I'm having a lesbian affair...with a married woman

I've never felt so submissive. His energy,his RAGE were overpowering and I couldn't get enough. In the middle of it, that thought popped up again: i DESERVE to be punished like this, because I'm not enough for HER.

Is that pathetic and stupid? Maybe, probably. But it fed into my passion and I orgasmed over and over. He was still trying to get deeper, DEEPER inside me. Almost like he was having separation anxiety and wanted to force himself back inside the safety of the womb

God it was so primitive and primal and I couldn't get enough.
We learn as we move ahead in life things happen for reasons. This is just one of those situations and was much better than you anticipated. Right?
 
He finally exploded inside of me. Oh my god that feeling, i could feel his warnth spreading inside me, he was crying and i tasted his salty tears.

Such a beautiful moment so intimate so sensual He was still deep deep inside me his cock still pulsing and filling me with every drop he had, while he sobbed and I held him and kissed him gently and told him everyfhing is ok
 
This morning i rode his cock and his hands were all over my body. I took his hands and slapped them against my breasts and he got the idea and spanked them and was delightfully rough with my nipples.

My sessions of rough, almost violent sex with Rico...they get me to a temporary equilibrium while I struggle with my desire and emotions for HER. But it's not a permanent solution and I need to figure out where she and I stand.
 
This morning i rode his cock and his hands were all over my body. I took his hands and slapped them against my breasts and he got the idea and spanked them and was delightfully rough with my nipples.

My sessions of rough, almost violent sex with Rico...they get me to a temporary equilibrium while I struggle with my desire and emotions for HER. But it's not a permanent solution and I need to figure out where she and I stand.
You can't figure out where she stands. Only she can do that. In the meantime you're doing the right thing of taking care of YOUR needs.
Do you see yourself being willing to give up that (or anyone's) big cock forever in exchange for having a relationship with a woman?
 
You can't figure out where she stands. Only she can do that. In the meantime you're doing the right thing of taking care of YOUR needs.
Do you see yourself being willing to give up that (or anyone's) big cock forever in exchange for having a relationship with a woman?
She fulfills me in every way, so...yes? But i think the question is more complicated than that.
 
Your writing is very hot, it’s raw and very honest you should be proud of that. And, for what it’s worth I don’t think she’s your person. She filled and might continue to feed a deep desire most of us have to be loved and desired, but you’ll find on its own it’s not enough.

You seem to be very intune with what your mind, body and sexuality needs in order to feel balanced, that’s amazing. I’ll leave you with what I tell most people, which is to be kind to yourself, enjoy your gifts, have fun and be open to the possibility that there are others out there that will most likely show yet another side to yourself which might be more sustainable.
 
Your writing is very hot, it’s raw and very honest you should be proud of that. And, for what it’s worth I don’t think she’s your person. She filled and might continue to feed a deep desire most of us have to be loved and desired, but you’ll find on its own it’s not enough.

You seem to be very intune with what your mind, body and sexuality needs in order to feel balanced, that’s amazing. I’ll leave you with what I tell most people, which is to be kind to yourself, enjoy your gifts, have fun and be open to the possibility that there are others out there that will most likely show yet another side to yourself which might be more sustainable.
Thsnk you
 
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