Insomniacs Unite (by request)

[Gil_T2]

sleep is overrated *shrug* just my opinion today

OVERRATED I'm shitty,exhausted & not thinking straight most days simply because of the lack of sleep & hour or less bouts do not help any just add to the frustrations, poor BANDIT has enough to worry about with my health without this adding to it & it does take a toll on my health too.. During the day I can nod off no worries but come night & it's wide eyes staring into the night.

SLEEP blessed SLEEP

 

[graceanne]

sorry, venting. *blushes*

 

[esclave_PP]

Ever get the feeling that your body is punishing you? I lay awake, imagining phantoms, pretending to astral project...anything...meditation...nothing bloody works. Bloging, reading, although lately, watching the political pundits on TV can cause drowsiness. Well peptic ulcers in any case. This reminds me of the stream of consciousness that abounds when lack of sleep continues and no one can pursue that blessed slumber and your eyes are wide open but your brain is dead and you can no longer stay still...and....gasps for air....lol. That reminds me of Steve Martin's skit -- Rambling guy or was it man. And he had a banjo. Hm.

Did anyone see the movie Insomnia with Al Pacino? Wasn't Robin Williams just creepy? He was equally as creepy in One Hour Photo. I need a good book. Does anyone have any suggestions? Any genre will do....Immmmmmmmm sooooooooo boreeeeed. I am so tired I'm overtired.

I suppose I could watch my Rocky Horror Picture Show DVD for the 250th time (seriously -- I've watched it that many times lol.) Perhaps I need my own method of relieving my...tension. hee hee. Okay sorry for the long ramble. But, heck that's what this is here for. Wishing everyone some sleep....hmm maybe the wicked witch of the west could send some poppies over...poppies poppies poppies...

 

[Bandit58]

*sigh* If I give Him a blowjob in the mornings He can nod off afterward no problem but at night it doesn't seem to work

 

[esclave_PP]

I know what you mean Bandit -- perhaps a full blown, superduper session at night will do the trick

 

[Gil_T2]

I know what you mean Bandit -- perhaps a full blown, superduper session at night will do the trick

This has been tried many times over the years & best I get is an hour or two.

 

[esclave_PP]

Great Avatar Gil -- I am sorry to hear that the sessions don't do the trick. How about warm milk? Meditation? Perhaps we are all just doomed to no sleep

 

[Gil_T2]

Great Avatar Gil -- I am sorry to hear that the sessions don't do the trick. How about warm milk? Meditation? Perhaps we are all just doomed to no sleep

I picked the AV because I was call a C#@T by a person who didn't hear the full story & only reacted to the end of the story I told as it wasn't even about me, then i saw this pic & thought it funny so here it is, besides ppl must be sick of seeing me in my TUTU or nightshirt & BANDIT's fluffy slippers.

The last 2 nights I've got more sleep than in a long time but more because of feeling unwell but it has helped as I'm feeling brighter & seem to have more energy & no pot either ( no i do not abuse using pot as it is mainly used by me for sleeping & not often for pleasure although I do enjoy the pre sleep time, we have lots of giggles between us then).

 

[esclave_PP]

Great to hear about the sleep, but bad that you've not been well Pot helps sometimes although I am not allowed to use it. Giggles are nice

I've been trying to force myself to go to bed earlier but I still just lay awake and watch bad tv. Well some wasn't bad -- CSI rocks.

 

[Gil_T2]

Great to hear about the sleep, but bad that you've not been well Pot helps sometimes although I am not allowed to use it. Giggles are nice

I've been trying to force myself to go to bed earlier but I still just lay awake and watch bad tv. Well some wasn't bad -- CSI rocks.

I think my insomnia is having an affect on my sub as I tend to wake her at odd hours to serve MASTER when I can't sleep. she has taken to afternoon naps.

 

[ammre]

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[Gil_T2]

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[ammre]

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[esclave_PP]

Ohh poor Bandit! Well afternoon naps can be nice Did you get any sleep at all last night Gil?

 

[Gil_T2]

Ohh poor Bandit! Well afternoon naps can be nice Did you get any sleep at all last night Gil?

Well sleepless till around 6am (just after) then it was crash out time & now exhausted as per usual & actually thinking isn't easy.

It's around 8 years of this now & done all the tests at the hospital with no results except sleeping pills which don't help get me to sleep then leave me in a void for the next day.

 

[snowy ciara]

And I can't stand the sleeping pill hangover, either. If I'm going to feel like crap the next day, I might as well just not sleep, and feel crappy in a non drugged way..

 

[esclave_PP]

Yep I know what you mean. Here I am again...not sleeping....tired of blogging. Listening to the wind rattle the windows. Listening to bad music. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Has anyone actually watched the infomercials in the middle of the night? Those are wicked weird.

 

[rydia57]

underslept...

Hi,

I don't know if I'm totally an insominiac or hyperactivity has something to do with it. The medication I've been taking for years has mostly made from sleeping pills so I've built up a tolerance to anything with that in it. I'm hyperactive and can can stay up all night just on reflex. Takes me forever to fall asleep, unless I'm brain tired and physically tired, then it's a cinch, but I love having Lit as an alternative to sitting up witht the tv, well that and my video games. It helps... I think I need about mmmm 6 hours of sleep a day. Hope you guys are doing swell tonite too!

 

[esclave_PP]

I think it does (hyperactivity). I am diagnosed ADD, and after getting off of Adderall and switching to Strattera I still didn't notice any change to sleep. They all say it can affect sleep but I never slept even before I was on medication. My mom always tells me that -- "You never slept...amazing you function..."

I think that it does make the brain behave differently. They actually did CAT scans on people with ADD and those who didn't. Apparently our brains work differently. Couldn't tell you how though. But for more info, here is an interesting article:


http://www.copaa.net/newstand/add-msnbc.html


New findings suggest there are functional differences in the brains of children with attention deficit disorder and those without the condition.


MSNBC STAFF AND WIRE REPORTS

Nov. 23 — In a finding that could improve the diagnosis and treatment of attention deficit disorder (ADD), Stanford University researchers say a special brain scan can help identify which children have a biological “signature” associated with the condition. The advance could help ensure that only those children who would benefit from powerful ADD drugs actually receive them.

 

[snowy ciara]

Thanks for posting the study, Malcah. I'm hyperactive too, and am taking part in similar test. They have 6 control groups, and we're doing tasks as they measure brain activity. I'm in the "positive diagnoses untreated by medications." Basically, it means that I've managed to control myself by training and force of will alone. The other groups are non ADHD people and ADHD people that have been medicated, then we're divided by gender.

My parents were nervous about some of the drugs that they gave kids who have this, so my parents spent a lot of time giving me structure and coping mechanisms. I feel kind of bad for kids who don't have the parental support that I have.

That being said, my insomnia cycles at a different rate that my ADHD. They appear to be somewhat unrelated. I can be in a frenzy cause I'm out of control and having problems coping, and be able to sleep 8 hours a night. Or, I can have smooth sailing and be up for days straight.

 

[esclave_PP]

Wow kudos to you! I couldn't do the coping mechanisms anymore -- It was torture to have a million things whizzing through my head at any given moment, and it certainly didn't help me focus and I really have to. Kudos to your folks as well! Let us know how the study works out!

 

[snowy ciara]

Thanks! The big kudos go to my family though. The study is ongoing with a release of possibly spring of 2006. ANd I'm not a patient woman..

 

[esclave_PP]

Well here I am again. Just got done watching a really great CSI: Las Vegas. Don't really know why I am fascinated with this stuff. Seems a bit morbid. Tonight's episode was centered on a murder of a transgender -- male to female. All kinds of twists and turns. But it got me thinking. What makes us change who we are? Whether it be becoming a submissive or a dominant, whether we change our gender -- what is it as people that pushes us to extremes? Are they extremes? Or is it society that judges and says they are? We're surrounded by so much shallowness, that society dictates we become these perfect looking people. What is wrong with a person just being who they are? And if that person enjoys being tied up, what is really wrong with that -- especially if it is consentual.

So yes this is what is keeping me up tonight. My mind is racing all about. Ugh. I fear I'll see the sun come up again. Wish I could get a good spanking.

 

[Gil_T2]

Well here I am again. Just got done watching a really great CSI: Las Vegas. Don't really know why I am fascinated with this stuff. Seems a bit morbid. Tonight's episode was centered on a murder of a transgender -- male to female. All kinds of twists and turns. But it got me thinking. What makes us change who we are? Whether it be becoming a submissive or a dominant, whether we change our gender -- what is it as people that pushes us to extremes? Are they extremes? Or is it society that judges and says they are? We're surrounded by so much shallowness, that society dictates we become these perfect looking people. What is wrong with a person just being who they are? And if that person enjoys being tied up, what is really wrong with that -- especially if it is consentual.

So yes this is what is keeping me up tonight. My mind is racing all about. Ugh. I fear I'll see the sun come up again. Wish I could get a good spanking.

We have CSI Las Vegas, we have CSI Miami & starting in the new year CSI New York I think we will soon be CSI'd out, I do enjoy the forensic side of it having 3 simmilar show on the one TV station seems stupid to me.

HMMMM Gil wishes we were closer as the thought of a well spanked butt does please me.

 

[esclave_PP]

Yes! I am a forensics junkie (that and politics). Giggles about the spanking, you'd have to ask Master first I did manage to get a few hours sleep before my parrot so nicely decided to talk and talk and talk this morning. Hey baby. I love you. Hey Baby, hello! lol.