I'm having a lesbian affair...with a married woman

@LaotianLass I first have to say how much I loved your writing this. Sharing it, your way of describing all the motions and emotions gave a wonderful read. I only found recently so got to read the 18 pages in one go. Well, two goes, I got so hard I had to masturbate twice before I got to the near end. Wonderfully put to words.

Second, I do hope the two of you will find each other again as there clearly is magic between the two of you. Reading your side of the story I can imagine her being torn between a decision (marriage) she made years ago and her feelings right now. Her telling about her being with her husband and telling you to get a guy, to me that felt she was looking for a way to make it work between you without changing her situation and dealing with the guilt. Ah, just guessing of course. I just hope it works out one way or another.
 
She still hasn't called.

I have accepted that I have to wait and give her time and space.

I am feeling peaceful about it today, But maybe that's because I let out some of my wildness and emotions and passion last night.
Great you are excepting it. You never know what is going on under her roof with her hubby. So best to let it go until she makes the contact. Last thing you want to do is be in the middle of a married couple.
Glad you are making fun for yourself. That is more important.
 
I went out with my friend to a club. I had a few drinks and was having fun socializing. I was a little buzzed and started feeling horny, and there were a lot of guys hitting on me and wanting to dance. But i knew it would not be a good idea to hook up with a stranger when i was emotionally so vulnerable.
 
Rico texted me again, just to say hi. He was out with friends, they'd been watching football and were partying in a sports bar.

He convinced me to meet him and his friends at the sports bar. I knew he wanted to show me off, and I was dressed sexy for dancing and clubbing, and I was excited about being shown off.

I didn't know any of his friends but they were pretty chill and went on and on about how pretty I was and joking that I should ditch Rico and go home with one of them
 
It was fun and we laughed. Rico was very possessive and affectionate in public and it was really turning me on. Pretty soon I was whispering in his ear to come home with me, and it didn't take much persuading.
 
Rico texted me again, just to say hi. He was out with friends, they'd been watching football and were partying in a sports bar.

He convinced me to meet him and his friends at the sports bar. I knew he wanted to show me off, and I was dressed sexy for dancing and clubbing, and I was excited about being shown off.

I didn't know any of his friends but they were pretty chill and went on and on about how pretty I was and joking that I should ditch Rico and go home with one of them
See many doors are open..
 
At my place he was rough and physical,kissing me and groping and being very aggressive. That's who he is, and for some reason i really crave that right now.

we got our clothes off and he got me facedown on the bed and entered me very roughly and it hurt a little but was so very very satisfying

Of course he took me bareback, I let him fuck me bare last time, and I guess it's hard to go back from there.

God, he feels so huge and hard now, i think being naked inside me is very exciting to him. He is bigger, harder, and more primal and it just feels overwhelming and intoxicating.
 
I came twice, very hard almost violently especially the 2nd time when he spanked me pretty hard and pulled my hair making me arch the way he loves

Then he turned me over and slammed into me from above.

He seemed to be desperate to get deeped and deeper inside. I was just as despwrate, i spread my thighs wide and bucked with all my strengrh as he punished me. I felt so stretched and full but I wanted more.
 
I've never felt so submissive. His energy,his RAGE were overpowering and I couldn't get enough. In the middle of it, that thought popped up again: i DESERVE to be punished like this, because I'm not enough for HER.

Is that pathetic and stupid? Maybe, probably. But it fed into my passion and I orgasmed over and over. He was still trying to get deeper, DEEPER inside me. Almost like he was having separation anxiety and wanted to force himself back inside the safety of the womb

God it was so primitive and primal and I couldn't get enough.
 
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