
but he was all booked.......ah well.....but can't wait
for next Tuesday...

2. I job-surfed on the 'net today while at the library
(took a dinner break at Subway!) before and after
dinnertime.......and I came up with *one* possible......
so at least that's a start....


tigerjen

 

[sirhugs]

bet you feel loads better already

 

[tigerjen]

bet you feel loads better already

I don't know about "loads better" but I do feel
better than I did on Sunday.........

Late last nite before going to sleep, on suggestion
from a friend, I wrote a mock "resignation letter" for
work, putting anything and everything I wanted in
it.......may type more on it later.......but I typed nearly
5 pages!

Then I fell asleep like a baby.....zzzzzzz


tigerjen

 

[sirhugs]

I don't know about "loads better" but I do feel
better than I did on Sunday.........

Late last nite before going to sleep, on suggestion
from a friend, I wrote a mock "resignation letter" for
work, putting anything and everything I wanted in
it.......may type more on it later.......but I typed nearly
5 pages!

Then I fell asleep like a baby.....zzzzzzz


tigerjen

"resignation letter" - what a great idea!

 

[tigerjen]

"resignation letter" - what a great idea!

Of course, its a "mock" letter........this obviously is not
going to be the one that the higher ups are going to be
receiving when the time comes. It's just an exercise
to pour out my feelings .........


tigerjen


Fuck......I go into work this afternoon

 

[1sexylady]

Good Grief Lilsis......whine..whine..whine...


__________________
...1sexylady...


Don't ignore me lilsis.. See I can appear anytime... Not nice to ignore your BiGsis... Now go to work Christmas is coming and I want a good present..

 

[tigerjen]

Am only pouring out feelings here........

 

[sirhugs]

Of course, its a "mock" letter........this obviously is not
going to be the one that the higher ups are going to be
receiving when the time comes. It's just an exercise
to pour out my feelings .........


tigerjen


Fuck......I go into work this afternoon

too bad you couldn't just " fuck" your afternoon away
then maybe the pain wouldn't stay

I understood the " mock " letter notion, hon

 

[sirhugs]

Am only pouring out feelings here........

better than pounding out your boss

 

[1sexylady]

Am only pouring out feelings here........

And trying to make you smile here....

 

[Bug Eyed Monster]

And trying to make you smile here....

So why don't you offer to take her job and let her have yours?

Seriously, I know you are trying to make her smile and so am I.

se ya later.

 

[clairepenn]

And to make thing worse, this job is taking a toll on my
health! I'm sorry guys, but I need to cry and scream right now and I hurt like hell!! I really do!! *crying harder*

I'm with you, Jen. My ratfucker employer covered up the skylights, pulled the blinds down over the windows and forbade us from turning on the overhead lights in this office. They gave us these dinky little lamps for our desks that don't do shit. They claim that it needs to be dark so that the graphic artists can do their work. I guess they think we're all stupid...That sad, pathetic excuse is bullshit and I realize that.

Since my workspace was plunged into darkness, I've been suffering from fatigue and depression, classic symptoms of Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD).

I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE! I wish I could tell the assholes to suck my bloody rag, but I'm not financially able to do so at this time.

I'm having surgery for another, unrelated problem tomorrow. After I've recovered from my surgery, I'm going to see about getting offically diagnosed with SAD.

 

[1sexylady]

So why don't you offer to take her job and let her have yours?

Seriously, I know you are trying to make her smile and so am I.

se ya later.

Hey she can have mine if she wants... I don't get paid at all...

 

[sirhugs]

Hey she can have mine if she wants... I don't get paid at all...

but how are the fringe benefits?

 

[tigerjen]

too bad you couldn't just " fuck" your afternoon away
then maybe the pain wouldn't stay

I understood the " mock " letter notion, hon

heehee I'd love to fuck the afternoon away with
someone I love to pieces.......

glad you understand the "mock letter" idea

 

[tigerjen]

better than pounding out your boss

true..........

 

[tigerjen]

And trying to make you smile here....

But bigsis, you say i'm whining...... and i'm not....

 

[tigerjen]

clairepenn

I'm with you, Jen. My ratfucker employer covered up the skylights, pulled the blinds down over the windows and forbade us from turning on the overhead lights in this office. They gave us these dinky little lamps for our desks that don't do shit. They claim that it needs to be dark so that the graphic artists can do their work. I guess they think we're all stupid...That sad, pathetic excuse is bullshit and I realize that.

Since my workspace was plunged into darkness, I've been suffering from fatigue and depression, classic symptoms of Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD).

I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE! I wish I could tell the assholes to suck my bloody rag, but I'm not financially able to do so at this time.

I'm having surgery for another, unrelated problem tomorrow. After I've recovered from my surgery, I'm going to see about getting offically diagnosed with SAD.

that is nuts that your employer used such a tactic to
put your workplace is darkness..........we all need some
type of natural light or some kind of light .........that's really
bananas!! Definitely get the SAD checked out.......because
no doubt its affecting you from the little you've said...*hugs*


tigerjen

 

[1sexylady]

But bigsis, you say i'm whining...... and i'm not....

lilsis....ok Bitch..Bitch...Bitch... It was to take your mind off of it for a bit... I feel if your unhappy there at the job you will be unhappy with your life outside the job....so find a job you like and quit...

 

[1sexylady]

but how are the fringe benefits?

Other than my son.......it sucks....want my mother in law????

 

[tigerjen]

lilsis....ok Bitch..Bitch...Bitch... It was to take your mind
off of it for a bit... I feel if your unhappy there at the job
you will be unhappy with your life outside the job....so
find a job you like and quit...

that is the objective.....find a job that I like and that
pays well/with benefits.........and bust outta the current
one


tigerjen

aka "lilsis"

 

[alwaysawake]

that is the objective.....find a job that I like and that
pays well/with benefits.........and bust outta the current
one


tigerjen

aka "lilsis"

You are young enough and bright enough to make it happen, Jen. I sat and made a list of things that I would need if wanted my dream job...checked off the things that were positive and tried to make the weaknesses stronger. I know in my heart that you will find that dream job...just don't get frustrated (I used to slap my pillow when that happened) and above all, BE PATIENT! You have good friends here that will back you 1000%...hugs and kisses--AA

 

[1sexylady]

that is the objective.....find a job that I like and that
pays well/with benefits.........and bust outta the current
one


tigerjen

aka "lilsis"

I know lilsis and you will find that job...like AA said be patient...all good things take time...