Jenny’s house of fun.

Sorry for posting so much lately and not writing very much. Or maybe that is better? Maybe less rambling and more art and porn is the way?
Been fighting some demons, and since I don’t like weapons all I have is a pen and a keyboard. So I fight with what I have.
Also had some very expected but sad news (no death) so that has been hard too.
Fuck it, I’ll just say it. So anyone who does not want hear politics just cover your ears now.
Mom and dad are not coming since they are not going to show their social media etc when they enter the US. And I understand them. But it is still very sad since I miss them a lot. Luckily they managed to cancel their tickets. And for anyone who supports this, I am not interested in arguing about it. Sorry. I already regret writing it.

Ok, this post did not at all turn out the way I wanted to.
Seriously, when I sit down to write here I have no idea what will come out, no plans. Just a brain let lose. And sometimes it’s obviously a car crash.

Fuck Jenny just stop typing and walk away
🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

No need to apologize...since I agree with you wholeheartedly with your point.
 
Sorry for posting so much lately and not writing very much. Or maybe that is better? Maybe less rambling and more art and porn is the way?
Been fighting some demons, and since I don’t like weapons all I have is a pen and a keyboard. So I fight with what I have.
Also had some very expected but sad news (no death) so that has been hard too.
Fuck it, I’ll just say it. So anyone who does not want hear politics just cover your ears now.
Mom and dad are not coming since they are not going to show their social media etc when they enter the US. And I understand them. But it is still very sad since I miss them a lot. Luckily they managed to cancel their tickets. And for anyone who supports this, I am not interested in arguing about it. Sorry. I already regret writing it.

Ok, this post did not at all turn out the way I wanted to.
Seriously, when I sit down to write here I have no idea what will come out, no plans. Just a brain let lose. And sometimes it’s obviously a car crash.

Fuck Jenny just stop typing and walk away
♥️ For love, 💔, for empathy, 🫂 for support.
 
Sorry for posting so much lately and not writing very much. Or maybe that is better? Maybe less rambling and more art and porn is the way?
Been fighting some demons, and since I don’t like weapons all I have is a pen and a keyboard. So I fight with what I have.
Also had some very expected but sad news (no death) so that has been hard too.
Fuck it, I’ll just say it. So anyone who does not want hear politics just cover your ears now.
Mom and dad are not coming since they are not going to show their social media etc when they enter the US. And I understand them. But it is still very sad since I miss them a lot. Luckily they managed to cancel their tickets. And for anyone who supports this, I am not interested in arguing about it. Sorry. I already regret writing it.

Ok, this post did not at all turn out the way I wanted to.
Seriously, when I sit down to write here I have no idea what will come out, no plans. Just a brain let lose. And sometimes it’s obviously a car crash.

Fuck Jenny just stop typing and walk away
Nothing wrong with this...
Sorry your parents couldn't make it over.. hope you get to pop over soon..
The music is lovely.. . must say hadn't heard most of them
 
Not doing well right now and all I want is to be normal for Christmas for my daughter. Having an emergency session with my therapist tomorrow morning, I really really hope that will help a little. I'm so scared I will ruin Christmas.
If it means taking stronger meds for a few days or sneaking away to cry in the bathroom I don't care. I just want to be present when Santa comes and she gets her presents and all the things that matter for her.
I hate my brain.
 
Not doing well right now and all I want is to be normal for Christmas for my daughter. Having an emergency session with my therapist tomorrow morning, I really really hope that will help a little. I'm so scared I will ruin Christmas.
If it means taking stronger meds for a few days or sneaking away to cry in the bathroom I don't care. I just want to be present when Santa comes and she gets her presents and all the things that matter for her.
I hate my brain.
Good luck, Jenny. I'm sure your resolve and proactiveness will help get you through.
 
Not doing well right now and all I want is to be normal for Christmas for my daughter. Having an emergency session with my therapist tomorrow morning, I really really hope that will help a little. I'm so scared I will ruin Christmas.
If it means taking stronger meds for a few days or sneaking away to cry in the bathroom I don't care. I just want to be present when Santa comes and she gets her presents and all the things that matter for her.
I hate my brain.
🫂🫂🫂
 
Not doing well right now and all I want is to be normal for Christmas for my daughter. Having an emergency session with my therapist tomorrow morning, I really really hope that will help a little. I'm so scared I will ruin Christmas.
If it means taking stronger meds for a few days or sneaking away to cry in the bathroom I don't care. I just want to be present when Santa comes and she gets her presents and all the things that matter for her.
I hate my brain.
🫂🫂🫂
 
Not doing well right now and all I want is to be normal for Christmas for my daughter. Having an emergency session with my therapist tomorrow morning, I really really hope that will help a little. I'm so scared I will ruin Christmas.
If it means taking stronger meds for a few days or sneaking away to cry in the bathroom I don't care. I just want to be present when Santa comes and she gets her presents and all the things that matter for her.
I hate my brain.
🫂🫂🫂
 
Not doing well right now and all I want is to be normal for Christmas for my daughter. Having an emergency session with my therapist tomorrow morning, I really really hope that will help a little. I'm so scared I will ruin Christmas.
If it means taking stronger meds for a few days or sneaking away to cry in the bathroom I don't care. I just want to be present when Santa comes and she gets her presents and all the things that matter for her.
I hate my brain.
Though it feels like it when it's a dark time, you are not alone. People love you at all times, whether or not they are present at your side, and LOTS of us know the pain of walking a difficult path. I wish you peace.
 
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