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Dear Diary,

So that really sucked.
It’s scary how fast things change, one second you are up, feeling great and you make a really fucking bad decision and it all crumbles.
Someone like me should know better, and deep inside, of course, I do. But that fucking manic euphoria just kills you, you are on top of the world, unbeatable. You don’t need shit!

So, yeah, tuesday I went of my meds.
Big fucking failure.
Don’t ask me why, just move on.

Pain, confusion, panic attacks, big big fight, heartache, my therapist saying I’m a moron (well, in a much nicer way), vomiting, tons and tons of crying, I could go on but I won’t.

Haven’t fucking slept for days.
Need to shower too.
Lots of forgivness to ask, mostly from myself, but also my poor family. At least it did’t last months like last time.

Anyhoo… fuck me, right?
*all the hugs for you sweet girl*
 
Dear Diary,

So that really sucked.
It’s scary how fast things change, one second you are up, feeling great and you make a really fucking bad decision and it all crumbles.
Someone like me should know better, and deep inside, of course, I do. But that fucking manic euphoria just kills you, you are on top of the world, unbeatable. You don’t need shit!

So, yeah, tuesday I went of my meds.
Big fucking failure.
Don’t ask me why, just move on.

Pain, confusion, panic attacks, big big fight, heartache, my therapist saying I’m a moron (well, in a much nicer way), vomiting, tons and tons of crying, I could go on but I won’t.

Haven’t fucking slept for days.
Need to shower too.
Lots of forgivness to ask, mostly from myself, but also my poor family. At least it did’t last months like last time.

Anyhoo… fuck me, right?
Everyone makes mistakes. If you erred, ask for forgiveness, correct, and move forward.

You're likely going to be your worst critic, so hang in there! Hugs!!!
 
Dear Diary,

So that really sucked.
It’s scary how fast things change, one second you are up, feeling great and you make a really fucking bad decision and it all crumbles.
Someone like me should know better, and deep inside, of course, I do. But that fucking manic euphoria just kills you, you are on top of the world, unbeatable. You don’t need shit!

So, yeah, tuesday I went of my meds.
Big fucking failure.
Don’t ask me why, just move on.

Pain, confusion, panic attacks, big big fight, heartache, my therapist saying I’m a moron (well, in a much nicer way), vomiting, tons and tons of crying, I could go on but I won’t.

Haven’t fucking slept for days.
Need to shower too.
Lots of forgivness to ask, mostly from myself, but also my poor family. At least it did’t last months like last time.

Anyhoo… fuck me, right?
Well.. you are cognizant of the cause, the actions and the impact.. that's 90% pf the battle won.. so you will be perfectly fine.. nothing you can't solve with a sloppy BJ with your hubby and the lil one with a hug and some yummy ice cream
A big tight hug lil girl 🫂😘🫂
 
As always, your openness and honesty helps everyone realize it's okay to make mistakes. You tried something, failed, and learned from it. You have a huge heart and it shows. I'm glad you are on the mend. You have friends here should you need/want to vent or talk. -Hugs-

As for the rest, I'll be over soon. You know the outfit i like. Wear that and I'll match your primal feelings tonight. 😈
 
Dear Diary,

So that really sucked.
It’s scary how fast things change, one second you are up, feeling great and you make a really fucking bad decision and it all crumbles.
Someone like me should know better, and deep inside, of course, I do. But that fucking manic euphoria just kills you, you are on top of the world, unbeatable. You don’t need shit!

So, yeah, tuesday I went of my meds.
Big fucking failure.
Don’t ask me why, just move on.

Pain, confusion, panic attacks, big big fight, heartache, my therapist saying I’m a moron (well, in a much nicer way), vomiting, tons and tons of crying, I could go on but I won’t.

Haven’t fucking slept for days.
Need to shower too.
Lots of forgivness to ask, mostly from myself, but also my poor family. At least it did’t last months like last time.

Anyhoo… fuck me, right?
Hope you feel better fast
 
Dear Diary,

So that really sucked.
It’s scary how fast things change, one second you are up, feeling great and you make a really fucking bad decision and it all crumbles.
Someone like me should know better, and deep inside, of course, I do. But that fucking manic euphoria just kills you, you are on top of the world, unbeatable. You don’t need shit!

So, yeah, tuesday I went of my meds.
Big fucking failure.
Don’t ask me why, just move on.

Pain, confusion, panic attacks, big big fight, heartache, my therapist saying I’m a moron (well, in a much nicer way), vomiting, tons and tons of crying, I could go on but I won’t.

Haven’t fucking slept for days.
Need to shower too.
Lots of forgivness to ask, mostly from myself, but also my poor family. At least it did’t last months like last time.

Anyhoo… fuck me, right?
I'm so sorry, sweetheart. Why didn't you PM me?
 
I hope things are better for you today.

Just remember that you're a great lady,perfect wife, and one Hell of a mom. You got this. :)
 
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