Jenny’s house of fun.

https://imagex1.sx.cdn.live/images/pinporn/2014/11/10/9017433.gif?width=460&optimizer=imageDear Diary,

I am up too early again. Too much anxiety, too many emotions, too raw. This is just who I am, and I am beginning to accept it. But it’s a process.
As usual, I get up, walk around the dark quiet house, drink some water, look in on my daughter. The light in my life.
It’s a beautiful moon tonight, just being there, sharing this moment with me.
I smoke some weed, take the edge off the anxiety, dull some scary emotions.
I watch some pretty extreme porn, masturbate in the sofa. Keep watching porn, keep touching myself, using toys.
This is what I do.
I do some writing, getting some thoughts down, read a lot. Sometimes I just forget the time. I smoke, I read and I read some more.

Yesterday was a really big day for my husband I was really happy for him. It is just amazing to see someone you love so much experience such pure happiness.
His team won, he had taken off work to watch the game. Even wore a jersey 😁
Once I knew the game was decided and I could bother him, I sucked his cock in the sofa while he enjoyed the celebrations on the TV. It made me happy and he loved it.
He took a photo of my face after, typical man 🤣

6.38 in the morning now.
Time for some strong black tea.
Time to take my meds, they are just getting more and more.
Time to suck some cock.
 
Dear Diary

It is 5.48 and yet again my insomnia has reared it’s ugly head. I’ve been up for awhile and even took a walk outside.
It’s so nice in the very early hours when all is kinda quiet and calm. Our neighborhood is not the greatest anymore, but I still feel pretty safe here.

Yesterday hubby got me a spa-day and it was amazing.
I got a fullbody massage, full wax, took a meditation class, drank a lot of green tea, sat in a hot tub, flirted with the cute girls working there. Felt so good after. Like being reborn a new you. Lasted all the way until I was back in Minnesota traffic 🤣

Smoked a lot of weed yesterday, just felt great to turn off the brain for a day. I like myself when stoned, which also is nice for a change.

Brewing a pot of tea now.
Already took my meds.
Time for my protein shake 😜



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https://imagex1.sx.cdn.live/images/pinporn/2014/11/10/9017433.gif?width=460&optimizer=imageDear Diary,

I am up too early again. Too much anxiety, too many emotions, too raw. This is just who I am, and I am beginning to accept it. But it’s a process.
As usual, I get up, walk around the dark quiet house, drink some water, look in on my daughter. The light in my life.
It’s a beautiful moon tonight, just being there, sharing this moment with me.
I smoke some weed, take the edge off the anxiety, dull some scary emotions.
I watch some pretty extreme porn, masturbate in the sofa. Keep watching porn, keep touching myself, using toys.
This is what I do.
I do some writing, getting some thoughts down, read a lot. Sometimes I just forget the time. I smoke, I read and I read some more.

Yesterday was a really big day for my husband I was really happy for him. It is just amazing to see someone you love so much experience such pure happiness.
His team won, he had taken off work to watch the game. Even wore a jersey 😁
Once I knew the game was decided and I could bother him, I sucked his cock in the sofa while he enjoyed the celebrations on the TV. It made me happy and he loved it.
He took a photo of my face after, typical man 🤣

6.38 in the morning now.
Time for some strong black tea.
Time to take my meds, they are just getting more and more.
Time to suck some cock.
Hope the meds are helping, it sounds like a good life otherwise and he must love you more and more.
 
Once I knew the game was decided and I could bother him, I sucked his cock in the sofa while he enjoyed the celebrations on the TV. It made me happy and he loved it.
He took a photo of my face after, typical man
I'm not sure what to make of myself now. I have never photographed my partner afterwards.

Guess I'm strange and atypical.
 
Saw Thunderbolts yesterday.
So. Fucking. Good!!!
It hit a little bit too close to home and I cried so much. I was literary a sobbing mess. But it was really nice to see something I love (Marvel) doing a movie about depression and taking it seriously. Some scenes were really hard for me, but Florence was so real and so raw and I felt seen. I loved it so much!

And I would totally let her do whatever she wants with me.
Zero limits.
Sebastian Stan too :)



https://www.thesun.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2023/10/crop-24566768.jpg?strip=all&quality=100&w=1080&h=1080&crop=1
 
Saw Thunderbolts yesterday.
So. Fucking. Good!!!
It hit a little bit too close to home and I cried so much. I was literary a sobbing mess. But it was really nice to see something I love (Marvel) doing a movie about depression and taking it seriously. Some scenes were really hard for me, but Florence was so real and so raw and I felt seen. I loved it so much!

And I would totally let her do whatever she wants with me.
Zero limits.
Sebastian Stan too :)



https://www.thesun.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2023/10/crop-24566768.jpg?strip=all&quality=100&w=1080&h=1080&crop=1
I've been on the fence about seeing it in theaters but with that recommendation, I just might. ❤️
 
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