My last orgasm was...

I’m sorry!! I’m not upset lol. I was just explaining haha. I’ve learned to live lol I’m not upset at all it was nice to vent about it in all honesty! :)
In all honesty.. I am medicated and I can accept that I am schizophrenic.

But even while writing that one of the reasons I shared so much of it is secretly deep down I still have the feeling I’m not crazy and it really is all a thing that is happening and if I put it out there how much it does fuck with me and my peace they might see and stop?

Haha but I can say that is probably a kinda schizophrenic thing to say I don’t know if it makes sense but yeah lol so no it was kind of helpful because at least they know they’re shitty if it’s true but I know it’s not true. I’m sure I look like a fucking insane person but it’s great I mean not wanna see if you can accept me if you don’t like me move on that’s how I like to see it. I’m not gonna lie and hide it.

Or that’s what ive been told to do to help it? Idk gotta love it!
 
Before bed? Not in bed? But before bed... and that's routine for you... interesting.

:unsure: :p
before...i need stimulation, whether it is visual, auditory, or written word...i need the orgasm to let go of the day and prepare myself for sleep.
 
before...i need stimulation, whether it is visual, auditory, or written word...i need the orgasm to let go of the day and prepare myself for sleep.

Oh no, I get all of that. I was just getting distracted by the location... like, on the porch with your cocoa.

Never mind. As you were. You do you, boo. :p
 
Oh no, I get all of that. I was just getting distracted by the location... like, on the porch with your cocoa.

Never mind. As you were. You do you, boo. :p
balancing on an exercise ball with 4 screens in front of me, preferably on a phone call, the bed is for company...🤪
 
balancing on an exercise ball with 4 screens in front of me, preferably on a phone call, the bed is for company...🤪
Damn. That is a proper pro-wanking set up. Now I feel all amateurish with my mere mobile and a bed that has to allow all variations of no-company, one company, sleeping...

Geez. I came onto Lit to feel better about myself. Not to have to go spend money building a specific wanking corner.
 
Damn. That is a proper pro-wanking set up. Now I feel all amateurish with my mere mobile and a bed that has to allow all variations of no-company, one company, sleeping...

Geez. I came onto Lit to feel better about myself. Not to have to go spend money building a specific wanking corner.
you have your bath tub under faucet with rose petals and a glass of wine...men are just more efficient 😁
 
In all honesty.. I am medicated and I can accept that I am schizophrenic.

But even while writing that one of the reasons I shared so much of it is secretly deep down I still have the feeling I’m not crazy and it really is all a thing that is happening and if I put it out there how much it does fuck with me and my peace they might see and stop?

Haha but I can say that is probably a kinda schizophrenic thing to say I don’t know if it makes sense but yeah lol so no it was kind of helpful because at least they know they’re shitty if it’s true but I know it’s not true. I’m sure I look like a fucking insane person but it’s great I mean not wanna see if you can accept me if you don’t like me move on that’s how I like to see it. I’m not gonna lie and hide it.

Or that’s what ive been told to do to help it? Idk gotta love it!
I think I see some brave logic in what you say, even if I can’t fully comprehend 🫂
 
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