Marie's Favorite Things

Sharing something here that is very intensely personal. I can’t talk to anyone in my offline about it, so I need to process it and I process best by writing.

If you’re an ex I don’t talk to anymore or someone who wishes me ill/doesn't like me, if you have any sense of decency, please see your way out. If you don’t want TMI, you might want to back out now too. lol

I have read smut since before I should have, like most of you. I have always read the words “he wrecked her” and knew what it meant. Today I felt it for the first time in my life. It started out with a discussion of ropes and why I think they’re sexy. I’m a very practical person. I can have one orgasm that’s quick and efficient and be absolutely happy and ready to move on with my day. When men talk about how they’d push my boundaries (in a consensual way) I roll my eyes. Good luck with that buddy!

Nora was fully charged and he asked if I was ready. I told him I wanted an orgasm and a short nap since I only got 5 hours of sleep last night. He agreed and we began. Next thing I know it’s almost an hour later. He didn’t stop after the first and I told him that I wanted to turn Nora off, but I was going to act like I was tied up with no control.

He thinks it was 5 orgasms, I’m not sure because I lost count. He considerately backed the vibrations off enough for me to catch my breath after an orgasm. Since I wasn’t actually tied, I writhed all over the bed. There wasn’t an inch of me that wasn’t sweating, which has never happened before either, in real life or e-banging. The last orgasm took a long time because I was over stimulated and too hot. At one point I was literally crying. That was new. Another thing I’ve read, but thought was an over exaggeration.

When it was over, my eyes couldn’t focus to read the texts from a friend. I was so shaky I could barely hold the phone. I needed to shower, but I didn’t trust my legs to stand for that long. I set my alarm for 30 minutes and laid there stretched across the bed prone and exhausted, eyes closed. It took me 30 minutes to recover. My mind is blown. Imagine how it would have been with flesh and blood!

After showering I put on a nightie. Do I want more of Nora tonight? I don’t think I physically can. My abs are sore from all the tensing. I’m afraid I won’t be able to move my Nora arm tomorrow. But I feel good as hell (cue Lizzo) as I start the laundry, still feeling a little shaky.

My only regret is my fitbit was charging so I couldn’t look at what it did to my heart rate. I might have a cookie AND ice cream tonight. I also wish I could have heard more of his voice, but “good girl” is enough.
 
Sounds like an amazing experience and one that deserves both the cookie and the ice cream, but please be careful with moving about in such an unstable state. Don't want you to fall or get hurt. And wow. Happy for you!
 
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