Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...

[lil_jenni]

My ninth wedding anniversary is Wednesday. And it just really struck me today that it will be ten years next year. I was worried as fuck I could make it one without fucking it all up, and now to realize on a deep level how close I am to ten... just one more year.

Well, I wish I could put a smiley emoji here , but... I'm still scared I'm going to fuck it up, just like I was that first year (and every year since). Not as often, or as intensely, but the fear is still there. It just got to me today when I thought about all that.

And to preemptively answer questions, we are not doing anything special because it's difficult to find someone we trust to watch the twinzees mid week. That's why we went to dinner Saturday. But, I am planning to cook a special dinner. And I'm actually becoming a decent cook... better than passable, even...

In twinzee news, Twin B's hair is not lightening to blonde, as my MIL insisted it would, but becoming redder as it grows out. So, we have three dark blondes (Hubby, Kiddo, and Twin A, whose hair is also darker now that it is growing out), one lighter blonde whose hair is dyed a more red than blonde strawberry blonde (me), and a true, honest to goddess redhead... at least as it's looking now. I guess I'm going to have to keep dying my hair, or poor Twin B (I need better nicknames for the girls) will feel like she doesn't belong.

 

[13Fantasies]

My ninth wedding anniversary is Wednesday. And it just really struck me today that it will be ten years next year. I was worried as fuck I could make it one without fucking it all up, and now to realize on a deep level how close I am to ten... just one more year.

Well, I wish I could put a smiley emoji here , but... I'm still scared I'm going to fuck it up, just like I was that first year (and every year since). Not as often, or as intensely, but the fear is still there. It just got to me today when I thought about all that.

And to preemptively answer questions, we are not doing anything special because it's difficult to find someone we trust to watch the twinzees mid week. That's why we went to dinner Saturday. But, I am planning to cook a special dinner. And I'm actually becoming a decent cook... better than passable, even...

In twinzee news, Twin B's hair is not lightening to blonde, as my MIL insisted it would, but becoming redder as it grows out. So, we have three dark blondes (Hubby, Kiddo, and Twin A, whose hair is also darker now that it is growing out), one lighter blonde whose hair is dyed a more red than blonde strawberry blonde (me), and a true, honest to goddess redhead... at least as it's looking now. I guess I'm going to have to keep dying my hair, or poor Twin B (I need better nicknames for the girls) will feel like she doesn't belong.

Congratulations on nine years!

While it's never easy and things will get harder with more kids, you two sound ideally suited for one another. Enjoy the moments and the memories of the first nine. Next year is forever away, but when you get there, it'll be perfect, just like you hoped.

You are great and your husband knows this.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

My ninth wedding anniversary is Wednesday. And it just really struck me today that it will be ten years next year. I was worried as fuck I could make it one without fucking it all up, and now to realize on a deep level how close I am to ten... just one more year.

Well, I wish I could put a smiley emoji here , but... I'm still scared I'm going to fuck it up, just like I was that first year (and every year since). Not as often, or as intensely, but the fear is still there. It just got to me today when I thought about all that.

And to preemptively answer questions, we are not doing anything special because it's difficult to find someone we trust to watch the twinzees mid week. That's why we went to dinner Saturday. But, I am planning to cook a special dinner. And I'm actually becoming a decent cook... better than passable, even...

In twinzee news, Twin B's hair is not lightening to blonde, as my MIL insisted it would, but becoming redder as it grows out. So, we have three dark blondes (Hubby, Kiddo, and Twin A, whose hair is also darker now that it is growing out), one lighter blonde whose hair is dyed a more red than blonde strawberry blonde (me), and a true, honest to goddess redhead... at least as it's looking now. I guess I'm going to have to keep dying my hair, or poor Twin B (I need better nicknames for the girls) will feel like she doesn't belong.

Congratulations on 9 years!

The only way to fuck it up is to stop talking. Seriously, that's the whole secret. Honest, real, and raw conversations need to happen, or you'll fail. Every other issue comes back to communication, so as long as you still have that, you'll be fine!

I hate my dial in my Explorer, and since I don't get road, car, or any head, I might as well have the shifter back now!

 

[lil_jenni]

You are great and your husband knows this.

I'll take great, but he is awesome... trust me.

 

[13Fantasies]

I'll take great, but he is awesome... trust me.

And a lucky bastard since he ended up with you

 

[lil_jenni]

I hate my dial in my Explorer, and since I don't get road, car, or any head, I might as well have the shifter back now!

Ugh. What a fucking stupid way to shift a car. I mean, I hate automatics anyway, but at least Hubby's truck has an option to shift manually in sport mode (I use it, but he doesn't). Not the Explorer. Stupid gear select dial.

I wish it had paddle shifters like our friend's E-Ray I drove. Hell, I wish I had the fucking E-Ray, but where would I put the twinzees?

 

[lil_jenni]

And a lucky bastard since he ended up with you

And I keep telling you, good sir... I'm the lucky one.

 

[13Fantasies]

And I keep telling you, good sir... I'm the lucky one.

Both things can be true.

 

[lil_jenni]

Both things can be true.

But more true for him. I'm not gonna lie... I can be a lot.

 

[13Fantasies]

But more true for him. I'm not gonna lie... I can be a lot.

I'd love to find out.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

But more true for him. I'm not gonna lie... I can be a lot.

That's part of the thrill

 

[lil_jenni]

That's part of the thrill

Oh, there are days I think he would like fewer thrills. I know I'm not the life partner he envisioned before he met me. Sometimes I think I just bewitched him with the sex and someday he'll wake up and realize he could do better. But then it hits me that I have a stronger sex drive than he does, so he must be with me for something more than the sex. What that is, I've never really figured out.

But it's probably just my anxiety at work, anyway.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

Oh, there are days I think he would like fewer thrills. I know I'm not the life partner he envisioned before he met me. Sometimes I think I just bewitched him with the sex and someday he'll wake up and realize he could do better. But then it hits me that I have a stronger sex drive than he does, so he must be with me for something more than the sex. What that is, I've never really figured out.

But it's probably just my anxiety at work, anyway.

It is just anxiety, I assure you. If you e made it 9 years, that's not dumb luck.

 

[dkak001]

My ninth wedding anniversary is Wednesday. And it just really struck me today that it will be ten years next year. I was worried as fuck I could make it one without fucking it all up, and now to realize on a deep level how close I am to ten... just one more year.

Well, I wish I could put a smiley emoji here , but... I'm still scared I'm going to fuck it up, just like I was that first year (and every year since). Not as often, or as intensely, but the fear is still there. It just got to me today when I thought about all that.

Congratulations!

You've made it 9 now, 10th will fly by. Once you passed that mark, the next 10 is easy.
Just keep talking to each other and be honest with each other. Everything else will sort itself out.

 

[TomTeacher19]

Congratulations on the nine

 

[lil_jenni]

My Brazilian crush texted me today and asked if she could come by to see the twins. She saw them once before, when they were two weeks old. I was still recovering, so I barely interacted with her. This time, I'm wondering how to look sexy with a four month old on each hip...

 

[13Fantasies]

My Brazilian crush texted me today and asked if she could come by to see the twins. She saw them once before, when they were two weeks old. I was still recovering, so I barely interacted with her. This time, I'm wondering how to look sexy with a four month old on each hip...

I'll hold them and watch.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

My Brazilian crush texted me today and asked if she could come by to see the twins. She saw them once before, when they were two weeks old. I was still recovering, so I barely interacted with her. This time, I'm wondering how to look sexy with a four month old on each hip...

Push them milk-filled titties up!
Buttoned cardigan, pleated skirt around the knees, pearl necklace.... That should do it!

 

[Centauri1]

My Brazilian crush texted me today and asked if she could come by to see the twins. She saw them once before, when they were two weeks old. I was still recovering, so I barely interacted with her. This time, I'm wondering how to look sexy with a four month old on each hip...

You don't have to try...when I have the feeling it comes naturally.

 

[Jaws82]

My Brazilian crush texted me today and asked if she could come by to see the twins. She saw them once before, when they were two weeks old. I was still recovering, so I barely interacted with her. This time, I'm wondering how to look sexy with a four month old on each hip...

But will the twins and “the twins” be hiked up when you answer the doors?

 

[lil_jenni]

Well, my crush has to come by next week. Seems the Kiddo brought a bug home, and we are all sick.

Well, except the Kiddo. He got over it in a day. Hubby is almost over it now. The twins and I are not. But Hubby, despite being a bit ill still, is taking very good care of us (with some help from the Kiddo). This is one of the many reasons I'm more lucky than he is!

 

[dkak001]

Ohhh, yeah...the Petri dish stage. I forgot about that.

Hope you all start feeling better soon!

 

[lil_jenni]

I'm probably going to be very busy over the next few days, so Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays everyone!

 

[Azuldrgon]

I'm probably going to be very busy over the next few days, so Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays everyone!

Same to you.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

I'm probably going to be very busy over the next few days, so Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays everyone!

Have a wonderful week!