My last orgasm was...

That’s like 2 days 😂
But don’t let it go to 3 ;)
Well the last time i had sex was last night. Long story… but the last time I got off was Saturday.

I went about 28 years without getting off. And due to recent events… I think it’s probably going to be much longer than 3 days before I get to experience that if I even do ever again. :(
 
Well the last time i had sex was last night. Long story… but the last time I got off was Saturday.

I went about 28 years without getting off. And due to recent events… I think it’s probably going to be much longer than 3 days before I get to experience that if I even do ever again. :(
Ah don’t say that 🫂
Maybe set yourself somewhere nice when you’re next free, with good music, smells, and tell yourself you’re not leaving until you cum and cum well?
 
its been 9 days now. got a hand job but now its locked up again
 
Ah don’t say that 🫂
Maybe set yourself somewhere nice when you’re next free, with good music, smells, and tell yourself you’re not leaving until you cum and cum well?
I used to be able to satisfy my self anytime I’d like. Until about 2020 when I became
schizophrenic. I was raised by a mother that told you your hands fell off. Hardcore catholic and fucked me up in a lot of ways when it comes to anything sexual. So one of the issues I have is I hear my famiky sometimes and my exes family and friends (usually friends) as if they’re on the other side of the door or outside my house and some how they’re watching me (with hidden cameras or something ) usually just criticizing what I’m doing or commenting on it.


Which is extremely violating and makes me shameful if I do that. Even if I blare my music and I’m in the shower and I don’t think anyone can see or hear and I’ve drowned them out with the music..

Idk it suck’s but it’s never been the same or if I do have one alone it comes with a lot of feeling of embarrassment and shame for no reason.

It’s great. But the act with someone and I know we’re alone and I trust them makes me feel safe and I don’t feel guilty because I don’t feel like they’d let anyone watch.. haha I’ve learned sadly that is stupid of me to think in the end sadly.
 
I used to be able to satisfy my self anytime I’d like. Until about 2020 when I became
schizophrenic. I was raised by a mother that told you your hands fell off. Hardcore catholic and fucked me up in a lot of ways when it comes to anything sexual. So one of the issues I have is I hear my famiky sometimes and my exes family and friends (usually friends) as if they’re on the other side of the door or outside my house and some how they’re watching me (with hidden cameras or something ) usually just criticizing what I’m doing or commenting on it.


Which is extremely violating and makes me shameful if I do that. Even if I blare my music and I’m in the shower and I don’t think anyone can see or hear and I’ve drowned them out with the music..

Idk it suck’s but it’s never been the same or if I do have one alone it comes with a lot of feeling of embarrassment and shame for no reason.

It’s great. But the act with someone and I know we’re alone and I trust them makes me feel safe and I don’t feel guilty because I don’t feel like they’d let anyone watch.. haha I’ve learned sadly that is stupid of me to think in the end sadly.
Oh my word, I didn’t mean to touch so many nerves, I’m sorry
That sounds challenging, but I guess gratifying when you do find the right person? And that’s not silly at all, it sounds like a great way to relax and release
I’m sure there’s no shortage of us who would enjoy getting you there if online works
 
Oh my word, I didn’t mean to touch so many nerves, I’m sorry
That sounds challenging, but I guess gratifying when you do find the right person? And that’s not silly at all, it sounds like a great way to relax and release
I’m sure there’s no shortage of us who would enjoy getting you there if online works
I’m sorry!! I’m not upset lol. I was just explaining haha. I’ve learned to live lol I’m not upset at all it was nice to vent about it in all honesty! :)
 
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