Momma's Kitchen

[Cipher]

Well I went to the Dr today and he increased my pee pills lol...had fluid again...
congestive heart failure but I'm doing ok...just spend all my time on the pot lol
You look neat in burgundy hair....would you believe we have tornado warnings and blizzard out west..only in s.dk
I have my hair really short so it's easy for me

Oh no! time bein wasted on the can..lol bum deal.

I'm glad ur ok tho..sheesh..seems like ur bein picked on

My hair is short like urs too..i love it. easy to take care of..it's been 3 wks since i got it cut..Ohh..ik..it's a hot mess

I've had tornadoes in winter too..weird huh?

 

[wildrose70]

Oh no! time bein wasted on the can..lol bum deal.

I'm glad ur ok tho..sheesh..seems like ur bein picked on

My hair is short like urs too..i love it. easy to take care of..it's been 3 wks since i got it cut..Ohh..ik..it's a hot mess

I've had tornadoes in winter too..weird huh?

Well since I can't see that great it's too much trouble to try and curl it all so just do the top a bit...yes I spend 3/4 of the day on the can

but if it helps guess it;s worth it ...yeah think I'm doing ok...just having some fish and salad for supper....Dancing with the Stars is on tonite...

 

[Crudebug]

heck!! depression is not something you choose to wallow in,, you just find yourself in it.. and hate being there...
I do try to be cheerful, you know me, I try to joke, look at the lighter and brighter side of things but even before the sunshine of smiles can warm me up, am back under a cloud.. I feel like giving up even struggling against being pulled down and simply go from day to day until I fall off abyss into the bliss of nothingness..

dayum.. better scoot before I infect you with this contagious mood...
tc.. hugs and kisses...

 

[wildrose70]

Well I decided I don't need any pills to make me feel good...I always was very upeat and cheerful and believe me I had a lot to deal with too during my life with 4 kids...and losing my son last year....and then all my crappy illness but just decided to heck with everything I'm going to be HAPPY IF IT KILLS ME!!!!!!!

 

[Cipher]

heck!! depression is not something you choose to wallow in,, you just find yourself in it.. and hate being there...
I do try to be cheerful, you know me, I try to joke, look at the lighter and brighter side of things but even before the sunshine of smiles can warm me up, am back under a cloud.. I feel like giving up even struggling against being pulled down and simply go from day to day until I fall off abyss into the bliss of nothingness..

dayum.. better scoot before I infect you with this contagious mood...
tc.. hugs and kisses...

I take Cymbalta bug..depression and i are well aquainted. but everyday..i check myself and say hey..there's someone even worse off than i am..and i go on..i'm just sayin..

 

[Cipher]

Well I decided I don't need any pills to make me feel good...I always was very upeat and cheerful and believe me I had a lot to deal with too during my life with 4 kids...and losing my son last year....and then all my crappy illness but just decided to heck with everything I'm going to be HAPPY IF IT KILLS ME!!!!!!!

Indeed. i do what i have to make myself smile. it's my life afterall..so i have the power to make it worse..or better. no matter what...

Hey momma! Glad to see ur smiling.

..On a sad note..the lady next door that i did errands for and my parents even look out for her..she went in the hosp and doesn't look good..she has a do not resusitate rule..and of course with that..we just sit and wait..i'm quite sad..awesome lady..always laughing..


So :/

 

[wildrose70]

Indeed. i do what i have to make myself smile. it's my life afterall..so i have the power to make it worse..or better. no matter what...

Hey momma! Glad to see ur smiling.

..On a sad note..the lady next door that i did errands for and my parents even look out for her..she went in the hosp and doesn't look good..she has a do not resusitate rule..and of course with that..we just sit and wait..i'm quite sad..awesome lady..always laughing..


Sorry to hear that sweetie...my sis isn't in good shape either she has severe emphasemia for the last 6 yrs...and she is 5 yrs younger than me...we are all that's left in the family...
I looke these pills up online that he was going to give me and read so many scary messages from people who had taken them...and my son suffered from bi-polar and severe depression all his life till he died last year at 52 almost a year now...

 

[Cipher]

She passed away at 7pm.

My mom isn't doin well..i'm gonna be with her for awhile. They were friends. Infact the day we moved into the neighborhood, she was the first to welcome us. It's always the good ones as they say


It's been almost a yr already? In May right?

Some of the pills they have out there for depression make people sick. Cymbalta works for me..i gotta eat before i take it tho..it makes me real nauseous...yuck. but it works..keeps me at bay most of the time.

As long as the kitchen is open i kno i'm comfy and safe here.

 

[wildrose70]

Oh so sorry to hear that...yes a year ago in May and his b/day is coming up in april....then a week after he died my best friend died too..
Take care sweetie and hope the kitchen will always be open as long as I'm around and still kicking

 

[Crudebug]

Sorry about your friend Cipha... my condolences...

I don't take anything when depressed.. all I need is to be sufficiently busy to bury myself and get distracted.. usually work helped. but ever since I got an a$$hole for a manager.. frustration mixed with annoyance drags me down.. and these days one cannot exactly find another place to move to.. So I guess, I have to just sit this one out.. and I know that for all my negatives, I still have a lot more positive things than so many others..
sips my coffee, rinses my mug and slips away, leaving hugs and kisses for you both

 

[Cipher]

Oh so sorry to hear that...yes a year ago in May and his b/day is coming up in april....then a week after he died my best friend died too..
Take care sweetie and hope the kitchen will always be open as long as I'm around and still kicking

I remember that. he passed away around my bday i believe..i've been back on this thread for almost a year already..you told me when i came back that day

I'm doing ok tho..i'm sad but i'm ok. i've got the kitchen

Ur iron clad remember? lol ur gonna be here longer than me even

 

[moneyman133]

Rose,

You keep going darlen, because you are HOT!!!

U go girl

jam

 

[wildrose70]

Rose,

You keep going darlen, because you are HOT!!!

U go girl

jam

Well thank you sweetie I surely do intend to keep going and keeping my kitchen open...I think we prbly have one of the longest running threads on Lit

 

[wildrose70]

I remember that. he passed away around my bday i believe..i've been back on this thread for almost a year already..you told me when i came back that day

I'm doing ok tho..i'm sad but i'm ok. i've got the kitchen

Ur iron clad remember? lol ur gonna be here longer than me even

Yes almost a year my daughter and I were talking about it this morn....but I have my favorite pic of him in his gangster hat right above the puter and he's always with me

Hope your doing ok sweetie...my dammed heat went off again and for almost 24 hrs been cold!!! It's hot water heat and takes forever to warm back up.....
Keep smiling babe...I'm always here I hope

 

[Cipher]

Yes almost a year my daughter and I were talking about it this morn....but I have my favorite pic of him in his gangster hat right above the puter and he's always with me

Hope your doing ok sweetie...my dammed heat went off again and for almost 24 hrs been cold!!! It's hot water heat and takes forever to warm back up.....
Keep smiling babe...I'm always here I hope

What's up with ur heat? sheesh..it's the midwest..we need our heat!

Gangster hat? like the Godfather? Ohhh nniiccee!!

The kitchen needs you..ur stuck here dammit!

 

[wildrose70]

What's up with ur heat? sheesh..it's the midwest..we need our heat!

Gangster hat? like the Godfather? Ohhh nniiccee!!

The kitchen needs you..ur stuck here dammit!

Yep black ganster hat he just had to have it when he was about 18 and had the long hair LOL
Dammed heat .....think they got it now ..it's cold and windy outside today again Geesh thought spring was on the way

Well I hope I can keep the old kitchen going for many moons

 

[Cipher]

Yep black ganster hat he just had to have it when he was about 18 and had the long hair LOL
Dammed heat .....think they got it now ..it's cold and windy outside today again Geesh thought spring was on the way

Well I hope I can keep the old kitchen going for many moons

It's not a nice day here either momma..cold..kinda cloudy. They're sayin rain/snow mix on saturday..with some accumulation. Fuck.

Hope the heat stays on. sheesh..it's too chilly for half steppin on the heat supply..lol

 

[wildrose70]

It's not a nice day here either momma..cold..kinda cloudy. They're sayin rain/snow mix on saturday..with some accumulation. Fuck.

Hope the heat stays on. sheesh..it's too chilly for half steppin on the heat supply..lol

Well right now we have snow flurries and only 26 and dammed cold and windy
The ex took me for pizza today and ran me around to do errands
I could get used to the taxi service LOL

 

[Cipher]

Well right now we have snow flurries and only 26 and dammed cold and windy
The ex took me for pizza today and ran me around to do errands
I could get used to the taxi service LOL

LoL Drivin miss. momma lol You should jikingly tell him to wear one of those chauffers hats lol and some black driving gloves

It's nice having not to drive..i like when my "boys" drive me to target..it's cute..

 

[wildrose70]

LoL Drivin miss. momma lol You should jikingly tell him to wear one of those chauffers hats lol and some black driving gloves

It's nice having not to drive..i like when my "boys" drive me to target..it's cute..

yeah sometimes it is but I'm also an independent woman and like to do for myself althou I don't see as well as I used to...
He would looke cute in a hat and driving gloves lol.....like charles says he just doesn't want to let me go this way he sees me all the time....

 

[Cipher]

yeah sometimes it is but I'm also an independent woman and like to do for myself althou I don't see as well as I used to...
He would looke cute in a hat and driving gloves lol.....like charles says he just doesn't want to let me go this way he sees me all the time....

Ah ha. He has an ulterior motive lol sneaky

I like bein independant too..sometimes..it's nice to have someone look out for you..

 

[wildrose70]

Ah ha. He has an ulterior motive lol sneaky

I like bein independant too..sometimes..it's nice to have someone look out for you..

Lol well Charles says thats his job to take care of me because he can't but he gets all the *goodies* LOL
But he has really been good when I was sick hauling me etc

 

[Cipher]

Lol well Charles says thats his job to take care of me because he can't but he gets all the *goodies* LOL
But he has really been good when I was sick hauling me etc

I always said i thought it was cool you and he were friends still. not many can say that about thier exes.

LoL i guess in a way charles has a point lol how's he been these days?

 

[wildrose70]

I always said i thought it was cool you and he were friends still. not many can say that about thier exes.

LoL i guess in a way charles has a point lol how's he been these days?

I told Bob today people prbly wonder what kind of a deal we have going they see us together a lot....but neither of us gives a dam!!
Charles is in NCaroline this week...he called tues morn...missing me
hopes to get up here in the next month or so....

 

[Cipher]

I told Bob today people prbly wonder what kind of a deal we have going they see us together a lot....but neither of us gives a dam!!
Charles is in NCaroline this week...he called tues morn...missing me
hopes to get up here in the next month or so....

LoL Ah..let them talk..people should mind thier own anyhow lol

Yeah it's been awhile since he's come to visit you right?